“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 41 - H-2 full moon

After spending time off at home with various activities and also enough rest time, the next day Valery will again start the day where busy with office work that will not be endless, the next day, although it still feels hard to leave the bed but humans need money to meet the needs of his life until death picks him up.

The day has shown at 5.30 am, as Woojin's assistant his top business takes precedence over him, right? However, Valery can't refuse, setting up Woojin's needs is his job if Valery doesn't do it from where the woman can make money.

Arriving in Woojin's room which is filled with gray and black color that makes it will look very dark if only the sleeping lights are lit, which is, from outside the room can be seen if the man is still sound asleep in his big bed, Valery pressed the scalar headlight and the next second the room was already bright.

With a slow step, Valery approached Woojin's tall closet with his height, looking for a suit and what clothes Valery would give Woojin to wear today, he looked at the entire wardrobe whose clothes had never had any other color other than black, white, silver, dark blue and brown.

‘Should I advise the man to buy clothes?’

‘wait? What do you think Valery? What right do you have to suggest that man?’

After a debate between his mind and heart, Valery's choice fell on a black suit with a slight white crust, then he chose a dark blue silk shirt and a tie between red and white. Then it's Valery's time to pick a watch and also a shoe for Woojin.

All he had prepared and Valery put it on the sofa owned by Woojin, now just to wake the man to take a shower immediately and Valery can prepare breakfast for the two of them, just as she stopped by the bed Woojin the woman was made hesitant to wake her, because the calm face made Valery unable to disturb her sleep.

“I always face if your heart is only mine, I also face a happy ending with you but it feels like it will only be a hope that cannot be delivered” 

What did Valery say? Why can he say that himself? All of this seemed to indicate something that would happen to them, like there would be a breakup that drained the tears and also the pain that was too deep, as the old book had said, Aster's human lifespan would not last long and so many prohibitions.

After thinking long last night Valery has decided to use ‘Teori Hwando’ to face the full moon that will occur on Wednesday and 8 pm until 1 am, despite the risk of ‘Teori Hwando’ so much loss that Valery would take on his own responsibility but rather than forcing Woojin to get involved in everything, Valery prefers to let himself be hurt, maybe after the full moon is over, death will probably pick up Valery in a few years.

It's okay if Valery has to die, at least when he leaves Valery does not hurt anyone or make people feel sad about his departure, thinking about all this makes Valery powerless to not shed his tears, he loves Woojin so much but can't do anything always loving her secretly like this.

She quickly blocked her tears that could hit Woojin who was nearby, if it was like this Valery should not be sad right? He should have enjoyed this remaining time. By making a lot of memories in his life or at least making sweet memories with Woojin even if it only happens once in his life.

“Woojin wake up!”

“Woojin, you need to wake up soon! This morning the painters will be meeting you!”

“Yes, I know Valery I heard you!” 

“good, I will prepare warm water for you”

Woojin who had just woken up and wanted to see Valery's pretty face could only pursed her lips when she could not see Valery who had already left herself alone in bed. Inevitably Woojin has to get off his big bed and walk up to the bathroom to clean himself up.

After delivering the bathroom, Woojin was given a beautiful view by seeing Valery who was wet because of his body that fell into the bathtub, from her white shirt and short skirt, she can clearly see a sexy body that she has not seen lately, with only wearing a kimono towel Woojin stepped inside and locked the bathroom door.

“Woojin? Why did you come inside?” asked Valery who looked so panicked, Valery's ears were still normal he could hear clearly if someone had covered the door and locked it, Valery said, valery initially only wanted to prepare warm water for Woojin but his body did not realize that the floor was so slippery that it made his body deep into the bathtub and made his body wet.

“if you want to shower with you just say Valery” 

“are you crazy? I've taken a shower for what I shower again!”

“other times don't wear a white shirt! I don't like it” said Woojin he opened his kimono towel and walked to the side to flush his body with a shower, he didn't care about Valery who looked so surprised by his naked body.

So nervously Valery tried to get out of the bathtub, by covering her body that it looked so much like she was not wearing clothes, Valery scolded her stupid self for choosing a white shirt for her clothes this time, but only then did he want to leave the news of his hand being pulled so that it felt Valery could feel if his body was hit by the bathroom wall. 

The water coming out of the shower soaked the two people who were silent, Valery was so hesitant to open his eyes even though it felt like now the man in front of him was staring at him with blue and sharp eyes.

“Valery ..”

Woojin looked at Valery with a gaze whether it was not like being ignored or other feelings, he pulled Valery's body into his embrace. Making both bodies stick with Valery's clothes. 

“Valery”

“bukulah your eyes”

Slowly Valery opened his eyes carefully, the first thing he saw was Woojin's face that was discussed because of the shower that kept coming out, somehow all of this becomes awkward for Valery and makes it hard for him to get away from Woojin's overpowering grasp.

“if we like this continue, you can hurt Woojin”

“I want you Valery”

“wait! Woojin I don't ma-” 

It was too late for Valery to stop Woojin, it could be felt if the man could not hold himself to meet his biological needs, it had been a few weeks also they did not do it, he said, but that's not what Valery meant! That guy should have hired one of the ladies at the nightclub, right?

Valery is really under Woojin's control, the man continues to lead him to continue to participate in his game, Valery really can not be quoted when Woojin's dominant attitude has mastered the atmosphere in the bathroom, valery didn't realize that his clothes were off his body. Touch after touch Woojin gives Valery so there is no word of rejection for him.

“woojin ..”

In the morning that the sun has just shown its light, Valery must make himself restrained for a long time in the bathroom to satisfy Woojin's needs even though he needs it himself, swapping sighs under the cold shower did not make both of them feel cold and instead the bathroom was so hot that it felt Valery was unable to move his body again.

The show shower together that happened so suddenly made the two forget that the time had shown at 7.30 am, he said, though today is Monday should both leave early to start again the work that was delayed for two days.

Valery was soon out of the bathroom in Woojin's kimono, but he had done the activity several times but still it would hurt if he was forced to walk let alone forced to work, upset she swore Woojin's name many times in her heart, the next time she had to be more careful in the future until she did not get caught up in Woojin's seduction.

“my waist” limply Valery went back into his room to get back into his work clothes which of course he would not choose white, while Woojin the man was so happy when his feet stepped out of the bathroom, it feels like the man has regained his strength and also the spirit to go through his tough days.

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“you sure you left both buttons of your shirt open?” woojin asked, on the sidelines of himself busy with driving on the streets of Seoul which began to jam because they left so late and also late.

Valery who was playing his phone immediately checked what was going on, just as his makeup glass was pointing at the exposed crust of the shirt showing signs of possession so much in the neck area as to his groin bones, irritatedly he looked at Woojin with a sharp look, even though he had applied a lot of powder there but still looked over.

“you intentionally?”

“no, I just don't want you to expose your body too much” Woojin said with her happy face, she smiled even more today.

“you made me trouble Woojin, I even now hard to-”

“hard for what?”

“forget it!”

Valery was forced to take the scarf that he always prepared in his bag, today it would look very strange if he suddenly wore a scarf, right? Even the models she wore today were very unsuitable in combination by scarves but rather than spreading endless rumors it was better for Valery to choose to cover it up instead.