You, Me And Our Memories

I follow your will

"Awhile yes..." He said he took the phone in his pants pocket.

"What else is Keth?" Ask when you know who's calling. Diya put her ears wide as Ferdi mentioned the girl's name. That's not what Yuli called Ferdi's girlfriend.

"Yes...Yep...We'll talk about that again"

"Yes...Oh.hhh..." Ferdi hung up his phone. The young man smiled looking at the girl before him.

"I'm sorry...There was a slight disturbance" he said smiling blandly.

"Are you thinking?" Tanya Ferdi continued her story earlier that had been disturbed. Again the girl nodded.

"Yes, if that's your decision. I recite it" He said disappointed at Diya's decision earlier.

"See you tomorrow" he said again riding his motorbike immediately left Diya dumbfounded.

Diya looked blankly straight ahead as the young man disappeared from the sight of his eyes. There was a sudden vexation emerging from the bottom of his heart. I was upset at his decision earlier. It was upset at his attitude that made the young man disappointed. The pretty dimpled girl exhaled a long breath many times.

"Is that decision right from the bottom of my heart?" Ask her to herself. He always wanted to be close to the young man. Want to sit alone, vent, anyway he wants to be alone under any circumstances. But the girl realized, that the young man who was very much in his desire already had a companion, already had one. There was no way he could approach and ruin their long-established relationship. Diya felt hot at the corner of her eyes, her heart ruffled. Without feeling two grains of clear water melted in the corner of the girl's eyes. Tears of sadness, tears of disappointment. Diya prayed in his heart.

...Lord.......

...If he was for me, then,...

...Bring it to me, please,...

...If not.......

...Don't disappoint this heart....

The girl closed her eyes which were getting hotter. Hot with tears melting on the cheeks. The girl closed her eyes. Unknowingly, Siti noticed his behavior.

"Diya...You why?" Siti asked a little confused at Diya's gloomy attitude. Diya was shocked to quickly wipe away her tears.

"Son...There's nothing, brother" he answered nervously.

"Well the dust? Here let sister see" said Siti coming near Diya.

"Which eye?" Ask her worriedly.

"The right one" Diya lied again

"There is nothing" said Siti after satisfied observing.

"Maybe he's out" he said, rubbing his eyes.

"Wear the drops, right? Let brother get it"

"Don't do it" replied Diya quickly.

"Let Diya alone" he added again passed in front of Siti who was still dumbfounded.

"Can you?" Diya looked over and then nodded.

"Where's your mom?" Tanya Siti followed Diya into her room.

"To the shopping market"

"Silver kedapur first yes" he said after seeing Diya treat his eyes. The girl nodded, Siti passed from the girl's room. With a thousand questions that still flounder in his eyes. But he doesn't question her anymore.

*****

"You're walking again, Diy?" Welcome Yuli when she sees her friend coming alone to school.

"Yes..." Diya replied briefly straight into the classroom.

"Why? brother Ferdi doesn't want to nganterin?" Tanya Yuli curiously followed in her friend's footsteps.

"Son...I'm the one who let him go, don't fuck me anymore"