“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 39 - My Book (Swivel's Theory)

The night ….

After spending half a day, reflecting on everything that happened to Valery, he said, the 21-year-old still cannot understand what to do if the full moon happens on a Wednesday counting days, valery is eager to read all the contents of the book to find out everything for Aster who is fading and disappearing on his forehead.

Who is not sad if life continues to be taken away when you are still not able to fix everything?

Is it wrong if Valery had the Aster from birth?

He was even banished when he was born in this world, and then Valery had to? All this happened because of the fault of his parents! 

So who should Valery blame? Mother or father? Or destiny?

All day he just remained towards the sky that was so bright but different from his mood, until day changed with night in a round of time that continued to run without being stopped or pushed back even for one second.

After cleaning himself up, Valery now sits back in front of an old book that he cannot understand why the book exists but cannot provide a solution for everything about Aster, there are only Theories and Theories that make Valery's head dizzy with everything. At least the book gives clues for Valery to do if a full moon occurs, Valery just wants to hide until the light disappears when the full moon passes.

Until Valery's selfishness to forbid him from reopening the old book, he went to the second page to look again at the table of contents hoping if he could see other clues or maybe another theory. On the second page there are so many table of contents because this page is more than 200 pages.

Valery stops at ‘Swivel’ Theory on page 60-63 

Page 60-61 ‘Swivel’ Theory

The Swivel Theory is the latest theory with the same version as ‘The Choresi’ Theory but the meaning is very different from before because in this Theory really explains about Aster in the human body, which is, although maybe some of Afro do not believe in this Theory, but this theory is really taken from human life tested with Aster.

Swivel's theory goes back almost 1,500 years to when an Afro Child was caught in love with a human who bore Afro-born offspring with Aster in his body. At that time, Afro ancestors said that the baby was a disaster for humans and had an advantage for Afro Dark, if the baby Aster is taken by the heart, the Aster can be transferred to anyone who eats it until the age of human Aster stepped on 18 years.

In this theory explained if the human Aster has no chance to eliminate this sign because basically the Aster petals grow with the heart, so if Aster dies then the owner of the body will die, so if the owner of the body will die, it is also a mistake for all AfroChilds because it will create scarcity for those who live without Aster in their bodies.

Page 62-63 ‘Swivel’ Theory

In ‘The Swivel’ Theory explains that human Aster will be given a chance to live again where he was born as a human or AfroChild which depends on the attitude of the human world, if a human Aster uses more of his powers then he will most likely be born into Afro but if he uses Aster's powers for evil then he will be born as a human with a memory that has been erased.

However, there are currently no human Asters born into pure human beings because almost all are reborn after crossing 1000 years and eternal life into AfroChild with superior Aster power. He will be a force for the Asters and continue for the next because his life will be guaranteed for 500 years.

In this theory also explains to hide for human Asters during the full moon, there is one cave where the human Aster hides when the Aster will glow to determine whether he will thrive or will instead die quickly, but one thing that can not be said right now because at this time the cave that no one knows where it is and also the lack of knowledge about the world map.

But the ancestral Afro never gave up on finding another solution for the human Aster because they too would be reborn as Afro, he said, there is a way that is quite helpful to slightly avoid the Aster light that can invite bad people and also Afro Dark. That is by having intercourse with a pure human without covering any power whether it is the dark side, the white side or the power of Aster itself, but in intercourse Aster man must fully take over and the man must not see himself.

Because basically not only the Aster that will glow but grow human Aster will also change slightly, his body will be cooler and his hair color changes to blue, then the face of the human Aster will have a crown on his forehead and a gray eyeball.

Until now it was the solution to everything that would happen when the full moon happened, because basically the human Aster was born with the soul of Afro which of course attitude and change will not be much different from AfroChild who is similar to Angel but they are not winged and also do not live for watching humans. Maybe this solution is too disgusting but know if all Theories have the same meaning and purpose, even if it takes a different way.

“i can't possibly use this way to remove Aster light, have sex? Is that all they do in their lifetime? I'm sick of all this madness!”

The old book collided with the vase of flowers that made a noise so loud that this one house could hear what was happening, just then Woojin went straight into Valery's unlocked room with his panicked face.

“Valery what happened?” woojin asked, she ran up to Valery who was like a frightened person by hugging her knees and biting her hands on the sofa. He pulled Valery's trembling body when it was in his arms.

“what is bothering you?”

“why Valery? At least tell me what happened?”

In Woojin's warm embrace, Valery pours out all his sadness until it feels like his tears have drenched the Piayama Woojin was wearing, though in the end Valery will only choose to be quiet without telling what the truth is, because Valery is useless obviously all these facts and theories will not be able to make Woojin believe, not to mention a lot of theories that do not have the truth.

“maaf”

“for what?”

“i can't explain what's currently happening to me”

“but why Valery? If you are like this, I am also the one who got hurt” Woojin said

The two of them just kept quiet without being able to continue what happened today, not because of the selfishness and fear that Valery feels but his love for Woojin makes him fear that he will lose the man if all the secrets he keeps will be revealed, woojin is the last home for Valery to take refuge from all threats and also bad people.

“aku tired” said Valery, he tried to release himself from the embrace of Woojin who was able to make himself feel calm and also safe, the more Valery let out all his feelings, the more Valery felt dependent on the man and the more Valery was afraid of all the fears he felt now and maybe in the future.

“you don't want to tell me?”

“I can't Woojin”

“but why Valery?”

“you won't understand, can you leave me alone here? I want to sleep”

Valery tries to push Woojin's body out of her room.

“if you don't explain it, how can I understand Valery”

“good night Woojin”

At that time the door was closed and there was only silence when Woojin still stood there with all his confusion and also a feeling of disappointment, disappointment, but Woojin can not do anything at this time because if Woojin too late in the current feeling it will instead invite the dark side of her kembai and continue to haunt Woojin's dreams that absolutely do not want him look at it for just a moment.

“I hope we are still given a chance to understand what happened to me ”