
"Diy, how's your sleep? What's restful?" Tanya Yuli looked at her best friend who came out of her room and sat at the dinner table to eat breakfast.
"Whoever why?" Reply Diya indifferently directly grabbed the bread and applied chocolate jam on the bread.
"Son, it's nothing. Afraid that your sleep is not good because of last night's events"
"Not very well. It's even so good. Until I dreamed there was a white riding prince coming to pick me up" Diya said slightly fantasizing.
"Get her start" Yuli turned her eyes around because she was tired of hearing her best friend's high-level fantasies.
"haha......You are this, you are the one who asked in answer even so his expression" Diya was widened.
"It's been a delusion anyway. I'll be right" said Yuli.
"But there is a prince who always comes to you. But not using a white horse, but a white car" he added.
Diya scrunched her forehead.
"Iwam...." Yuli smiled seductively.
"Did you dream about Ivan last night?" Temptation again.
"If so, why? Wrong?" Diya cuek.
"So you really dreamed of Ivan?" Birthday Yuli.
"Not Yul. I have to dream of Ivan. Ivan's people don't want to come in my dreams. I'm tired of thinking about him" Diya fell asleep thinking about Ivan.
"Huh?" Yuli rounded her eyes. I was shocked to hear the honesty of my best friend.
"You're thinking about Ivan? Cie.. Like someone is in love" Again Yuli teases.
"Yes, I thought of Ivan. Than thinking of people's husbands"
Yuli put her two thumbs up sign in agreement.
"But, is Brother Ferdi okay? How is he doing now? Is he dead?" Thought Diya.
"But what the hell did I think of him again. He has become the husband of people. Just now I was so much the same way Yuli didn't think about people's husbands. Uh even think back to brother Ferdi. Oh Diy, you fool. Brother Ferdi has forgotten you. He must have been taken care of by his wife. Stupid, stupid" Maki Diya on her while shaking her head to throw thoughts about Ferdi.
"Why are you Diy?" Tanya Yuli was astonished by the attitude of her best friend.
"Not really, just a little dizzy" Sahut Diya returned to feed a piece of bread in his mouth.
"Yes I've been first to Diy. This is what I'm in front of" Yuli said seeing a notification on her phone screen from her boyfriend.
"Okay be careful" Welcomed Diya.
Diya continued her breakfast activities.
***
"Assalamualaikum" There was a sound of greeting from outside the house.
"Eh, that must be Ivan" Diya said to herself. Wash her hands that were exposed to dish soap for washing dirty dishes that they used for breakfast earlier.
Diya went to the front door right where Ivan was.
"Walaikumsalam" Welcomes Diya to open the door.
Ivan smiled at the girl. Even with Diya.
"Where? Ready to go to the office?" Ask Ivan.
"Yes, I'm ready. Come on" Reply Diya closed her door and locked her.
"Let's" Ivan invites Diya to walk first and get into his car
***
"Good morning, dear. How are you this morning?" Tanya Sonia came to the hospital where Ferdi was being treated. Sonia greets her husband. Ferdi greeted him with a cold expression.
Sonia took a deep breath and in her breath strongly. It was as if throwing away the burden of trouble on her husband who had now turned one hundred and eighty degrees.
"I'm good" replied Ferdi tampa expression
"When can I go home?" Added.
"Let the doctor check on you first, baby. To make sure that you are okay" Sonia replied gently.
Ferdi just nodded.
"Have you had breakfast? I brought you porridge for breakfast. You eat yes" Tawar Sonia with a very soft tone.
"I'm not hungry yet"
"It's past breakfast time, baby. He said he wanted to go home. Must eat on time to be healthy quickly" persuaded Sonia.
"You eat yes. I'm a bribe" he added.
Ferdi. He nodded in agreement.
To be honest, he was a little confused by his feelings. On the other hand his heart still loves Diya. But on the other side there is a wife who loves him so much. His heart is fucked at this moment. He's in the lema not knowing what to do.
But, the one that he knew for now he had to meet with Diya and explain all of her so that Diya would not hate him.
Sonia feeds Ferdi painstakingly. Gently wipe away the leftovers on Ferdi's lips. Ferdi looked at his wife's behavior. Honestly he was a little sorry about his treatment last night being cold with his wife. His wife knew nothing of this.
"Sonia" Call Ferdi when he finishes breakfast.
"Yes"
"I'm sorry for my behavior last night. I don't know what to do right now. I'm really confused. I need time to accept all these circumstances"
Sonia smiled gently.
"It's okay, baby. I'm not angry with you. I know you have a hard time accepting all of this. And this is not all your fault. So I'm not gonna dispute that"
"Including if I meet Diya?"
Deggs......
It felt like lightning was striking in the hot sun. That's how Sonia felt to find Ferdi calling another girl's name in front of her instead of her name.
"Diya?" Sonia Repeat.
"Yes, Diya the girl who once stopped in my heart. I want to explain all this to him. I remember when I hadn't fainted I met Diya at the movies" Ferdi said.
"Fer, is that how deep your memories are with that girl? To the point that you're so worried about her that you don't even think about my feelings. Even though I know you just want to explain this to her, my heart still aches when I hear that name" Sonia said in her heart.
"Sonia's? Why bengong?" Tanya Ferdi saw Sonia daydreaming.
"Eh no" Sonia realized.
"Didn't you let me meet her? Please give me some time to accept all this and explain it to Diya. I feel really guilty for him"
"Son Fer, I don't agree you met Diya for whatever reason. Which wife is willing to see her husband with any other girl with his ex. No, it's not her former old lover whose story hasn't been spun to be exact" Sonia said in her heart.
"Long again" protest Ferdi.
Sonia took a deep breath and in her exhalation strongly.
"As far as you are, baby. Whatever makes you happy to do. I'll give you room for that. But please don't overstep your limits" Sonia said with a heavy heart.
"Thank you, Sonia. I'm really very grateful to you" said Ferdi holding his wife's hands.
Sonia just smiled. Even though it looks like that smile is a little forced. His face looks fine but not with his heart. Her heart was broken at this moment finding her husband who was thinking about another girl.
However, if this power is all for the good and take the heart of her husband back. She had to sacrifice her feelings to make room for her husband to accept all of this.
"Hopefully everything will be back to how it was" Sonia said in a heart filled with hope.
"Where should I find Diya? Where does Diya live now" Ferdi said in his heart.
"Did I ask Ivan to help me find Diya?" Thought again. Tampa finds out that Ivan knows all about their past. Ferdi had no idea, but he had never met Ivan and Diya. And he had no idea that the girl was working at Ivan's place.
"Ah, if I come out later from this hospital, I'll go to Ivan's place to ask for his help. Who knows Ivan can help me" said his again full of confidence.
"Good morning sir, I'm sorry to bother you to check the condition of his father first yes" said the doctor who entered to check on Ferdi's condition.
"Good dock please" Sonia said.
The doctor seemed to examine Ferdi's condition very carefully
"How did you feel this morning?" Ask the doctor after you have finished checking.
"Well dok" replied Ferdi.
"When can I go home?" Ferdi asked impatiently.
"This afternoon I can go home, sir. And please finish the administration first in front of ya"
"Good thank you doc" Sonia said.
"Then excuse me" the doctor left them both.
They both nodded in response.
"Finally, I can go home. Tomorrow I can go straight to Ivan's place to ask for help. Diy, wait for me. And please don't hate me" said Ferdi hopeful not knowing that Diya already knew that he was amnesiac at that time so that he did not remember a single bit about the girl.
"Yes I've been forward to take care of his administration" Sonia passed leaving Ferdi.
***
"Hallo ma" Sapa Sonia as her phone rings as she finishes taking care of all her administration Ferdi.
"How is Ferdi doing right now?"
"Alhamdulillah is fine ma. And this afternoon I can go home"
"Thank God if so"
"Yes ma, I'm so glad Ferdi can go home. We can gather again. Junior must be really happy to see his papa coming home. But....." Sonia hung up her words.
"But why, baby?" Tanya Mira was full of curiosity.
"Did I just tell you if Ferdi wanted to meet Diya?" Sonia seemed to think.
"But if I tell my mom, will you accept her? Surely mama will force Ferdi to stay away from Diya. My mom doesn't like Diya. I'm afraid if mama keeps forcing Ferdi, Ferdi will get more depressed and colder to me. She's just recovered from her amnesia. Well...I have to how?" Again the pregnant woman thought.
"Sonia, why silence? But why, baby, let's tell Mama. Is Ferdi being cold to you again?" Guess Mira.
"Oh, not ma. Ferdi can accept me. But at breakfast he wants me to take a bribe" explained Sonia.
"Here you go, I better not tell my mom. Than mama will do his reckless later and will make Ferdi more frustrated so hate me. No. I don't want that to happen. I don't want to lose Ferdi. And I don't want my kids to lose their papa. Me and the kids really need Ferdi. I had to be patient to make Ferdi sure that I did love him" Sonia assured inwardly.
"It's good if so. Later during the break mama will be there to visit all of you to pick Ferdi home"
"Alright ma" Sonia shut her phone.
***
All the way to Diya's office was quiet. He seemed to think. Although Diya knew he didn't need to think about that person. But his heart could not lie not to think of him.
"Sir Ferdi how is he?" Inner Diya.
"Ferdi is all Diy" said Ivan after a long silence.
"Huh?" Diya is shocked to find Ivan can read his mind.
"Yes, Ferdi is fine. He was conscious last night. And he had remembered all of it" Ivan said a little hesitantly.
"Huh?" Again Diya could only respond that way. His brain machine stopped working at that moment. His mind was afraid not to know how.
"Sister Ferdi has recalled all of it? Will he find me later? If that's true, what should I do? Honestly, that love still has a little more for Brother Ferdi. But I realized that he and I were not a matchmaker. I must how O God" said Diya in his heart.
"You why? Think Ferdi?" Guess Ivan.
"Huh? Not really" Elak Diya.
"Diy, don't lie to me. I know what you're thinking" Ivan said.
Diya took in a deep breath and in a strong gust. Right now he really doesn't know what to do. It must be honest with Ivan that he was thinking Ferdi was afraid if Ivan offended. If he is not honest, he needs someone's advice.
"God why this love story is so complicated as a tangled thread" Diya said in a frustrated heart.
"Diy, I'm not forcing you to stop loving Ferdi. Love is the right of every human being. But I ask you to think again that there will be many who will be victims"
Deggs....
Ivan's words made Diya a little sore in the heart. How not from his speaking style Ivan can Diya catch that Ivan thinks if Diya wants to return to Ferdi.
"Van, do you think I'll be back with Ferdi?" Diya asked with a trembling tone to hold back her agonizing heartache.
Ivan was silent and did not respond. Honestly, he was a little surprised to find that Diya's tone was slightly trembling. Well Ivan realized that his words had hurt the girl of his dreams.
"Oh Van, you stupid. Why can you talk like that" Maki Ivan inwardly.
"I'm sorry Diy, I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I'm really sorry Diy" said Ivan.
"Van, I understand why you can talk like that. Well everyone must have the same thoughts as you because well I think of Brother Ferdi. Thinking about it doesn't mean I want to go back to him. You know for yourself he was ever present in my life. I used to love him so much and wish him back to me" Diya explained.
"But, after I learned all this that he had a family, I couldn't possibly go back to him. I can't possibly snatch people's husbands. I can't possibly snatch a father from an innocent child. Even the child who has not seen his father's face. Honestly this heart still loves her. But I want this feeling to disappear from my heart. I want to open a new life with the man who has always been there for me. Always trying to make me happy. Always helping me. I want to be with him. And I hope that man will continue to love me and help me to forget my past" Diya assured Ivan. And gave a code that the man Diya meant was himself.
Ivan smiled happily at that. Ivan also understood that Diya had coded him to go further.
"I'm sure that man will always help you Diy. Because that man's love for you is so great. Even lives can he sacrifice for you" Ivan assured.
"Know where that man loves me so much?" Canda Diya's.
"Yes.yes. He said he loved you so much" replied Ivan.
Diya smiled happily hearing her. Ivan stared fixedly at Diya's smiling face so pretty her girl next to him if smiling. Her beauty is multiplied when she smiles.
"Diy, how beautiful you are if you smile like this. I promise Diy, I won't hurt you. I will be the front man to protect you, I will treat your wounds when you are injured, I will be the antidote when you are hurt. I promise Diy, I promise I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy. Even lives can I sacrifice for you" said Ivan steady in his heart.
"I'm not going to make that smile disappear from your pretty face" she added.
Ivan's white Ferrari stopped in front of Ivan's magnificent office building. They both got out of the car.
"Ivan" Shouted someone from across the street.
Ivan looked at Diya as well.
"Virda" Sahut Ivan knows who called him earlier.
Indobel girl (Indonesian-Dutch) was waving her hands with a very bright smile. He ran small towards the two human children of different sexes.
"Hi, Van. Hai Diya" His greeting was friendly while in front of the two young men. Then immediately cupika-cupiki with Ivan and hugged him to release the longing that had not met for so long. Ivan returned it
Deggs.....
Diya's heart began to feel sore to see Ivan and Virda that close. Well even though Diya knows that Ivan only loves her. But still he was jealous.
"Virda, when did you come to Indonesia? Why not tell me?" Tanya Ivan let go of her embrace.
"The surprise......" Virda replied with an expression like one giving a surprise.
"You're on vacation again?" Ask Ivan.
"No, it just so happens that my company is cooperating with one of the famous companies in Jakarta. And my job finished there. Then the night I booked a ticket here to meet you. And tomorrow I have to go back to Singapore" Virda replied.
Diya was very uncomfortable being between the two people. He was like a stranger who didn't know what to do. Until finally Diya decided to go first into the office.
"Sorry sir, I'm sorry to enter first" Diya said, leaving Ivan.
Ivan just nodded in response.
"So, just a day you're here?" Repeated Ivan.
"It's only a day. Later after the break we have lunch together. After that night we both dinner. Let me take a walk, Van. I want to spend time with you. We haven't met for a long time. And I only have a minute with you. By yes" Rengek Virda.
"Yes, I will accompany you for a walk" replied Ivan. Well actually he was a little hesitant to accompany Virda. However, because Virda had come all the way and only had a moment with her with a heavy heart he agreed.
"Oh yeah Van, today I'm sure you're working. I don't know where to go right now. I have no acquaintance other than you here"
"Well, how about Vir" Ivan scratched his non-itchy head. He is a little uncomfortable if there is someone in his room while working other than Diya. Obviously Diya is his girl of course he is not uncomfortable with the existence of the girl.
"Gini, I'll help you with your work. Well, when else can I help you work. Count on studying for a job at your company later if I've run out of contract where I work" he said again.
"Are you sure you want to work in my office Vir? You work abroad in Singapore. And I'm sure your income is greater than my income as General Manager here. I can't afford to pay you Vir" said Ivan to avoid having Virda cancel his intentions. Well, despite his recent fame, he once said he accepted Virda to work for his company. It's just a stale base. Not seriously, but Virda takes it seriously.
"I'm sure Van. It's not why you give me the income you used to give to your employees. I'm willing. You can stay with you"
Ivan smiled wryly at her hearing.
"How else would you refuse Virda?" Inner Ivan.
"Ah, Virda's contract time in his company is still long. And I hope that later after the contract is over, Diya and I are married. And I no longer hired Diya as my secretary.. Let Virda do it all. Diya has become my wife. Well no need to approach anymore not my girl" Inner Ivan.
"It's up to you, Vir" said Ivan.
"Brotherful" Virda cheered in excitement.