You, Me And Our Memories

Hugged you

As she dissolves into grief with memories of the past, Diya is shocked when her shoulder is touched by someone. Diya turned her head wanting to know who was touching her shoulder back then.

"Ivan?" Her exclaim. Tampa hesitated Diya got up from his sitting hugging tightly and crying on the chest of the handsome young man's field.

"Ei, why?" Ivan asked softly in return for the girl's embrace and stroked the long waist-length hair that was decomposed spoiled.

"Already, don't say ask Van first, let me feel the comfort here" Diya said. Those words were said when Ivan expressed his feelings. Instead of answering Diya instead ran away leaving him and Ferdi came to see him as he evaded Ivan. Diya immediately hugged Ferdi and said the same thing.

Ivan did not ask again. She hugged and stroked the hair of the girl of her dreams. Honestly, Ivan's heart was very happy when Diya hugged him like this. However, there was a sense of sadness as well of astonishment at seeing her dream girl sad like this.

Long time they hug each other, fortunately the employees in the office are still busy with their own afternoon breaks. So no one in the room saw the two men of the opposite sex embrace.

Diya closed her eyes. His heart felt very comfortable and safe with Ivan. Back the subtle vibrations began to sneak inside the recesses of his heart.

Diya let go of her embrace. Wiped away the rest of her tears and looked down embarrassed at having hugged Ivan.

"I'm sorry Van. I'm presumptuous" he continued to look down unwilling to look into the eyes of the sixpack-bodied man in front of him.

"It's okay" she said gently with a smile.

"Now has it calmed down?" Ask the man.

Diya nodded slowly.

"You want a story?"

Diya was silent. Now the girl ventured to look at the man's eyeballs. After staring at the eyeballs, Diya's face returned sad. Diya was crying again.

"Ei, why? If you can't tell a story don't force it" said Ivan softly and wiped away the tears of the girl's heart.

"I.....I'm....." Diya hung her speech.

Ivan was patiently waiting. He looked at Diya closely.

Diya cried, unable to tell her that she had seen Ferdi. The lover he was waiting for his arrival.

"Yes, you calm down. Now just rest. I went to my room first" said Ivan.

Just as Ivan was stepping, Diya held back Ivan's arm making the young man stop his steps and turn his head.

"Van, can I come with you?" His words stared at pity.

Ivan smiled and nodded.

***

"Now, you sit down and rest on the couch first" Ivan said after they reached Ivan's study.

"May you sit here with me?" Diya Pinta. Ivan smiled again. Ivan sat down beside Diya.

Diya shifted her seat to get closer to Ivan. Diya leaned his head on Ivan's shoulder.

"I'm sorry Van, it's been a pain all along. And until now even when my situation is like this, I still trouble you" said Diya lirih.

Ivan smiled gently.

"It's okay, I'm happy to be able to help you. And I wish I could always help you and be by your side when it's good or hard. It's not like I ever said you were special to me" Ivan said.

Diya smiled happily at Ivan's words. Little by little the sadness in his heart about Ferdi lingering was gone. Truly the girl had been able to accept Ivan at this moment. Although not completely. However, it seemed like Ivan had managed to slowly enter inside the girl's heart.

His second heart began to feel comfort. Quietly in such an atmosphere where Diya's head still rested on Ivan's shoulder. Ivan ventured to hold Diya's finger.

Grasping tightly as if not wanting to let go of the girl for even a second. Strange feelings began to appear again in Diya's heart. What a gentle touch it is. The comfort in Diya's heart was felt. Diya let her finger in touch and reciprocated grasping Ivan's hand.

Ivan was shocked, of course, surprised to see Diya now behaving like that. Now he is increasingly convinced that his love will be reciprocated soon. What a wait he has been through all this time will pay off.

"Thank you" Diya said that.

"For?"

"For the comfort and tenderness you have given me. Sorry I haven't been able to reply fully. To be honest, this heart is still doubtful" Diya said.

Maybe if someone else heard Diya's words, he would think that Diya was a selfish girl. Just now he hugged Ivan and felt comfort at the young man's side in a moment of sadness. However, when her heart began to stabilize again, the girl instead said she could not return Ivan's feelings.

Obviously, he returned Ivan's hand. Ivan smiled.

"I'm patient waiting for you, Diy. I don't want to force your feelings. If I force it clear your mind will be tormented. If one day you have found another heart patch and that person is not me, then I am sincere to release you" said Ivan with a difficult feeling to be revealed by Diya.

"I don't want to force your heart on Diy. But you have to remember one thing. My feelings for you never change. And I will always be there for you" he added. Ivan's words touched Diya's heart.

How not, the man had helped her a lot and did not expect any strings attached from her. With Ikhlas Ivan can release Diya when he has found a heart patch.

"God, I have met a man as good as Ivan. Not that I don't want to accept it. Not that this heart has no taste for him. Honestly, my heart likes it. No no dislike, if the obvious like the taste can arise to anyone even people who are new to know" Inner Diya.

"However, this is precisely the sense of comfort. Where the taste will appear to a truly sincere person. And if that comfort has begun to appear, automatically love and affection will join with him" he added again.

"Yes, you rest. Later if it is calm then you continue your work. I want to continue my work first yes" said Ivan felt that Diya had begun to calm down..

Diya nodded giving Ivan permission to continue his work. Ivan's headed for his desk.

"O Allah, open my heart to choose between these two human hearts. Give me your instructions so that I am not wrong in choosing" Prayer Diya inwardly noticed Ivan who was busy with a laptop in front of him.