“I'm Not Your Destiny”
Chapter 40 - My Book (Hwando's Theory)
Valery fell asleep with his bedside position facing the night light and the clock was aimed at 11pm, after Woojin left drowsiness has not yet approached Sona at this time, too, he still gives his eyes a chance to keep open even though in his mind he really wants to close both eyes.
Valery also did not care about the old book lying on the floor with the broken vase that was still there, it felt Valery was too scared even though he had seen the book was tightly closed. But he did not want to take the risk if the morning happened, whether it was him or Woojin who stepped on a fragment of the flower vase.
Lazily Valery flicked the blankets that tado covered his body, then he put on the slippers masked by the rabbit, then he took the trash cans and mulau took one by one broken flower vase, until when Valery's hand took the fragments on top of the book, his hand was suddenly scratched to bleed and touched the old bookcase.
The next second, light came out of the daisy flower motif on the old cover that made Valery as far back as possible, but what happened was completely unexpected Valery because the old book opened itself in the dim light.
The page stops at page 125 and the light stops at the same time as the book opens. Valery who saw it could only be silent and also slowly approached the book even though he was still a little afraid to see what was written on page 125.
Not caring for his index finger wound Valery even took the old book to read what was entered with ‘Teori Hwando’
Page 125 - 130 ‘Teori Hwando’
Hwando theory which means one, This theory is the beginning of the ancestral Afro language which has become the oldest and most powerful theory in the relationship of Aster, humans, the full moon and also death.
‘The Hwando’ Theory has another meaning if it is interpreted in human language which means the last door, This theory can be the last way for a human Aster who is no longer able to bear Aster in his body, as Afro Chlid said if human Aster can not die by deliberate means, such as killing themselves and others.
In this theory says if human Aster can pass through the full moon without having intercourse with humans or Afro, there is a way that can be done if the full moon occurs in a time so close, by making the body temperature drop so drastically that means stopping for Aster to do growth in the body. If the blood flow stops during the full moon then Aster will not glow and also not make it grow again which means in a matter of five years Aster will just die.
Just like other theories, If Aster dies then it means that the human will also die with Aster because both are like one heart. There is no solution to avoid death for human Aster because it has become destiny and one punishment.
In Hawando's theory, it is said that human Aster dies, he will be given the opportunity to live as a pure human after waiting a hundred years if in the world of Aster man has a person he loves and willingly bonds blood with human Aster then the opportunity to live becomes a pure human being will be greater than being born an AfroChild.
In other words, the blood bond is someone who loves human Aster so much and willingly lives alone after human Aster dies, the two will also be given the opportunity to meet again when the reincarnation has occurred a thousand years, the blood bond is to perform a ritual shed blood on the mark of Aster in the human body, by the time Aster man will be nearing his death.
Page 130 ‘Teori Hwando’
If the human Aster wants to try this theory of course many risks will be borne by him, whether that age is cut faster, then the weakening of his body system, and the weakening of his body system, and also the death that will soon take away the human Aster.
That is one reason why many human daisies prefer to die early even though not all can be reborn into human beings.
So in Hwando Theory says that human Asters should consider their lives more in the future in the face of the full moon and other threats.
After that Valery can only go back to reflecting on all the things he will choose when the full moon occurs later, each theory has different benefits and risks, if Valery prefers to let Aster on his back light up when the full moon happens isn't that the same as letting Afro Dark go after him?
Not to mention the uncle who might currently surrender all his subordinates to find Valery's whereabouts.
What road will Valery use?
Looking for a cave that doesn't know where it's located?
Or ask Woojin to have sex with the full moon?
Or opt for the Hwando Theory?
One more time Valery was made to feel that if his life is not so meaningful to pass through, Valery faced being able to find a solution for Aster even though it feels very impossible to find, even if it feels impossible to find, even the theory written in the old book alone could not give Valery a way out for all of Aster's problems, in the end only death became a shortcut for Valery to end all his suffering.
“I should how? Mammy? Daddy's? Didn't you guys give me one solution to this problem? I'm afraid! I was alone without being able to do anything! There is no place for me to share this hurt and suffering”
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This morning's news said that there will be bad weather that occurs on this day until the afternoon later, the weather this time will be a heavy rain followed by a typhoon that can fly goods far from where they were originally, as the weather proposal says today it will rain when the sun will reveal itself. And sure enough when Woojin opened his eyes, the man could see raindrops that turned his window glass so dewy and opaque to look at.
From inside the room dominated by gray and black can be seen if Woojin is very fond of the rain which makes anyone will be more attached to the bed and blanket, he said, makes everyone reluctant to step away from their favorite bed.
From the clock that is nearby can be seen if the day has been pointed at 7.30 am, after stretching his muscles, Woojin immediately headed to the bathroom to just clean his face and others.
After 10 minutes, Woojin came out with a white T-shirt and brown material calana, of course with home sandals that have become a habit at home, indeed, with a small towel wrapped around his neck Woojin walked out of his room. The original purpose of coming out of his room was of course to see the woman who was across his room.
Woojin soon opens the door to Valery's room, which was never locked by her during her stay, still when the room door opened Woojin's gaze was immediately fixed on Valery who was asleep on the floor in his thin clothes, Woojin who saw it immediately approached Valery whose body temperature was now past the normal limits of human temperature.
“Valery what happened?”
After putting Valery back in his basket and putting the soaked cloth soaked in warm water, Woojin prefers to stay next to the woman who has not yet regained consciousness from her sleep, with an anxious and sad face, Woojin can only hope Valery stops doing things to hurt himself, until now Woojin is still unable to tell Valery everything but he also wants to know what Valery is hiding from him.
“Valery, actually I would love to explain my feelings to you, but it is our destiny that never gave me a chance to say it, why is it so difficult for us even though in fact we remain with”
“if at that time we do not meet, will in the next life we be able to meet?”
The rain is still falling even though many people are hoping it will end soon, but as Woojin said if we can not predict what will happen whether it will be in the afternoon, or tomorrow or even the next few years, it has all become a destiny line that cannot be changed but destiny can be changed depending on every page we take.
“Woojin?” valery said, he tried to understand what happened to him, he touched the fabric that was affixed and tried to sit down.
“no Valery, you have to break”
Woojin gently pushed Valery's body back to lie in her bed. Then he wet the cloth again with warm water and put Valery back.
“you have a fever due to an infection in your hand, your hand scratched so deep that it gives off a lot of blood”
Valery was silent for a moment, he remembered that last night he had forgotten his injured hand and focused more on reading the old book until he finally fell asleep on the floor with a wound that was not treated.
“you want to eat porridge? I made it when you weren't aware of”
“well, I think my body needs intake”
“aku will be back in 5 minutes”
Valery only nods when Woojin starts leaving his room with a warm water container, after the door closes Valery decides to look at his neat-looking room, no more blood on the floor and the broken flower vase there, then Valery's mind again forced to find an old book that was nowhere, he was so shocked that he forced himself to get out of bed and look for where the old book was.
“didn't I tell you to rest? Why did you get out of bed!” woojin said, she's back with the tray in her hand.
“do you move old books with floral covers?”
“book? When I came here, I didn't see any old books with flower covers, on the floor there was only blood and also a shard of flower vase”
“Ha, maybe I forgot, can I eat it directly?” valery asked, he walked over to Woojin to pick up the tray he had in hand.
Afterwards just as it happens to someone if they have a fever, Valery is forced to rest and Woojin is busy taking care of her.
