“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 57 - I'm Wondering

Lunch time …. 

The waiter said it was right that Woojin and his grandfather returned just as all the lunch dishes were prepared in the dining room. 

Valery's eyes could not lie if all the dishes were so tempting, but there were some dishes that made him not want to eat them, it was like he wanted to throw the food away or at least stay away from it. 

Today whether Valery had gone to the bathroom, his face tried to resist vomiting again when he saw food that made him nauseous, he sat in front of the grandfather, the future in-law for Valery. So as best as possible Valery tried to maintain his attitude and eating ethics. 

Even if there was no old man, maybe Valery had put all the food menu on his plate, but this time he just chose to eat chicken soup and whether it was his name but it tasted so good and comfortable when Valery ate it.

The lunch was quiet but so tense for Valery, there was no sound of a knock between the plate with a spoon or chopsticks, really a very thick royal atmosphere there. Behind them the waiters didn't even catch any noise making Valery even less powerful there.

This is not his life and this is not Valery's lifestyle either.

He looked at Woojin who was sitting next to his grandfather, the man had not spoken to him since his return and from the look of his face like there was something he was trying to cover up from Valery.

“I don't know what your name is yet?” asked the grandfather, he looked at Valery as if he was not a proper girl for his granddaughter.

“a-me? Uh? My name is Song Valery Hye” said Valery, he was a little nervous because since he realized he had not talked to grandfather Hwang let alone face to face, Valery only heard it from Woojin's story yesterday.

“I have done business with the Hye clan, I know that clan is very rare there”

Valery fell silent, he should not mention the same clan as his uncle, with trembling hands Valery tried to shake his nervousness by enjoying the dessert. “my parents are dead, and I have no family”

Woojin, in fact the man wanted to do something for Valery but the meeting he had with Mr. Hwang completely changed his mood until he forgot that Valery was now in the house.

“I heard you worked as Woojin's secretary? Are among others not relationships that are more than just superiors and assistants?”

Valery is silent, his eyes keep staring at Woojin, he cannot explain his relationship with Woojin because there will be no relationship between the two. 

There is only love without a relationship.

Woojin clasps his hands, he knows this is going to happen and he really doesn't like the grandfather treating the person he loves like that, taking others for granted just because of his status and his life “I'm tired, he said, I want to rest”

Woojin gets up from his chair, he walks up to Valery and takes the girl away from the dining room. 

Of course, Valery initially wanted to refuse but if he thought he would continue to be hurt if he forced himself to listen to the words of Hwang's grandfather who seemed to corner him.

“Woojin”

“why don't you say we love each other Valery? Why just shut up? Is it true that you don't want to marry me?” woojin said, as much as possible he pressed his sentence so as not to be too audible if he was so angry this very much.

“why are you so angry?  Then what should I say? If the fact there is no definite relationship between us-” Valery said, he stopped to refrain from crying “should I say if we ever lived together and slept together? Or say I'm the woman you slept with? The love! If you only love each other it can not be said a relationship Woojin”

Perhaps the effects of getting pregnant or Valery today become so emotional, not holding back all the girls choose to cry even if not too much, just shedding tears before leaving Woojin.

“Valery--”

Woojin who also felt guilty immediately held the girl away by hugging Valery's body from behind “forgive me, please don't cry Valery”

There was a feeling of pleasure when Woojin accidentally touched his stomach, it was so warm for Valery that he expected the hand to rub his stomach again. 

“today I was so tired because grandfather kept pissing me off, I confused Valery, I just wanted to make things easy and I didn't want to make things difficult for you, I want Grandpa to know who Valery is in my heart, I want to show you are worthy of my side.

Today the grandfather lied to Woojin if there was an important meeting and made himself have to come with the grandfather, but what? It was just a banquet that the grandfather usually attended if the businessmen were gathering and became a matchmaking event. 

And true, the grandfather even took advantage of the situation by introducing Woojin to one of the insurance business girls and also several other girls, he said, if Woojin used to be given an opportunity like this he would of course be very happy but now it is different, in his heart there is Valery and traditionally Woojin kingdom has tied the relationship with Valery is a common thread.

Then now the old man even deliberately lure Woojin to go over by cornering Valery as if the girl is not worthy of him and shows if the choice is never wrong, Woojin knew that in royal regulations no one would forbid if the future king had a consort and a concubine. But Woojin is unable to share his love for another woman, his heart completely belongs to Valery.

“Woojin, I don't like being here, it's not my life and it's not my lifestyle, I grew up in Seoul, a city where I can be myself, if you think this all feels so foreign to me” Valery said, she let go of Woojin's hug, she kept a little distance to the man.

“Valery, only here I can continue to be by your side, only here you will be safe from all possible encounters with AfroDark it”

Valery was speechless, it was true that if he came back it was possible that Levin would find himself, not to mention during his confinement in the world ‘Shadow Soul’ location was using Valery's residence first. 

“Valery, let's get married”

“M-married? What about Mr Hwang?”

“ Valery have you forgotten, if we have made the promise of blood ties, nothing can separate us let alone oppose,” Woojin stepped closer to Valery, he said, take both hands of the girl and go back saying “you trust me Valery?”

Valery looked at Woojin, he was eager to say trust but how if the man knew he was pregnant if it was true, all Valery could do was nod his head. 

“I will help you believe grandpa” Woojin said, he hugged Valery back, kissed Valery a few times the base of the coconut.

‘I should how?’