You, Me And Our Memories

You, Me And Our Memories
Jealous of Ivan



"Gaziness...." Virda cheered in excitement to find Ivan agreeing to his wishes. Although the time is still long, but he still patiently waits to wait for the beautiful thing to happen. Where she always sees the man of her dreams.


"Come...." Virda embraces Ivan's arm and invites him into the office.


"Where?" Ivan Sahut.


"And I said I wanted to accompany you to work and help you. Forgot?"


"Come on" Virda pulled Ivan's arm and Ivan followed suit.


Diya felt a little strange at heart when he saw Ivan and Virda enter Ivan's room. Virda embraces Ivan's arm very affectionately. Diya's heart felt pain and pain when he saw the incident. They look very familiar. I don't know what they were talking about until Ivan finally ignored the existence of Diya who was standing not far from his room.


As if ignored that is what Diya felt. Yes, of course, feeling lost, all this time Ivan was always there for him and prioritized himself from anything. However, because Virda's arrival made him change.


"No, am I jealous? Am I really jealous?" Ask her in your heart. Obviously it was a feeling of jealousy. However, Ivan has managed to fill his heart at this time.


"Oh Diy, you have no right like this. You don't have to be like this. Ivan is nobody. You yourself have not been able to give certainty to your feelings for him. So for that he has the right to be close to anyone and any girl" he said softly as if to say to himself.


"Here you go, I better get on with my job" he said in the end. Diya went towards her desk and continued her work.


***


"Please sit down Vir"


"OK thank you" said Virda sitting on the sofa in the room.


Ivan went to his desk.


"Van, can't you accompany me for a moment?"


"Vir, I have a lot of work. I need to finish it as soon as possible. There's a project that needs to be clear this week"


"Where are you? Here I help you? What should I help you with?" Virda said to Ivan's desk and sat there. Opens and activates the laptop screen lying spoiled on Ivan's desk.


"A.....Hmmm" That's what managed to smoothly come out of Ivan's mouth. Want to be prevented wrong fear Virda who offended. But if allowed to be honest Ivan feels uncomfortable if his work is disturbed. Want to not want Ivan pasta and obey the will of his Indobel friend. It's not that he's only been here for a while and tomorrow he's home. His thinking.


Ivan gives some paper documents to Virda to copy his data into his laptop.


"Here, please copy this one. These numbers you put right here and the description you put right here. You will find the average result when you are done. Ivan pointed at the paper and switched to pointing at the laptop for Virda to understand.


"OK, it's easy" Virda exclaimed.


Virda stretched out both of her hands. And his head in a swirl like a person is warming up when going to do sports.


He also started working. Ivan stood beside her and watched her work. When there was a question he immediately asked Ivan and Ivan would explain it.


Seeing Virda working, Ivan turned to sit in front of Virda. Where the chair is specifically for guests who come and directly other documents that he must sign.


***


It's been two hours. Ivan and Virda did not leave the room. Many times Diya saw the door of Ivan's room but no one opened the door from the inside to get out. Diya's feelings began to get strange, as soon as he felt a little pain in the heart.


"What are they doing in there? Old again. Two hours inside they didn't come out. What the hell are they doing" Diya said in an agitated heart.


Diya holding her phone wanted to contact Ivan and asked what was going on in there. Diya's looking for Ivan's contact number. And wanted to contact him, after some thought, he paused his intention and put his cell phone back on his desk.


"Well, why should I be talking about them. Later if I call Ivan look jealous dong. Ah, shy dong. Where'd you like to be at the tarok where my face is?" Say it slowly to himself.


"I don't have any right to know what they're doing inside"


"Oh hearts and feelings please you should cooperate with me huh. Calm, calm and quiet" Said Diya still with a sitting position at his desk and inhale and exhaled slowly with both hands along up and down so that it could be calm it did some times.


"Okay, I better get on with my job" he said, back to his laptop and started working.


Just twice retyped the thought of Ivan and Virda coming into his mind.


"Well....." Whining Diya himself.


"Why are you still thinking about them?" Her words are frustrating.


"Ouch...." Diya rubbed his face rough.


Back he snatched his cell phone and intended to contact Ivan.


"Alright don't have to dong I called him. Remember Diya, you and him have nothing to do. Throw your jealousy away" said Diya again put his cellphone on the table that is still active and listed Ivan number there. Tampa accidentally had the number squashed when Diya put down his phone and directly contacted Ivan.


Connected tones sounded faintly in Diya's ears.


"Who's calling the speaker so strongly?" Said Diya in an annoyed tone to find out that he was the one who had done that.


Ivan stopped his activities.


"Diya?" He said inwardly smiling when he found out his girl was contacting him.


"But Vir I picked up the phone first" said Ivan passed to the toilet in his room.


"Hallo Diy, what's wrong?" Her question was picking up her phone.


"Eh that voice is like Ivan. Is that Ivan?" Say it in the heart.


"Diy, what's wrong?" Repeat Ivan when there is no response from across.


"Am I really crazy huh. Ivan's voice can I hear anyway? What the hell is wrong with me. Seeing Virda and Ivan I'm like this" she said to herself.


Ivan listened to what Diya said. Ivan smiled happily at that. It was with great interest that Diya was jealous.


"Diy, why are you calling?" Ask Ivan again.


"Ha called?" Sahut Diya was shocked and looked at her phone. Sure enough he was contacting Ivan by phone.


Diya is wrong. It was completely unintentionally he did and pinned Ivan's number so as to contact him. It was a complete brain when it found it was thinking of Virda and Ivan.


"Eh, yes Van. I'm sorry I was squeezed in" Diya said.


"Oh, Ivan hear what I said?" His inner.


"Say you're jealous" Ivan guessed.


"Jealous? Wh why? Not really" Elak Diya still with his misbehavior.


"Aren't you jealous? Can you keep calling me?"


"Hmm.it...hmmm anu" Diya looking for an excuse.


"What's? There's no other reason to be jealous, is there?"


"Not that. Hmm Later at 10:00 Wib there is a meeting with clients from Surabaya" said Diya looking for reasons and flipping through the notebook schedule of Ivan's activities in his book.


"It's a good thing today there was a meeting so I can find an excuse for that. Ouch Diy, how careless you are" His inner.


"Why didn't I just go into my room to say that?"


"Hmm.anu, I don't feel good in your room. Afraid of bothering you and Virda" Sahut slowly as if talking to himself.


"Oh Diy, you're my secretary. You also have to feel bad like that"


Diya just grinned not knowing what to say. His self felt very careless because being caught off guard had been jealous of Ivan.


"Yes, it's almost 10:00 Wib, I'll be ready for the meeting. Thank you for reminding me. I forgot it" said Ivan.


"Yes together" Diya said, turning off her phone.


"Ouch...careless, careless, careless, careless...." Her Maki hit her soft head that was somplak.


"It's a good thing there's a reason to cover up this jealousy. If not, put where my face is" he said again.


"Vir, I'm going out to have a meeting outside. Do you want to stay here or what?"


"I live here Van. Nanggung stay a little longer this is my work" said Virda was busy with his work since earlier.


"It's okay for me to stay. I feel bad about you, Vir. You should have taken a holiday today. So go to work because of me"


"It's okay. I don't want you to force me" Virda replied.


"Yes I've been away for a while. Later after the meeting, I buy food for us to eat at the office how?" Tawar Ivan's.


"Okay I agree" Virda said.


Virda is very professional at work. It was evident this time while helping Ivan. He prefers to finish his job. The person in charge of the work is Virda.


Iva passed leaving Virda who was still busy with her work.


"Diy, let's go" Invite Ivan when he gets to Diya's desk.


"Virda's not coming?" Diya asked to see that Virda was not following Ivan.


"No, you'll be jealous if he comes along" Goda Ivan.


"Who is jealous? I'm not jealous" Elak Diya misbehaved.


"Related?"


"Hm....Sure enough" said Diya did not dare to look into Ivan's eyes afraid to be found out that he was lying.


Ivan smiled at the girl before him.


"Yes let's go" said Ivan.


"Come on" Diya said following Ivan from behind.


***


"Yes, it's okay"


"You'll eat with us later"


"Isn't anything?" Diya is less sure.


Ivan smiled.


"Why?" Diya asked a little astonished.


"Why are you, Diy? Since when I can't let you eat with me" Ivan boasted his smile.


"There is Virda. I don't feel good about being scared of bothering"


"Not Diy, don't bother you. Virda's only been here a minute. He'll be home tomorrow too. So I don't want to have to accompany her. It's not good if I refuse him to come here occasionally. Pity will come all the way but not welcome his arrival" explained Ivan.


"That's what Ivan said. Virda far away came impossible his arrival was not welcomed. Only Ivan he knew here" Inner Diya.


"Van, I'd better have lunch at my desk later. You said yourself that Virda comes here occasionally. It's not good if I bother you. He's here for you. Spending time with you" Ivan read that Diya let them both spend time together. But there was jealousy in the heart of the girl. But he prefers to give the two friends time to spend together.


Diya does not want to be selfish just thinking about his feelings rather than Virda. Surely Virda would be very disappointed if he went with them.


"Later you're jealous" Ivan teased again.


"What the hell? Haven't. I'm not jealous"


"Really? Don't lie to Diy. I can read from your eyes your heart is rumbling" Guess Ivan is right.


Diya just silently looked down out of her ngeles. Somehow he had to dodge his feelings.


"Oh yeah, tonight I'm going out with Virda. Well just take her for a walk around town before she gets home. Is it okay?" Ivan asked a little unkindly.


"I'm sorry, Diy, if this hurts you. That's why I'm asking permission from you if you allow me to leave. If not well I will not go" said Ivan.


"Why did you ask permission from me. We have no special relationship, right?"


"Although our relationship is not yet official, but we have the same feelings, right?" Ivan said with a gaze that when the girl saw the gaze it must feel stubborn. And so is Diya.


"Geez that look again. My heart is reacting again" Ivan turned his gaze away. Shame when stared at by the man beside her.


"I don't care if you go with her. You said it was bad to refuse it yourself. You and he have been friends for a long time. And here's only you he knows. I'm fine" replied Diya confidently.


"What kind of relationship is this? He said we were dating, not. We have not yet formalized this relationship. Although Ivan always reveals his feelings to me, but I have not given an answer to him. If we say not dating, but Ivan's behavior to me should be that I'm his girlfriend. It is evident that he is currently asking for permission with me. I was so confused myself" Diya said inwardly.


"You didn't really mind it" Ivan again asked less confidently with Diya's statement.


The girl nodded in confirming.


The car stopped at a restaurant parking lot quite famous in the city.


"Let's go in" Invite Ivan.


"I'll just wait here Van. It's okay, right?"


"Oh it's okay. What do you want to order?"


"As far as you are. Same with your food is not a problem" said Diya.


"Well, wait a minute" Ivan got out of the car and got into the restaurant.


Not long after, Ivan came out of the restaurant with some food in his hand.


"Let's walk sir" said Ivan after he got into his car. Ivan's car drove across the city's highways.


***


"Waiting long?" Tanya Ivan saw Virda sitting casually on the sofa that felt in his room and sipped a cup of warm tea that he asked from the OB in the office.


"No. I just finished your work" Virda replied.


"Oh is it done?" Ask Ivan.


"Once, check there. I know something is wrong" Virda said.


"After I check first yes" said Ivan put opposition to the food in his message earlier to the table where the sofa was located.


"Good, all of it is true. You're really great huh" Praise Ivan to make Virda blush in shame.


"Ha, it's normal to be Van"


"Benere lo Vir. I just explained that you understood. It's not wrong if overseas companies need you so much"


Virda smiled proudly at his results. Ivan was very pleased with his work.


"Yes, we ate first. I brought your favorite food"


"Spaghettis. You always remember what I love about Van. Thank you" Virda said after opening the meal.


"Yes alike. Please eat"


"Aren't you eating?" Ask Virda.


"Awhile more. You go first there's a little paperwork I need to sign" said Ivan, busy with some paperwork on his desk.


"Let's eat Van together. You said you wanted to eat together. If I eat myself, not dong together." Virda said slightly pouting.


"But Vir....."


"If you don't eat, I don't eat ah either" Virda pouted like a sculling child.


"Yes, yeah. Let's eat" Ivan relented going to the sofa where Virda was.


They each ate their lunch.


"Diya, has she eaten?" Inner Ivan thought of the jealous girl outside his room.


"Diy, have you eaten?" Tanya Ivan via her WhatsApp chat.


"Already" Reply Diya by sending a photo of her enjoying her lunch.


Ivan smiled at the picture of the girl.


"You're why you're smiling to yourself" Virda asked in slight astonishment at Ivan.


"So. It's nothing" said Ivan put the phone back in his pocket.


"Geez Vir, you are like a child. His meal time was like that anyway" said Ivan saw there was a food stain on the lips of the indobel girl.


"Hm....Where's?" Virda pretended not to be able to remove the stain hoping Ivan would wipe the stain on his lips.


Sure enough Virda's hope came true. Ivan picked up a piece of tissue on his desk and removed the food stain on the lip of the girl who was in front of him. Virda holds the hand of his idol man.


His heart was pounding like he was running around the city of Pekanbaru. Virda stared fixedly and lovingly at the man before her.


"Van, I really love you. I want to have you. Whatever I'm gonna do for you. I feel like time stops right now when I'm with you. Spending time with you is the most beautiful thing in my life" Virda said.


"I know you know how I feel. I don't want to force you to accept me either. If you force you, surely our friendly relations will be disrupted. And you must have avoided me. No, I don't want that to happen. I'll try to take your heart Van. I will try to make you love me too. I have to be patient. If your work is done, I'll be here with you. Spending time alone at all times" Inner Virda.


"It's clean anyway, eat it slowly so as not to get rich earlier" Canda Ivan.


Virda smiled shyly.


"Van, later after work, I'll come with you home. I haven't seen Aunt Ajeng and Mr. Herman for a long time. I miss them the same. Yes you can" Whine Virda.


"Oh yeah, I can stay at your house for the night. Can it be Van.....Please" said Virda pleading.


"Okay, how is it" Ivan pondak thought. Right now he's in the wrong situation. I don't know what he should do. If it refuses fear Virda is offended. If you follow Virda's wishes, you are afraid Diya will misunderstand later. After all, Ivan had to keep the heart and feelings of the girl he always dreamed of.


Ivan scratched his head that was not itching.


"Come on Van. I haven't been here long. I only slept in your house last night. Yes" Again Virda said in an imploring tone.


Ivan took a deep breath and in a strong exhalation.. Really in this situation he was confused what to do.


"Yes it is" Ivan finally relented.


"Thank you, Van. You are indeed the best friend and understand me" said Virda hugged Ivan happily.


"Yes together. Finish your food" Ivan ordered.


Ivan frowned as his phone rang.


"Ferdi?" He said in his heart.


"What's up? Is he healed? Does he remember everything?" One by one the questions began to arrive in Ivan's brain.


"Hallo Fer, what's wrong? Are you healed?" Ivan asked, holding up his phone


"I'm doing fine. Van I'd like to ask you a favor. Can you help me?" Ferdi.


Deggs.....


Ivan's heart began to rumble. His feelings are starting to feel bad.