You, Me And Our Memories

Selfishnesses

Ivan frowned to see who was sitting relaxing in the garden behind the house.

"Lo Vir, why are you still here? Don't you have to go home today?" Tanya Ivan approached the two women of different generations.

"Eh Van, are you home?" Virda asked back.

"You haven't answered my question Vir"

"Yes, I should be back today. But I missed my flight so I still have to be here"

"Lo, can still order another plane ticket" said Ivan held back his emotions. Where today is the day of her freedom to be separated from the indobel girl the night failed all because the girl did not come home.

"I can order another plane ticket. But I'm after I think about it, like fate prefers for me to still stay here deh. Evidently I missed the plane" Virda said as if he did not book a ticket at all. He wants to stay here to be with Ivan.

And the work problem he doesn't think about anymore. If he can't work with Ivan, after all he can still find other job openings to stay in this city with Ivan the man of his dreams all along.

"What about your job?"

"My work? Ah, it's easy" he said casually.

"You can be fired later Vir"

"Well, if it's fired, then I have to stay here and find a job here. There's a vacancy in your office?"

"What about your employment contract. You can be fined three times"

"That's if I want to stop by myself before my contract expires. Not if I'm stopped, right?" Virda smile.

"So you did this on purpose so you could be stopped?"

"So, I didn't accidentally. But if it stops even good" said Virda did not feel guilty at all.

Ivan massaged his forehead which felt dizzy from facing the girl who was considered as his adopted sister. Just now he was dizzy thinking about how his later Ferdi met Diya. The possibilities he feared could happen. Now even in addition to the new problem that Virda instead wants to work in his office.

"As much as you are Vir" he said, leaving the girl.

"Van, you haven't answered my question yet" Virda went after Ivan.

"Which question?"

"That's a job vacancy problem in your company, right?"

"There is not yet" said Ivan Cuek.

"As your secretary Van. Could be"

"I already have a secretary"

"You could have fired him or moved him to another part" Virda said. Ivan stopped his move.

"You mean I have to fire Diya or move her to another part of it? I had to do that when Diya had nothing wrong in working suddenly I did that to him. Vir, where's your brain. Where's your conscience?" Said Ivan with a stifled angry tone.

To be honest Virda was a little shocked as Ivan spoke in such a tone. All this time Ivan always spoke meekly before him.. But for now Ivan has changed.

"Kok you're getting angry at Van. Oh, I know you must like Diya? You have the same taste Diya. I know it was Van. That girl has no high education you make her your secretary. And now you defend Diya. Do you like Diya?"

Ivan did not reply choosing to leave Virda. Today he felt very bad mood because of his meeting with Ferdi again.. His mind was already so fucked up. Now at home he hopes to get some peace, instead getting a fight from the oval-faced girl.

Virda kept following Ivan. He pulled Ivan's hand to stop and answer his question.

"Van airwab..Don't just shut up" snapped Virda.

"If I like and love Diya why? Is something wrong?"

"Where is it?"

"Wrongly because you have hurt my heart. All this time I loved you, I loved you. But what I got. My love claps one hand. And I'm sure you know that too, right? It's just that you don't want to return this feeling" Virda shed her tears. Tears of disappointment against Ivan.

Ivan took a deep breath and in the strong exhalation. Her heart felt uneasy as the girl before her cried like that.

"I'm sorry Vir, I don't love you. I love you the same. But the affection was only for brother and sister. I have no more taste for you. My heart is already owned by another girl" said Ivan with a low tone did not rise like before.

"Diya mean you?"

"Yes Diya. Seven years I waited for her. Before I met you, I first met her during her school visit at my school while we were in High School. And now I've met her back"

Deggs....

Pain and pain in the heart of the girl. His heart was completely broken at this moment discovering the fact that Ivan had been waiting for Diya's presence all along. He really felt stupid, very stupid because he did not know about it at all. Ivan never talked about it to anyone but Ferdi.

Virda was fixated on not being able to say anything. His body stiff, his knees limp as out of energy can not rest on his weight.

"I'm sorry Vir, if you want to work in my office, I'm sorry I can't accept you. The vacancies in my office are full. And I can't possibly dismiss someone unilaterally. I have to think about the fate of my employees in the future" said Ivan.

"So I hope you think more about your decision to quit your office right now" Ivan left Virda standing around speechless.

"Your staff Van, you can make me like this. Look out for you, Diy, I'll make you regret approaching Ivan. I can't accept Ivan making me like this. If I can't have Ivan, eating any girl won't be able to include you Diy" Virda said to herself clasping her hand tightly.

***

"Van" Tegur Ajeng saw his only child wanted to climb the stairs to his room. Ivan stopped his steps

"Yes ma, what's wrong?"

"Van, why the hell? Mama heard earlier from the room there was a fuss" said Ajeng astonished to hear the sound of people fighting from inside his room.

"It's nothing ma. There are only a few problems" said Ivan did not want to discuss the problem with Virda.

"You're fighting with Virda?" Guess Ajeng.

"Misunderstand me ma. Everything is fine" said Ivan trying to smile even though the smile seemed to be made up.

Ivan breathed his breath.

"I go to the room first, I want to clean up and rest. Tired of my mind again mumet" said his massage his head that feels a little dizzy. Ajeng.

"Why the hell is a child? What's the problem try? Tumben he behaved like this" Ajeng felt astonished by his son who as long as Ivan was very calm, dignified, but today he was very different.

"Of course, Ivan needs time to calm down. If it was time he would definitely tell a story" Sure Ajeng.

***

Ivan breathed his breath. Plunge yourself over his magnificent bed.

Ivan closed his eyes and stomped back on his head which was completely dizzy. He was not completely finished with what Virda had just said. The girl was only selfish when she thought of others. If Ivan's secretary wasn't Diya, and Virda asked Ivan to fire him for no reason, that wouldn't be Ivan either. Firing an employee because it is very contrary to the principles of his life.

Where his greatest ambition is to build jobs as big as possible to reduce poverty in the city.

If you think Ivan is hearty towards Virda for not accepting Virda to work in his office, you are wrong. Virda himself is the one who makes himself lose his job in order to get his love. The love he knew would not be fulfilled.

"I really don't think the same Virda. Why is it like this now? The girl is really very selfish right now" she said herself.

"He is willing to harm others for his own sake" he added.