“I'm Not Your Destiny”
Chapter 50 - Another Day
Valery woke up feeling sad, there were remnants of tears in the corner of his eyes, for some reason the crying was real but he could not do anything there, just lying limp and could only hear the faint sounds of a figure whom he had not met for three months.
Valery can feel if his hand has just been grasped by Woojin's real warm hand instead of the hand of Woojin's clone. Whether it's a dream that feels real or Woojin trying to help her get back into the world, for now Valwry can't confirm something but he is grateful to still be able to feel the hand even though he can't see his face.
In this world of illustration all the impossible will come true, therefore Valery can not distinguish which is indeed a sign from Woojin and which is only made up by men whose identity is still challenging Woojin.
If it is calculated that there are only two days left to go to a marriage that Valery does not want to do, he is afraid that everything will worsen if he only stays in the world of illustration without being able to do anything, he was afraid that everything would worsen, there was no reproach for him to do the desperate thing to suspect that mock Woojin, though, if the man keeps being nice and can always hold himself back from getting angry then Valery can't do anything until that day comes.
The new clock shows at 5 am, it means in a few hours the mock Woojim will pick her up and they will do the process of choosing a wedding dress for her and also a suit for her. Valery knew that because before going to bed his parents would come to the room and tell him many things about them that were very contrary to the facts. The mother tells her that Woojin will come and take her away tomorrow.
Between confusion and laziness makes Valery just stay in his bed without wanting to do anything whether it's just getting out of bed or going somewhere else, when viewed from the whole room is very similar to Valery's room when he was 14 years old, the room that never separated with a variety of star trinkets.
With a blank mind the woman looked up at the roof of her room which was attached by a blue star sticker, this was indeed her room in youth but now it felt very foreign and different from before, far from his previous life.
Every minute passed by and there was always a long sigh that Valery was breathing, now he gets everything without the need to do anything but all this makes him easily bored and like losing his passion.
“I want to meet you Woojin, I want to see you scold me when I we're having a fight, I'm I-”
Just thinking about the figure he always hoped to meet when opening his eyes already made Valery cry when it seemed to appear in his view, it's been three months and every second that's missed Valery never lets go of not thinking about Woojin.
Aster in his body is dead, just waiting for the time to answer all these questions, but why should we part? Valery couldn't even look him in the eye before he got stuck in this illustration world, every time they were stuck in the mind always made Valery want to do all the way to be able to meet him.
After a few minutes of pikr, Valery had a plan just like that in his mind, if he lived in the illustration world surely one of them would have a picture of Aster flowers on his body, and the thing Valery has to do is check on the person closest to him who might indeed be the person who brought Valery into this world.
As planned the first person she will see is a mock Woojin, who, since today they would choose their wedding attire it could be an opportunity for Valery to make sure if the man belonged to a human Afro or Aster, if he was Afro behind his back there would be a black Aster flower mark and a size larger than Valery had before.
Since they were going to meet at 8am, it meant that now Valery had to dress up before he met the man.
Two jamas just passed by, though, now Valery has been wearing winter clothes because today suddenly snowed and made Valery sad with a promise he used to make to celebrate Christmas with Woojin but now he is even will be with others to get through Christmas Eve and the turn of the year.
“what do you make for breakfast today?” valery asked like a few days ago he now more often greet the mother and father, he continues to behave like a good child for both parents illustration.
“your favorite, when did Woojin pick you up?”
“any minute she will come, is mom glad I'm getting married?”
“ibu? Valery which parent is unhappy to see his son getting married soon, let alone Woojin is a good guy”
Valery chose silence, he took the bread in front of him and took it away, he walked towards the living room to avoid a conversation he did not want to hear at all. And sure enough when Valery wants to sit himself in the car in front of his house makes him have to leave the house.
“ibu! I'm gone, Woojin has picked me up” Valery said, he immediately came out with bread in his hand.
“I love your clothes today, you look so beautiful” Woojin said, he immediately approached Valery to give a kiss on his lips but just wanted to pull Valery over and refused him and chose to get in the car immediately.
Levin could only stand still, he got back in the car and sat down next to Valery who was enjoying bread without anything. In two days he will vent all his feelings of annoyance or anger on the woman and make himself will not remember the man named “Woojin” there will only be Levin in his life. Levin immediately started his car engine and left Valery's house.
During the trip there was no talk, Valery was too busy to see the streets of the city that was filled with snow, everyone who was outside was so fond of the weather today that it was so cold that it felt like making Valery lazy to be outside the house, he preferred to enjoy a cup of warm milk while reading a book near the window, something he often did when he was a kid.
Until finally they stopped at a shopper's clothing boutique in the city center, for a moment Valery seemed to see a boutique that read ‘the weeding dream’ is a place where Valery hopes to choose a wedding dress here while he was walking around before he knew Woojin, maybe a few years ago, until the daydream had to stop when Levin pulled Valery's hand to get into the boutique.
Their arrival was of course immediately welcomed by the waiter and owned a boutique, Valery just followed the steps where the owner took him to a room filled with various types of wedding clothes of various colors, Valery just followed the steps where the owner took him to a room filled with various types of wedding clothes, for some reason, when she reached the room, Valery's eyes were fixed on a black wedding dress that fully exposed her back and was filled with fur. Valery is sure if the dress will be worn later to see how Woojin likes the dress.
“Valery come here” said Levin, the man pulled Valery to get close to the black dress that Levin had prepared for Valery because for Levin black is the color of victory for him, He ordered Valery to put on the dress immediately.
“doesn't wedding dresses usually have a white color that symbolizes purity?” valery asked, from here she began to understand if the man was really just a mock Woojin because the original Woojin had never liked Valery to wear a black dress before.
“color will not involve anything in the wedding Miss, everyone will not care what Miss wears, the point of marriage must be intertwined because of a love” said the boutique owner with a soft voice and chauffeur.
“wait what else, let's change baby” said Levin, he encouraged Valery to enter the dressing room, “you need help?”
Valery was silent, he had to see the man's back without making him suspicious, he thought for so long that he forgot to change his clothes that made Levin forced into the dressing room.
“what do you think?” levin asked, the man was holding a suit that was the same color as Valery.
Seeing a mock Woojin come in with clothes makes Valery pikrir if he can let Levin change clothes with him, it could be one chance for him to prove that the mock Woojin was definitely an Afro who had great Asters powers, casually Valery walked up to Levin.
“like I'm having trouble changing clothes, can you help me?” valery asked, she is in a spoiled female fashion at the moment.
Levin who heard that can only show a grin even if only for a moment, he put clothes in his hand and immediately approached Valery to help the woman “what should I do?”
“hold this dress” Valery said, after giving her dress Valery started to take off her clothes one by one in front of which of course she was very nervous but if she did not do this, she did not, until whenever she won't be able to meet Woojin and get closer to her real life, until she just leaves her underwear Valery just asked for her dress in Levin and without feeling afraid she wears the dress.
Levin approaches Valery after withholding all passion to keep Valery from being under her, she pulls the zipper off the dress without waiting for Valery to ask her for help, from the mirror he could see if the wedding dress was so compatible with Valery, Levin placed both his hands on Valery's stomach intending to hug the woman from behind, before saying she took the time to kiss Valery's back that was not covered by anything. “I really like this dress, making me even more impatient to marry you”
And Valery, of course he's a little bit surprised by what the guy is doing but if he wants all the plans to go smoothly then Valery has to give it all away, before long she let go of the mock Woojin hand link and faced him “ I also want to marry you soon Woojin, how do you wear your clothes, I will help you”
Levin nodded, he slightly moved away to pick up his clothes and then came back to Valery who was always smiling at him, without waiting for long Levin immediately undressed his upper body which immediately showed the upper body that was so well formed, with his chest there was a slight scar like scratched.
Valery who saw that was of course shocked, Woojin did not have any injuries on his body and it was increasingly certain that the man in front of him was someone else wearing Woojin's face. He gave Levin a white shirt, helped the man to wear it and just as the man turned around there was a black Aster mark on the left of his shoulder, again Valery was surprised and afraid of the fact that he was actually dealing directly with an Afro after a long time did not see them.
Stuck nervous and trembling Valery almost put the clothes in his hand, he slightly retreated from the man who was wearing his black suit in front of the mirror, without thinking Valery immediately out of the room, leaving the room, he didn't want to think about all this.
She thinks her parents are Afro, but if it's Woojin wonder what should she do?
