You, Me And Our Memories

Thank you Ivan

Mira died when Ivan and Diya stood in his place.

"Come on Diy" said Ivan gently leading the girl out of the hospital. Diya followed Ivan's invitation without being asked twice.

He sat in the hospital's garden chair. His mind is still in the fog. His heart is now sore, painful and even destroyed to get this very painful reality.

Diya was confused as to what to do. Ferdi's innocent should he hate her? But if you want to be like before it is really impossible because Ferdi has had his own life.

"Diy, are you okay?" Ivan asked gently touching the shoulder of the girl of his dreams. Ivan sat down beside Diya.

The cry he had endured from earlier now broke instantly. A heart-wrenching roar echoed in the hospital garden. I don't care about the people who walk in the park. Well with such her crying makes her heart more relieved because it brings out the concussion in her heart. (so it is approximately yes mak. Author if it is confused his mind in a sad state of heart, it must be like that cry ya mak-curhat ni ye).

Diya hugged Ivan who was sitting beside her still roaring in tears.

"Crying is Diy, if the crying makes you calmer" he said. Ivan gently stroked Diya's hair lovingly.

They hugged each other for a long time. Eventually, Diya's cry stopped. Only occasionally did a faint cry sound left on the girl.

"It's quiet Diy?" Ivan asked softly. Diya nodded.

"We're going home now?" Asked the man again Again Diya just nodded.

They both headed to the car park.

"Van, can I ask you a question?" Diya asked as they got into the car.

"What?"

"So Sonia and Ferdi how long have they been married?" Diya asked with a heart that felt sore.

"Five years"

Deggs....

Diya's heart was felt in the stabs.

"Five years, so all this time I've been waiting for someone's husband?" Inner Diya. He looked straight ahead with a blank look.

"Diy, I'm sorry I didn't tell you this truth" Ivan said with a guilty conscience. Diya turned his gaze towards Ivan in confusion.

"Well, I know the man you're waiting for is Ferdi the husband of my cousin's sister. Yesterday when we cleaned up your stuff to move house, I accidentally found your diary and there was a photo of Ferdi" explained Ivan.

"I'm sorry, Diy, I'm presumptuous to have read that diary. That's why I'm asking you to forget Ferdi. I know he's been happy with his family. I don't want to tell you this because I'm afraid you're hurt. I don't want to break Diy's heart. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want to see you fall like this" Ivan said sincerely. Diya just silently listened to Ivan's explanation.

The girl did not know what to do in such a situation. Disappointed, he was disappointed that Ivan had read his personal book and found that Ivan had kept Ferdi's whereabouts secret, only to be unwilling to make him hurt, making Diya's heart slightly moved. The man loved him so sincerely that he acted in such a way. Thought Diya.

"But, I really don't know if Ferdi has lost his memory I'm not so close to him. I only knew he was my cousin's sister's husband. We have rarely seen each other so far. I'm sorry Diy if this fact makes you disappointed. Must be tonight is a special night for you. I want to make you happy not even like this. I'm sorry" Ivan said with a look of regret..

Diya could not say anything. The girl was still confused and did not know what to do. His heart now felt guilty because Ivan was so sorry. What happened tonight was not Ivan's fault.

She hugged Ivan. The man was shocked because he was suddenly embraced by Diya. Though Ivan shadowed Diya would scold her or even slap her for reading the girl's diary.

"Thank you Ivan. You're always there for me. I'm so grateful for all this" Diya said. Ivan smiled back at the girl's embrace.

"Diy, whatever I'll do for you" said Ivan steadily.

Diya let go of her embrace and smiled sweetly towards the man beside her. Her heart now began to feel calm as Ivan said sweetly with her. Disappointed and broken in the heart when it found the event was slowly lost for a moment.

"Yes, let's go home. It's late. Later what the neighbors said saw you come home at night" Diya frowned her not understand. At the moment his brain could not think what Ivan meant.

"his intention. What neighborly business?" Diya asked in wonder.

"Well, it's Diy, you're a girl. Going home tonight must be like this with the guy again. Keep the neighbors looking at you like that must be thinking about you. Are you a newcomer. Yes understand my masud" explained Ivan.

Diya nodded in understanding. His heart was further touched by Ivan's treatment. How not Diya just didn't think up there about her. But Ivan was thinking that way. Afraid that the girl will be the subject of neighbor talk.

Ivan started his car and left the place. On the way they were silent. Soluble in their minds.

"Van, thank you for everything. You are a really good man. Forgive me for always giving me hope without certainty. I'm sorry I haven't been able to accept you completely" Inner Diya glanced at Ivan who was focused on driving.

"But know slowly but surely I can accept you. Right now your position is in the same room as Brother Ferdi in my heart. Help me Ivan, help me forget Brother Ferdi. Even though I know he's innocent. He forgot me because he lost his memory. But still I can't be with her because it belongs to someone else. I can't possibly destroy his family. There are innocent people who are victims. Moreover, both of his parents never liked me. From Van, from the past until now their hatred remains the same to me. I had to move on first. But my love for Brother Ferdi is so great that I forget the hatred of his parents" he added again in his heart.