You, Me And Our Memories

To the hospital

Diya. His eyes were round seeing the mother and child crying hugging Ferdi.

"Wake up Why?" Said the woman crying.

"Papa woke up" The sound of the handsome little boy echoed.

Everyone who was there seemed silent. Seeing them but not helping. And so is Diya. Diya didn't want to help. The girl was still confused and shocked to find the man she had been waiting for but had betrayed her wait. Because they have had other women even they have been married and have children of their love.

Diya's memory revolves around remembering her dream. Well the dream where he met Ferdi back. Diya calls Ferdi but the man keeps walking away from him until he meets a woman. They joined hands leaving Diya in solitude. Diya cried to his fate. Until Ivan came to be a helper for the heartbroken Diya.

"What's wrong?" Tanya Ivan saw Diya dumbly staring with a blank look.

"lo, Sonia, Ferdi" said Ivan looking towards where Diya was staring with a difficult gaze to understand.

Pleased, sad, disappointed, and afraid now filled Diya's heart at this moment. His stiff body could not move. His mouth could not say anything like being locked by someone.

Hearing that remark made Diya turn to look at Ivan with a question mark. Diya's mouth opened in shock as Ivan recognized the two of them.

Ivan ignored Diya's gaze. Ivan ran over to Sonia and Ferdi.

"Let's get Ferdi to the hospital" Ivan told Sonia. Sonia nodded.

"Please help my cousin's husband. Please lift in to my car" Ivan told some male visitors at the cinema.

They agreed. Without asking twice, the men lifted Ferdi towards Ivan's car.

"This Junior is good at om. Don't cry, papa must be fine" said Ivan holding the son of his cousin.

"Om, cousin sister?" Diya asked in wonder.

"Let me explain. Now let's go to the hospital. Making sure Ferdi is okay" said Ivan stepped quickly towards his car.

Diya followed from behind.

On the back bench is Ferdi lying on his wife Sonia's lap. It was a sight that made Diya's heart break into pieces. Indeed Diya had already begun to open his heart to Ivan.

Yet still Ferdi was still ingrained in his heart in hopes of returning to him. But that hope was dashed, finding Ferdi had a small family with another girl.

***

Back when they came home from the tour in the city of Pekanbaru. The memories were playing on Diya's memory screen.

"If you're still sleepy, go to sleep....Our journey is still far away" Ferdi said seeing the girl quiet a lot.

"Not sleepy. I want to enjoy the view out there" Diya replied as she looked out the window.

"You likey?" Diya nodded.

"I have an idea. If we get married, where are you going on your honeymoon?" Ask Ferdi seriously. Diya smiled amusedly hearing that.

"I'm serious Diy, not kidding"

"Yes...Yeah..." Diya replied in his laughter.

"Where?"

"Where are you?" The girl seemed to think.

"I want to go sailing around the world"

"You mean the honeymoon on the yacht?" Diya nodded.

"Sister....Brother Ferdi why?" He looked at the young man looking dumb.

"My request is too much, isn't it?" Said again.

"Don't..." Answer Ferdi briefly.

"I'm glad to hear that. Hopefully our dreams will come true" Diya smiled.

"Sister Ferdi believes my words?"

"Yes...Why?" Diya smiled again and she laughed.

"Yes not my brother...How could a girl like me think like that"

"Why not? I'll prove it later"

"No brother...No. gabe....I don't want any of that, I just want you to always be by my side. With a little house that we were alone in there. Well....That's all I want"

"really?" Diya nodded then spread his head on the chest of the young man's field.

"Well...That's all I want, brother, not the other"

"Hopefully what we dream will be accomplished, we only plan but GOD determines. Right?" Said Ferdi stroking the girl's hair gently. Diya nodded.

What a beautiful memory that. Diya closed her eyes. Without feeling a few grains of clear water flowing on his cheeks.

Ferdi's promise will fulfill their honeymoon wish on a cruise ship. Just a memory. The dream is now embedded with their memories in the past that will not be able to be replayed.

Although Ferdi later recalled his past and wanted to leave Sonia for Diya. The girl still couldn't accept it. Because it is impossible for him to hurt another woman for her own happiness. Moreover, a child who does not pray will be a victim of his selfishness.

Junior in Diya's lap saw the girl crying.

"Aunty, aunt why are you crying?" Ask the plain boy.

"No, my dear. Aunty's eyes only sting because of the entry of dust" Diya's lie.

Ivan who drove occasionally looked compassionately at the girl beside him.

Ivan ventured to hold the girl's wiggly finger to encourage the heart that had been broken because the wait that the girl had been doing was futile.

Diya smiled softly at. On his face was a look of sadness but trying to smile. Strengthen the already fragile heart.

Junior was still fixedly staring at the sweet girl who was holding him.

Diya smiled. In his tight embrace the little boy tightly released the pent-up longing for Ferdi that he could no longer reach. Diya kissed Junior's head.

"Van, faster the van" Sonia said frantically.

"Lately Ferdi often complains with pain in his head. I'm afraid Van something will happen to him" Sonia said in tears.

"Calm down, Sonia, Ferdi must be fine. He's a strong man. There is no way he will leave you and Junior Moreover you are also waiting for the birth of your second child. He must have been strong enough to be San" said Ivan to appease Sonia.

Deggs....

It was like being pierced with a pain that Diya felt at that time. Ivan looked at Diya sayu. Smiled sweetly at him.

Diya replied with a slightly forced smile to endure the painful heartache.