You, Me And Our Memories

Junior Disappointment

Ferdi now felt very shocked to find this statement. Her feelings are now chaotic. Where he did not expect that Ivan loved the same girl as him all this time. He did not think at all about Ivan his cousin Sonia. He thought the other Ivan in which Ivan's name was not one in the world. Her thought.

"But wait, that means Diya and Ivan have known each other for a long time? But how can it be? When was the time they met her. After all during the tour I did not see them ever alone. Diya was only with Yuli wherever they went. Did they play with fire behind me during the tour?" Bad thoughts are now beginning to arrive in Ferdi's mind.

"This cannot be allowed I have to get an explanation of all this to them" Ferdi said in his heart. He wanted to leave the room to meet Diya and Ferdi.

Just as Ferdi was about to open the room door, Junior had opened the door of his room first.

"Papa, you want to go again, okay?" Ask the plain boy.

"Dear dear papa there is business" Ferdi said softly.

"Kok papa left again anyway. Papa just got home. Papa's been busy all this time no time for me. I'm gonna miss papa. Kangen play ball together, kangen eat in bribe equally papa, kangen coloring together, the tree all her deh" Junior Protest.

"But dear papa there is important business to be resolved. Tomorrow if papa is not busy we do the habit as usual yes" Rayu Ferdi again.

"Don't want pa, I want mya now I want to be bacain fairy tale as papa before going to bed. This is me bringing her fairy tale book" explained Junior showing the dongen book he held.

"Oh my dear papa really can't. Papa has to go now" Reject Ferdi again.

"Yes, Junior has read the same story as Mom. Let the mama who tells the story of everything in the book the same Junior yes" Persuaded Sonia.

"No, I want it to be the same papa. Come pa....Come on" Junior pulled Ferdi's hand to obey his will.

"Dear please understand papa yes. Papa has to finish his business tonight" Again Ferdi refused.

Junior was angry, he took off Ferdi's hand which he was holding violently. The boy was really disappointed in his papa who now always had no time for him.

"bad dad. Papa doesn't love me anymore. Papa's always busy, papa there's no time for me anymore. Papa's evil....." Junior shouted full of disappointment in the chest. Crying, then running towards her room.

"Junior" Shouted Sonia chasing after her mere puppet son.

Sonia stopped chasing when she arrived and Ferdi was in front of her bedroom door.

"Look Fer, look what you're doing with your own son. He is really disappointed in you because you can't take a second for him" said Sonia angrily.

"A child as small as that needs the figure of his father who he is always proud of as his hero. But why can't you give her time to pay attention? Is he wrong with you? To the extent that your time is only spent thinking about the girl named Diya so that your own child becomes a victim. You're really selfish Fer. You only attach importance to your feelings without thinking about the feelings of others" Sonia said in a trembling voice. Some clear water melted on his cheeks.

"Okay, I accept that you hurt me all this time by always thinking about Diya. I accept if you don't have time for me. I accept you've been cold to me all this time. I take it all Fer. But I'll never accept when you've let your child down like this" she added.

"I'm disappointed in you. I really didn't think you could make your own child, your flesh and blood like this" Sonia said, leaving Ferdi standing there speechless.

Ferdi seemed to think. His heart also felt guilty for having disappointed Junior like that.

"Junior darling mom. How can mommy cry? The champ mama should not be crybaby dong" said Sonia rubbed gently the head of her only puppet son when she reached the Junior room. Junor sat by his bed.

"The evil father ma. Papa doesn't love me anymore. Papa is always busy. When papa has time for me ma. I miss my father" said the innocent boy in tears.

"Oh, dear son mom. Here, here" Sonia hugged her disappointed child.

"Darling mommy ya, papa busy because papa work son. Papa's looking for money for Junior and Mama. To meet our needs, dear. For his Junior School, for our lives, the subject is all dear. Papa should work. Junior must understand yes son with busy papa" said Sonia gave an excuse.

"Papa used to work ma. But papa always takes time for me. Papa's not as busy right now" replied Junior.

"Yes used to be his cafe papa not as much as now dear. Papa's cafe is everywhere. Therefore papa became more busy because he took care of his cafe that much" Again Sonia gave an excuse. Although it is true that the cafe founded by Ferdi has had several branches. However, if he wanted to he could have given a little time to his son.

But Ferdi's time was only spent thinking about the girl named Diya who was clearly going to marry someone else.

"Sir ma, papa has now changed. Papa doesn't love me. I hate papa" Junior shouted.

"Hey baby, it can't be like that. That's your papa you son. It's not good to hate such parents. Well now you better pray that God gives royal leniency for papa in his affairs so that papa can have time for you son" Said Sonia gently giving understanding to her son.

Junior nodded. Eventually Sonia managed to persuade her son.

Ferdi who had been standing at the door was touched by Sonia's non-exhaustive attitude in front of his son. Though he could have used this situation to make Junior hate him even more. But Sonia did not behave like that. He actually gave understanding for his son to understand this situation.

"Where dear her fairy tale book, let mama bacain ya" Pinta Sonia.

"Now you lie down, son. Mama will read you a fairy tale" he added.

Seeing that Ferdi shed his tears. Her heart was slightly touched by Sonia's attitude. And feel guilty for his son.

Junior lay in his bed. Sonia opened the fairy tale book that was brought by Junior earlier to read.

"Sonia, let me just read the dongen book for Junior" said Ferdi who appeared from the door of Junior's room.

Ferdi came closer towards them. And took the book held by Sonia. Sonia got up from her seat and was replaced by Ferdi who was sitting there.

"Dear sorry papa, son. Now papa will read his dongen to you yes" said Ferdi stroking softly mya child's head with affection do not forget a kiss on his tancap on the forehead of his eldest son.

Slowly Sonia came out of her son's room leaving the two children in the room.

"God may Ferdi open my heart to return as before. I miss him as much as I used to. Give me patience to face my husband now, O God. And open the door of her heart so that she can accept me as before" Sonia prayed in her heart as she closed the door to Junior's room.

***

"Diy, I have something to ask you. I want us to talk both. But not here" said Ferdi to meet Diya who was in his room.

Diya looked around in fear that Ivan would see Ferdi there. It could be a third world war. Her thought.

"Why are you here again?" Diya.

"There's something you asked me about you. Let's just talk about this somewhere else. It's not good here"

"You talk about what the hell. I'm busy You know for yourself I'm working here brother" Diya replied.

"Yes I know. But I'm asking you for a minute there's something important I want to say" Ferdi pleaded.

"Speak here. Don't go anywhere else" Diya replied with his ketus.

"Yes if you don't want to talk about this somewhere else. Later do not regret if there is a commotion" Threatened Ferdi. He means well afraid if the question will make the two of his mouth fight. However, Dya thinks that Ferdi will fight with Ivan if they meet each other later.

"Yes, we go downstairs to the cafeteria" Diya relented.

***

"Now what are you asking me" asked Diya when they reached the cafeteria.

"So you really want to marry Ivan?" Ask Ferdi to investigate.

Diya let out her breath.

"Yes I'm going to marry Ivan. Is there a problem?" Diya asked with her ketus.

"So the girl that Ivan had been courting for seven years was you?"

Deggs....

Diya's heart started beating fast.

"Did Ivan tell Ferdi that he was waiting for me all this time?" Inner the girl.

"Yes" Jawan Diya.

"So Ivan who called you when he came home from the tour yesterday is this Ivan you're going to marry?"

"Yes"

"And Ivan who has sent you some letters is Ivan whom you will marry as well?"

"Yes right"

Ferdi took a deep breath and then in a strong gust.

"Have you known each other all along? When did you meet Ivan? As far as I know during the tour you are always with Yuli. I've never seen you with him" Ferdi said with a hint of emotion.

"Did you play with fire behind me with Ivan Diy? I salute your way of playing to the point that I cannot know that you are like that" Accused Ferdi.

"Wait, wait, you said play with fire? You said I betrayed you? My sister never betrayed you in the slightest. During the tour Ivan chased me and revealed his feelings to me. But I don't care about it because I love you sister" Diya explained with teary eyes. Her heart ached when Ferdi accused her of nothing like that.

"I tried to dodge that long to Ivan because I still thought about how you felt back then. And the cell phone thing was Ivan who gave it to me as a sign of friendship. And I accepted her just because of that time if I didn't accept her she'd keep chasing me. I was forced to accept that later you would not misunderstand me when I saw me with him" he added

"And if it's a matter of letters, I don't know that at all. And it turned out to be true as long as Ivan sent a letter to me you replied to him. What I don't know" he said again.

"Sister, your tour period is too busy to take pictures with beautiful girls. You who are the head of the osis is very popular at that time so you do not see that I was also targeted by other men" said Diya remembering the tour moment at that time.

"Now there is nothing we need to discuss anymore. Everything is clear" Diya said.

"Oh yeah you now know who I'm getting married to. So I hope you don't interfere with my life anymore" he said again and passed leaving Ferdi standing by.

Tampa they realized from earlier there was a pair of eyes that noticed their movements and photographed several photos of the two of them.

"This will be a good material to destroy you Diy and foil all your plans" the man said angrily.

"I want to see how Ivan reacts when he sees the girl he adores and he is proud to still meet his ex secretly" said the man smiling with satisfaction.