“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 11 - pain

The night has changed with the morning, the moon has changed with the sun, the day has changed with another day ...

Yesterday was a day that Valery did not want to remember in life, even Valery did not want to remember what had happened last night, had it been a nightmare that the next day would have disappeared, she said, but in reality it is not a dream! Yesterday was the day that she had turned into a real woman, which Valery would never call a girl again.

As she opened her eyes Valery simply stared blankly at the sky of the room that was a shade of gray\grey, a single teardrop drenching the side of Valery's hair. The tears kept flowing turning into a soundless cry, Valery continued to bite the hand to make an inaudible cry.

How dirty she is, when another woman surrenders herself to someone who is legally and also before God, maybe even someone they love, she said, but Valery turned himself over to someone he even just met, errat Valery was forced to surrender to the man who was sleeping next to him with an angelic face that looked like a demon god.

It feels like Valery jumped from this hotel, it feels like Valery soon caught up with both his parents and Merry. But Valery can't be selfish with himself, there's a very important thing he has to do before he dies.

Valery tries to step up to get out of bed, but the pain that comes from \*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\* makes Valery very difficult to walk, with a single strand of cloth covering her body, Valery continued to try to walk closer to the bathroom.

Arriving in the bathroom, Valery immediately looked at himself in front of a fairly large mirror, the Mirror was showing a shadow of Valery that looked very messy, he said, with Valery's body filled with the ownership marks that the man left all over his body, his lips were already swollen, his eyes that might have been tired because of the tears and also the throat that was painful because last night Valery kept shouting.

The shadow of last night's events continues to spin in Valery's brain without stopping, an event where Valery was not given the opportunity to rest or take a breath for a moment, Woojin continued to force him and did it very roughly as if\- it will not be tomorrow, if counted maybe they played more than an hour.

Valery drops his body to the floor, lamenting the fate he must accept for the rest of his life, a fate Valery never wanted to bear alone.

Again\-again Valery cried, only crying that he could do, anger would not give it all back, all Valery now has to do is try to mengikhlaskan himself already dirty!

Valery got back up, annoyed that he rubbed the\-brush mark on his body violently trying to remove the mark that was very disturbing to look at, if he is dirty then his body should not look dirty by others.

“it will even make it more red Valery” said Woojin, the man is now behind Valery while holding his hand to stop wiping.

“don't touch me!”

Valery tries to let go of her hand held tightly by Woojin, which was enough the man touched last night! For today Valery does not want to be touched by him or meet him.

“Valery ..”

“stop! Goddamnit!”

Valery really\ really hopes that if he can disappear from the face of the man, with the energy that Valery has he continues to push the body of Woojin who is trying to get close to him, unknowingly Valery's body had clashed with the shower and made the shower light up.

Water out wetting their bodies, under the shower that continues to release water, Valery just fell silent, why this situation continues to make him hurt, Valery hates when he has to deal with Woojin.

“let me Woojin! Didn't you touch me enough last night! I beg! Stop touching me”

“Valery forgive me”

Exasperatedly, Valery slapped Woojin's right cheek, and Valery cried in front of him for the umpteenth time.

“say! Why silent?”

“Valery, let's get married”

One slap back Valery gave Woojin's left cheek, that wasn't the answer Valery heard from the man!

“are you crazy? Be married? What by marrying all the problems will be solved? I wouldn't marry a jerk like you!”

With eyes that glazed\-glass Valery tried to look at Woojin who was just silent, no regrets implied in the look of his face. Valery does not care about himself who starts to get cold because the water continues to wet him.

“Valery, how much do you hate me?” woojin said, she just bowed her gaze from Valery, like Woojin was so unyielding to look into eyes filled with hatred towards her.

“do I look like someone who loves you so much? Since the first time I met you I have hated you so much!”

Woojin doesn't accept that if he is hated by someone, Woojin won't let that person go before he regrets saying that he hates him. Upset Woojin pulls Valery's chin, forcing the woman to look at him.

“well, Valery remember by saying now, the more you hate you the more I will torture and never expect to leave me!”

Woojin was already so fed up with all this, he left Valery just like that without caring if the woman was cold.

“you think you're a jerk! I won't remember what you said! Just so you know you're going away from you that you can't find me!”

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half an hour had passed but Valery showed no sign of coming out of the bathroom.

since the sound of running water that Woojin heard, there was no movement if someone was bathing, this suspicion increasingly makes Woojin feel confident if Valery has done things that might endanger him.

Woojin tries to knock on the door, to make sure he is okay\-all, but until the third knock no sound is heard, without hesitation\woojin immediately broke down the door with the energy she had.

with a single push the bathroom door opened, revealing a woman who had drowned in the bathtub, soon Woojin's face peaked to see Valery who was silent in the bathtub with a face that had begun to turn blue.

Woojin immediately ran up to Valery, quickly lifting Valery's cloth-clad body, taking him out of the bathroom and putting him in a bed that was still messy because of their activities last night.

“Valery please do not go” said Woojin, he was very panicked and also worried, trying to remove the wet cloth and replace it with clothes, after which Woojin immediately called the doctor.

“Valery, I don't want to lose you, stay”

Woojin continues to rub the\-brush Valery's hands and feet in turn to try to restore Valery's body temperature, she also envelops Valery's body and shuts off the room's cooling.

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