“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 46 - three months later ...

If it is said Woojin is a jerk maybe it is true because before knowing Valery a lot of women around him almost different every day. The habit occurred when Woojin just sat in the final class, all of which happened after making a crazy game that he made with the late Justin during high school class. 

The habit grew more and more insane after Woojin was imposed on the nightclub world, not to mention that he was still often sent money from his grandfather who was deliberately saved for something he needed in the future but the man would not expect to be able to use the money the need is very squandering tube that there was only 1 million Won at that time.

After graduating from the best University in Seoul, Woojin changes after Bella is here to stop sleeping with many women who can cause dangerous diseases for her, that's also one reason Bella is so valuable from a skyscraper she owns, she is not only a skiater for Woojin but she is also a woman who makes Woojin stop doing stupid things.

Slowly the bad habits change when Woojin is preoccupied with the many jobs he just worked at that time starting from scratch without the help of anyone but the spirit of Bella and her loyal friend Han. The two men are just as important to Woojin and his life, one reason why the man can't let go of the woman is because there are so many rewards Woojin wants to give except Love.

If Woojin is so easy to get women down on him with a million charms and a dominant attitude, another is different from his heart. Woojin is a typical guy who is not easy to put his heart on others in other words Woojin believes in a meeting that is able to make his heart beat fast and slowly fall in love naturally. 

So one reason why Woojin can never love Bella who has given everything to her including one very valuable thing in her life, it also happened that Woojin did not force Bella but when she was completely controlled by her ‘dark side’ to make Woojin not realize the woman he pulled to lie in bed was his doctor, which is his doctor, but it is completely out of Woojin's control and he never thought he would be more willing to take Bella than call the lady of the night.

But it all goes away when Woojin meets a woman he thinks is a helper, a meeting in a small alley changes all Woojin's views on life without bed activities, the man was confused by everything that happened after he kissed the girl in bed when a group of his grandfather's men did not find his existence.

At that time Woojin also began to refuse every woman to touch him including Bella who had several times to invite him, Woojin is also frustrated when he only wants the woman who he does not know her identity even her face only he only sees a glimpse, he said, every way he does to find the woman he so desperately wants to feel a kiss that is so opium than his favorite Vodka.

But all of this is once again out of Woojin's control, the beginning of his intention he just wants to feel ‘stand one night’ with the woman instead turned into a person who fell in love, he said, that was also one of the reasons why he kept Valery so much at all costs that he made her his assistant and his, too, though it feels so selfish and crazy if Woojin acts so rashly on his choice this time.

Is he worth saying good man? 

‘good man or good boy?’  Woojin never said he was a good man because he realized so many hearts were hurt because of him and also his conversation that someone took their lives because of his crazy game, the death of a loved one Justin was his rebuttal by Woojin. The guilt of the past that will not be forgiven by him is always one of the millions of regrets that can never be redeemed by anything.

Is it worth a jerk like Woojin to get a woman as good as Valery?

The past, as bitter as any memories and events in the past will only be a bitter pill that if it has passed through the throat will lose its taste, and if it has passed through the throat, it will lose its taste, it is a lesson if man should be able to forget his past even though it will be difficult, because remembering the bitterness of the past will complicate life in the future not only for one person but millions of creatures in the world.

Just like any other human being who is full of a sin that will not be forgotten despite having done millions of good in this world, Woojin is also human and also full of mistakes but everyone should understand the difficulty of forgetting the past and get used to living to not knowing anything.

So in this case it is not possible to blame only one person in all aspects for a problem, a thing that happens because there are others who influence him and force all this to happen, he said, but rather than blaming others is not better if you make it a lesson for the future.

There is a defense and also support, people who live in prison - also open a defense to curate their term, he said, the same with people who have just been heartbroken who really need support whether it's from friends or the family.

The earth will continue to revolve around the sun every spin without knowing the time, all humans will go through a phase where he will experience changes in him gradually whether it is getting better or vice versa getting worse will lose a purpose in life, the birth of a baby can not be said to be a mistake if both parents want to acknowledge his presence even though it is outside a bond, but it will be very unfortunate if the baby was born because of a mistake.

Like Valery or Woojin, both have a different side to themselves, the presence of both sides is not their desire but a destiny that will not be changed in life but can be corrected in the future, if God gives us one chance.

The point is whatever happens in your life remember one thing if “Love myself” is the most beautiful thing that can remove any suffering or a wound. 

Three months passed just like that ….

Today enters the beginning of December, a month where it is very beautiful to finish the end of the year while waiting for a turn of the year in a city that parts of the country will be covered with white snow, and the, three months passed by so quickly as a matter of days.

A plan that has been prepared very well must be held with a certainty that has not been clear until now, he said, though much of the time is missed with the solitude that Woojin misses, it reminds the man of the meaning of a wait without knowing the fear of ending.

It's been three months, but Valery is still lying in Woojin's bed with a tool to support his life, early on many doctors gave up on vouching that if Valery would wake up soon it wouldn't destroy all the trust Woojin held in his heart, that's why Valery no longer let Valery stay in the hospital but now the woman has been transferred to where Woojin really is.

Valery's coma makes Woojin take decisions that are so quick beyond anyone's expectations, the man suddenly set up a press conference with many journalists saying he would step down for his current position as Huang Group CEO and fully give it to his loyal friend Han to replace him his position.

Woojin made the decision when he returned to talk to his grandfather, who asked him to come back with anything or with anyone he would bring with him, that's not the main reason Woojin returned to the palace but he wanted to always be on Valery's side in the difficult time to get through every moment of his development.

In a room that has an area that is as large as an apartment, lies a woman with supporting tools) her life, and, the interior deisan room that is thick with the culture of the British kingdom should only be owned or occupied by noble children and their descendants, all of which are there are very awake for cleanliness and also care carried out every morning, every morning, the servants assigned to take care of the woman could only hope that their Young Master's grief would end soon.

Sunlight just entered when the curtains were opened which immediately illuminated the entire room dominated by gold and red. No matter how nice a room will look quiet if it is inhabited by people who do not want to open their eyes three months ago, this has gone a long way to say a struggle for Valery if he does not immediately regain consciousness from his coma.

Where's Valery been all this time? 

Is this really the process of a death from Aster?