
Syifa tried hard to control her current feelings, she then sighed softly to answer the question from Zulaikha.
"well, Mas Ammar did not deliberately pull me to fall, Ma'am. So not intentionally hugged," said Syifa, he said casually so that the brother did not think that kind of.
Zulaikha nodded his head when he heard Syifa say, he went into the house to prepare dinner.
After Zulaikha's departure, Sita turned to sit next to Syifa who was rubbing her face violently.
"the feeling of love is like that Syif, sometimes comes uninvited, and leaves without permission. But as owners of that sense, we should be able to set it up. In order not to fall in the wrong puddle," said Sita, he patted Syifa's shoulder slowly and then passed following Zulaikha.
Syifa was fixated in her place when she heard Sita's words, she then woke up to follow the departure of her friend.
"What do you mean, Sit?" Syifa blocked Sita's hand which was already at the top of the stairs to make Sita's steps stopped and they met each other's eyes.
"you know what I mean Syif!" sita replied, she smiled as she pulled Sita's arm to follow her footsteps.
Now they were both in a room with a slightly different situation than usual, where they used to joke and brawl each other, but this time the situation was a little stressful.
"what do you mean, Sita? I don't-"
"you love Mas Ammar, don't you?" cut off Sita, the look on Syifa's face was very surprised by what the girl said.
"how could Sita know that? does Zulaikha know too?" Syifa felt very worried at this moment, she was afraid that the Big Brother would also find out how she felt about Ammar.
Sita who seemed to know what Syifa was thinking turned to hold the girl's hand to make Syifa jerk in shock and immediately look at her.
"Mbak Zulaikha does not know anything about Syif, and I hope it will be like that" said Sita slowly trying to calm her friend who is currently stricken with anxiety.
While Syifa began to sob in the arms of Sita as if she was pouring all the distress of her heart at this time, Sita also hugged the body of her best friend who grew up with her.
"What should I do Sit, what should I do? hyx." Syifa's cry grew stronger as Sita hugged her more tightly, she who had always kept all her complaints alone now felt very relieved when she could pour all her feelings on others.
Sita continues to hug the body of her friend while listening to what Syifa said, at this time she must be a generous listener so that there is no more grievance that is crushed in the heart of Syifa.
After crying to make Syifa's eyes swollen, the girl began to stretch her arms. He looked at Sita as if he was asking for reinforcements.
"actually I have no right to say this Syif, because I myself also do not know who will be the soul mate of Mas Ammar later. What is Zulaikha's Mother? or you? or maybe it could be someone else. But there will only be one possibility that will happen if Mbak Zulaikha finds out this Syif, most likely he will succumb and allow you to be with Mar Ammar,"
"no! don't say it Sit, please don't say it!" cut Syifa, he could not imagine how broken the heart of the brother if he knew that the man he started to like was also loved by his own sister.
"i never expected that my feelings would be like this Sit, I never even thought about it!" lirih Syifa, somehow love and love can enter into the recesses of her heart for someone she never even expected.
"love is like that, there are times when he comes at unexpected times. And to someone we never imagined before, it all just happened without us being able to prevent it," said Sita, she lay her body in bed while staring at the ceiling of the room.
"love is never wrong Syif, only the behavior of someone who loves that can cause love to be wrong" he continued, she was already like the goddess of love who was currently giving advice to her men.
Syifa was silent while listening to all Sita's words, she still did not understand why the feeling was present when she herself was helping the Brother to get closer to Ammar.
"if you have tried to forget it, the last step is to give everything to God. Let Allah control everything" said Sita, he got up and went to the bathroom.
"right! what Sita says is true, I have given you everything, O God. I hope you'll grant me everything I want" Syifa can only give up where fate will take her this feeling.
A few days have passed, now Zulaikha is busy working in Ammar company. During work, Zulaikha looks very good and dexterous.
Rafa and Ammar are very satisfied with the results of Zulaikha's performance, as well as his office friends who have begun to get along with the woman.
"well, very tired," Zulaikha complained while straightening his waist that feels stiff, he then took his phone and saw a note he wrote on the phone.
"it has been 5 days since Ammar confessed to me" Zulaikha apparently wanted to see a note indicating the date of Ammar's confession to him.
During these 4 days, Zulaikha always prayed istikharah and also did tahajud. He also constantly prays and asks for guidance from the almighty.
Does he have to accept the figure of Ammar as a prospective companion of his life? or should I reject all the confessions Ammar had made to him?
Zulaikha found the answers to all of his do'a-do'as on the fifth day, where he would answer any confessions of Ammar when they had finished work.
"Sir, what are you thinking?"
suddenly Ammar's voice surprised Zulaikha who was busy thinking about it, the woman even almost fell out of the chair if not held by Ammar.
"o Allah, Ma'am! hanpir just fell," exclaimed Ammar, if only he had not quickly held back Zulaikha's chair, surely by this time the woman had fallen to the floor.
"you're a shock, Mar!" zulaikha's reply, her chest thumping with shock upon hearing the man's voice.
Ammar only smiled widely when he saw Zulaikha like that, his heart became flowery when Zulaikha was angry.
"sorry, I didn't mean it!" said Ammar, he felt a little guilty even though he was happy when he saw Zulaikha like that.
"come on, forget it!" zulaikha's reply made Ammar widen his smile even more.
"oh yeah, Mar. Will I be able to talk to you later?" asked Zulaikha, his eyes glanced at Ammar who was looking at the file on his desk.
"let's just say Ma'am, I'll listen to him!" ammar replied without taking a look, he thought that at this time Zulaikha wanted to talk about work.
Zulaikha smiled faintly, "i want to answer your confession, Ammar!"
deg, Ammar was glued in front of Zulaikha when he heard the woman's words. Even the files in his hand fell to the floor.
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