Zulaikha's Last Love

Chapters. 86. Sincerity

"congratulations, Mr. Ammar! congratulations on your marriage and Zulaikha,"

the atmosphere that had been filled with tension, now turned into silence. It seems that everyone saw Defin confused and full of question marks, especially when he heard what the man said to Ammar.

"shut your mouth! you don't have to pretend to"

"Mas!"

tib-sudden sound Zulaikha who was walking towards Ridwan, he raised a little dress so as not to get stuck in the shoes.

"Zulaikha." Defin's eyes continued to stare at Zulaikha wistfully, without him noticing the tears began to trickle down his face which looked messy.

"how are you, my dear?" zulaikha asked Defin to make everyone feel dislike, there were even some people who began to guess that Zulaikha could not forget her ex-husband.

"alhamdulillah I am good, Zulaikha. Sorry, if my arrival made a scene at your wedding ceremony," said Defin, he then looked at Ammar who was standing next to Zulaikha.

"it's okay, Mom! but, may I ask what is your purpose here?" asked Zulaikha, she glanced at Ammar who was also glancing at him.

Defin smiled at what Zulaikha said, he was really amazed at the kind nature of the woman who still treated him well even though she had made a fuss in that place.

"me-" Defin paused his words to slightly rewind the body, he then lowered his head and shoulders in front of everyone in that place.

"i'm sorry for all the mistakes I've done to all of you, especially Zulaikha who has suffered so much for everything I've done" said Defin to surprise everyone again.

The man did not even raise his head and remained bowed as if he truly regretted everything he had done.

Ammar drew closer to Defin and held the man's shoulder "raise your head, Mas Defin!"

Defin raised his head when he heard what Ammar said, let alone the man called him Mas which made Defin's heart touched.

While Ammar himself tried to re-establish Defin's head so as not to be bowed before everyone.

"Ammar, I'm so happy to see your marriage and Zulaikha. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you, too,"

"already, Mom! all is past, and every human being is not spared from error and error. If Mas feels guilty for the past events, then the most important thing to do is to apologize and forgive yourself first, because everything will feel heavy if the heart of Mas can not forgive themselves,"

ammar's words touched the hearts of everyone who heard them, especially for Defin who really regretted what he had done in the past.

Zulaikha also seemed to shed tears when he heard the word for word that was thrown from the mouth of the husband, he was very grateful for being met and betrothed by God with a man as good and wise as Ammar.

"what Ammar said is true, Son Defin! everything has become the past, and the past we must forget and we make it a lesson so that in the future we no longer make mistakes. Really, your heart is vast, son!" said Ms. Sejah, even though she knew the problems Defin created in the past, she was quite proud of the man because she had dared to apologize to the large family of Zulaikha as well as witnessed by her own extended family.

Defin again bowed to the advice of Mother Colored, he felt very embarrassed and did not deserve to be in the midst of people who really have a good heart like them.

After Defin apologized to everyone, Mother Sejah then invited him to join them in that place.

Defin, who initially wanted to reject the invitation of Mother Sejah, abandoned his intentions when Ammar also hoped he would be a guest at the wedding ceremony, although there was tension for the sake of tension at the beginning of his arrival.

After all the business was done, Zulaikha immediately barked Ammar's hand even though he looked very awkward and timid making everyone laugh funny when he saw the woman's facial expression.

When Zulaikha crucified his hand, Ammar immediately placed his left hand over Zulaikha's head and rubbed the woman's crown.

"Allahumma inni as'aluka min khoiriha wa khoirima jabaltaha 'alaih. Wa 'audzubika min syarriha wa syarrima jabaltaha 'alaih."

"O Allah, I ask You for His goodness and the good that You have set upon him. And I take refuge in You from his ugliness and the ugliness You have set upon him,"

Ammar kissed Zulaikha's forehead with tenderness and affection, and offered all his do'a that his household should always be blessed by God.

Zulaikha closed both eyes as Ammar's lips felt his forehead, his blood rustling violently with a pounding heart that seemed to be chasing each other.

The moving moment was perpetuated by all with gratitude and happiness, for Ammar and Zulaikha have now made a promise of living in the presence of God and man.

From a distance, Defin continued to wipe his tears as if he could not stop coming out. Several times he turned his face away when his heart was completely unable to see Ammar and Zulaikha, but behind all that he really gave up his love for Zulaikha and hoped that the woman would always live happily together with Ammar.

"I'll leave Zulaikha to you, Ammar! please him and love him as you love yourself, make him smile in exchange for the tears that keep dripping because of the wounds I have inflicted on his heart. Live happily, now and then."

Defin got up and stepped out of the place after putting on his beautiful smile when he looked at Ammar, he then decided to go home because his heart was no longer able to stem the pain of losing the love that he had wasted.

However, by the time Defin will get into the car. Defin heard the sobbing sound of a woman who sounded very heartbreaking, he then closed his car door and looked for the whereabouts of the woman.

Defin saw the figure of the woman he had been looking for since, the woman was seen sitting beside the fish pond while bending her legs and putting her head in the middle of her legs.

"Keep-" Defin then stepped out his legs to approach the woman.

"hiks, oh God. Forgive me, forgive this despicable servant. Please servant, please remove the pain lodged in the heart of the servant. I suffer greatly, O God,"

Defin frowned when he heard the woman who was currently beneath him, he continued to look at the woman without intending to reprimand her.

"o Allah, the servant is the happiest man when he sees Sister Zulaikha happy. So get rid of it, get rid of this feeling of sin,"

deg, Defin begins to guess the reason behind the cry of the woman he knows so well.

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TBC.

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