“I'm Not Your Destiny”

“I'm Not Your Destiny”
Chapter 38 - My Book (Theory ‘Choresi’ )



Next morning ….


Valery woke up confused, because he woke up with a state where he was already in his room in his nightclothes, as Valery remembered he fell asleep in his office room and was still complete with his work uniform, he said, he put away the blanket that covered his body then walked closer to the window of the room.


'maybe Woojin did all this'


Activities that have become a habit of Valery when waking up either open the window curtains or open the curtains at once with the window, with the window, it is very good for the body when looking at the beautiful scenery in the morning to respond to the body or mood that sometimes will feel bad if it starts with a bad atmosphere as well.


From inside the room, Valery can see if out there all the neighbors so enjoy the beauty of the holiday with various types of activities carried out by them outside the room or in their respective pages, a thing that Valery rarely saw as long as he was busy with work. Valery's attention was distracted shortly after the hour that had shown at 7 a.m.


Usually if the clock has shown at 7, then what comes to Valery's mind will be stuck in traffic and will come late, but today is a holiday? 


After fasting stared at what Valery needed, he decided to cleanse himself as it felt as sweat began to fill his forehead and body, if you remember Valery fell asleep until morning it means he did not take a shower when he returned, right? 


45 Minutes passed, Valery came out of the bathroom in his usual clothes he wore on holiday, which was not far from the t-shirts and shorts or training, he said, Valery walked closer to his bed while rubbing his hair to dry immediately, it felt like a good time if the holidays were spent going to various entertainment places but for Valery the holidays meant time to rest, which meant time to rest, usually after taking a shower Valery will have breakfast then after that he will clean the whole apartment but because this room is always cleaned then Valery will probably read the book on the balcony of his room with a snack that is always a friend number one.


“how do you sleep?” ask Woojin


Just now Valery put his foot in the kitchen room which was immediately given a view where Woojin was rubbing jam on the toast in his hand, Valery forgot that the man would be home if it was a holiday, right?


“very well, I slept like a baby” Valery said


He walked up to the refrigerator with two doors, looking for the breakfast menu that had become his habit, as usual a box of cereal and a box of cold chocolate milk, he said, he stood in front of Woojin who continued to stare at every move like a thief, for Valery it was commonly accepted so the woman was just ordinary and continued to focus on enjoying cereal as breakfast.


“you didn't ask who took you home and changed your clothes?” woojin asked after she piled up her toast and bit her a little.


“I don't think it needs to be answered, because it's definitely you!”


“you're angry?”


“no, it's just more polite, anyway I am a woman!”


“which parts of your body have I not seen? I've seen it a few times, haven't I? So what's the shame!”


“I'm not ashamed, it's just that you didn't politely touch me when I was unconscious!”


“you should have mer-”


“thank you, for taking me home, today I want to enjoy my day off so Mr Woojin please don't bother me!” valery said he took the cereal and the milk box away and left Woojin.


“Valery!”


Like wearing Valery's earphones as if he did not hear what Woojin said, he continued to walk down the stairs to immediately go to the bedroom. Arriving in the room Valery put all his luggage then walked towards the mirror to blend some skincare on his face and also dry his hair.


After Valery had finished just wanting to get back to enjoying his delayed breakfast, his intention was delayed as he looked at Aster's unfinished book reading it, which he had been waiting for, though the book should have been finished reading it a few years ago but now he has not read half of the book, not without reason Valery lazy to read, but now he has not read, it's just a lot of consideration and doubt every time you look at the book even if it just opens a few pages.


“well, let's finish today as well” Valery said, he tied his hair and took the book to the sofa, Valery wants to read it while enjoying his morning breakfast.


'Aster is not a threat' 


Maybe Aster is very dangerous for people affected by it but for the body thinker Aster it instead becomes one of the advantages for him in the Afro Child circles but if true Aster falls on the human body it it will be an advantage and a thousand into the burukkan like a comparison between 1:1000 it is very necessary to consider in every step taken by human-bodied Aster.


The 'choresi' Theory' which explains if Aster will not be able to disappear with a variety of course that is done except death in other words from this theory says if Aster is very bad for the human body that is not as strong as Afro Child, which is not as strong as Afro Child, if the afro could take advantage of this but for humans it would not be able to benefit anything. In this theory also says if Aster has the age time in question if this Aster will die at the right time when someone is unable to accept it.


With a little fear Valery re-opened page 37 which still continues from the previous story.


If it is said Aster will indeed die in the Theory of 'choresi' but in other theories no one says it but it will not be much different from the Theory of 'choresi', but in other theories, it will not be much different from the theory of 'choresi', if in some theories say if Aster falls on the human body then indeed Aster has an age-consuming age time has but that does not mean that the end of everything is one of the advantages of a thousand good, but it does not mean the end of everything, where a human Aster will be given a chance of reincarnation with a life that is so decent and beautiful that is very much different from his current life filled with suffering and fear, not to mention coupled with the threat from the evil Afro who want to use human Aster.


But not all theories can be said to be true, because until now there has been no evidence and also the reality about human Aster.


Valery is silent, if there is any truth that says if Valery's age will be shortened because of Aster's age then will he be born a pure human or instead he will become an Afro Child? 


Valery went back to the second page, he wanted to look again at the table of contents of this book, he just wanted to find the clarity of all these problems that the more Valery understood the more problems appeared. While reading one by one the list of contents Valery stopped on page 53 explaining 'full moon' , valery soon headed to the courtyard to resolve his problems for the full moon that would occur next week, remaining on Wednesday.


Page 53 


'full (Aster)'


As the Afro Child knows, Aster is always identical to the full moon. 


Because the two have a bond in each turn of the month every mid-year, Aster in the world of Afro will only bloom a certain month something of their own desire to determine who the owner is.


When a full moon occurs, Aster will emit light as a sign if the Aster grows or vice versa they will soon die, if the Aster mark on the body is getting red, it means that Afro will be long-lived and superior to other Afro, but in turn if the Aster image gets smaller and fades color it means in a few years death will await him.


Page 54, on the page explains how to deal with the full moon when it occurs.


Usually the Afro will take into account everything related to the full moon, if soon there will be a full moon then the Afro will be more focused to rest before the incident occurs, then the Afro will be more focused to rest before the incident occurs, if at the time of the full moon it happens the tired Asters will actually cause bad problems because Aster needs energy to bloom at that time, if Afro's body is weak, the age is cut twice as fast.


If calculated from the life of Afro that exceeds hundreds of years it means that in once the full moon occurs and Aster does not bloom well it is worth the age of 50 years are cut, but if Aster in the human body will not be able to develop at all it is even a loss that continues to haunt human Aster because once a full moon occurs then the age is cut 2 years faster.


With sadness Valery closes the book, “how old has it been cut?” ask Valery.


He immediately searched for a pen to calculate how many times the full moon had occurred from the age of 14 - 21 years, if calculated with Valery's memory had 5 times he felt sick when Aster was glowing, if the memory was 5 times, that means it has been 10 years of age that has been taken by Aster and this will increase to 12 years when the full moon occurs next week.


“if I live to the age of 60 that means I will die in the next few years? Why does it have to be like this? Though I really want to go through my old age, at least I want to feel married and have a baby”


One teardrop flowed from Valery's eyelids, all not because of his desire and then as if he was born to take the sin of his parents, not to mention his life that could never breathe a sigh of relief even if only one day, as the passing of the day was the same as an increase in problems and endless theories.


note: sorry for the late update because I am making a project novel plan, again,


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