You, Me And Our Memories

Old lover part 2

Ferdi revealed his heart to Diya. Although it has been separated for so long makes Ferdi's heart still loyal to him. Although at this time he is not the old Ferdi anymore. But it happened because he did not remember at all about the girl in front of him.

Diya was shocked, very surprised. His eyes were round looking towards Ferdi. His mouth locked could not say a word. His legs and hands felt weak like there was no energy.

Diya was very shocked to find Ferdi could-can reveal his feelings to him even though he had status as a husband of people. Of course the girl did not think about what was in Ferdi's mind at the moment.

Although he married yesterday because of an event due to his memory loss. But still it can't happen. He should be able to accept his wife even though it is very difficult. Yet keeping his wife's heart fan trying to accept this reality better than anything else is not.

"Diy" Sapa Ferdi saw Diya daydreaming.

"What did he say? Is Brother Ferdi not aware of what he is saying? Did he not think about his wife's feelings? This ha is really inappropriate for a husband to say to another girl who is not his wife" One by one the questions began to fill Diya's head.

"Diy" Sapa Ferdi again saw Diya not at all responding to his remarks.

"Diy" Sapa Ferdi for the first time. Diya was shocked when her hand felt touched by the man before her. Quickly Diya pulled his hand.

"Sorry" said Ferdi.

Diya was silent with a thousand languages. He did not dare to look into the eyes of the man he had longed for. This is what he is very much looking forward to his arrival. But finding the fact that Ferdi had a family made him not expect anything to Ferdi.

"Diy, are you mad at me? Can't you take me back?" Ferdi said very carefully. Seeing Diya who was very welcoming to him unfriendly.

"Diy, I'm sorry. I love you so much. I didn't want any of this to happen at all. Please don't make me this way. This heart is only for you. I miss you so much Diy" Ferdi said sincerely.

Diya jerk yes really confused to answer what .His heart was completely troubled at this moment. Diya is not a hypocritical girl, she misses him a lot.

A little bit of his sense was still there for the man before him. However, the girl did not want to be selfish. Diya thought more about how many people would be hurt.

"Diy, can we repeat our story that was delayed. Let's finish our love story again.

"Ha" The word that came out of Diya's mouth. Honestly, his brain is clinging to this moment. Can't think how.

"Diy, are we back to what we used to be?" Asked Ferdi again with great hope.

Long Diya was silent. The girl seemed to think for a moment.

The girl seemed to be breathing heavily.

"Sorry, I can't do that. I can't repeat our love story" Diya said in a soft tone after a split minute of silence.

"Why? Don't you love me anymore? Have you forgotten our faithful promise" Ferdi's tone sounded trembling. Perhaps the man was holding back a sense of anger and disappointment in his heart at this moment.

"Why? Why did you break your promise to me? Is it so easy to forget me? How easy is it to forget our faithful promises? Has anyone else in your life been this long? It's so easy for you to turn away" said Ferdi with his emotions.

Deggs.....

Verily the words of Ferdi just now made Diya's heart very sick and sore. Ferdi very easily accuses him without knowing how difficult Diya lived his days until finally meeting Ivan. The man who has made her feel back in love and in love.

"Did you say brother? Is it so easy to forget you? How easily do I forget our faithful promises?" Diya said with flushed eyes resisting the turmoil in the chest.

"Do you know how hard I have been all this time? Do you know how I went through my lonely days in your presence? For seven years brother. For seven years I've been waiting for news from you! Whereareyou? Where are you brother?" Diya's voice shook over the difficulties he had been through all this time.

"I live without purpose, I live in darkness without a light. For seven years my brother waited for you to come back to me. In every moment I pray with hope we will be together to realize the dream of marriage that we have planned when returning from the tour in Pekanbaru. All the men who approached me I refused. I close the door of my heart to any man just for you. Seven years ago, I fell into silence. Not wanting to hang out with anyone. I shut myself up at home and spent time thinking and imagining about us. Hard sister. That's very hard for me to get through. Until in the end I decided to look for activities so that my mind is not too focused on you. I moved to this town. I'm starting a new life and still expecting you brother" Diya said with tears.

"Until I finally met you at the cinema and found out that you were married to another girl and had a child with her. Even now your wife is pregnant with your second child. My heart is broken, brother, my wait all this time is just in vain. I look forward to the coming of a married man." His words again filled with tears that drenched on the girl's smooth cheeks.

"If you ask me who is unfaithful and forgets our promise, you are wrong brother. It is you who have forgotten your promise to me"

"I'm sorry, Diy, if I don't lose my memory maybe this has happened. We're still together. All Diy's destiny was wrong. It's all......"

"Because it's our destiny, brother. It means we are not fools. You already have your own life. Leave me brother, forget me. It is not appropriate for you to say that to me. Poor Sonia she's pregnant. How would she feel if she knew the husband she loved was acting this way" Diya said.

"But I love you Diy. I can't be completely with him yet. I. I don't love her"

"Not love how? If you don't love him why is there Junior? If she didn't love him, she wouldn't be pregnant right now" Diya's voice rang with anger.

His heart was very sore and painful to find the man revealing his feelings. He should be happy, not. Yes Diya is happy if Ferdi is still as alone as before when they just met.

"Diy, it's all happening because I don't remember anything. All this time even though I was with her but still this heart was like something was missing that I myself did not know what it was. But now I know that the lost taste is because you're not on my side" Ferdi assured Diya.

"But Diy, I love you so much. Please, come back to me" Ferdi pleaded.

"Sorry Brother Ferdi. I really can't. There is someone who has always been there for me. Gave me a ray of life's light. I feel very comfortable with him. Although I used to feel doubt about this taste to him, but now I have been sure of this taste to him. So I beg you to forget that I came back with a wife who is always loyal to you" said Diya steady.

"I can't Diy. I can't and can't afford to let you go" said Ferdi softly filled with regret.

"Can you brother. I'm sure I can. Try to love your wife and accept all of this. Sooner or later it will. I'm sure of that" Diya said with a smile of confidence.

"But Diy...."

"It is already my brother, I beg of you brother do not force the destiny that has been in course to turn into what you expect sis. That is impossible and will not be possible" Diya replied.

"Alright Diy maybe you need time to accept me again. Maybe you're acting like this because you're so disappointed in me. Therefore I will give you time to strengthen your heart to be able to accept me again" Ferdi was still stubborn.

"Sir, my answer was clear and even very clear. So I beg you, don't force all this" replied Diya rising from her seat wanting to get out of the room.

"I love you Diy" The phrase came out again from Ferdi's mouth making Diya stop to step.

"Love doesn't have to have each other, right? I'm sorry, brother, I can't be with you anymore like I used to. Everything has changed. Excuse me" Diya said, turning his back to Ferdi towards the exit of the room to go home after saying what he was thinking at the time.

Ferdi looks at the back of the girl of his dreams until the girl comes out of the room and is not seen by her anymore.

"Diy, why are you like this now? You love you so much. I can't lose you. I'll get you back to me. I'm sure you still love me. And I will make that love come back for me" Ferdi said confidently and steadily.

***

"Why is his face buckled so?" Ivan asked as Diya got into his car.

"Why don't you talk to you if Ferdi wants to see me. If I knew that, I would definitely not want to meet him" Diya said annoyedly.

"I'm sorry, Diy, what should I do? I don't really want you to meet her either. Honestly, it hurts to see you guys like that. But I don't want to be selfish. Ferdi said he wanted to explain everything that happened to him all this time and just wanted to apologize to you. Therefore I agreed to help her meet you. So that his heart is calm because it has apologized to you" explained Ivan.

"But do you know if he wants me back?"

Deggs.....

Ivan's heart in action finds that Ferdi wants the same girl as him.

"What's? He said that to you? Brazen, I don't know if he's like that Diy. He just said to apologize and tell you everything. Not to ask you to go back to her. If I knew all that, I would definitely not want to approve of you meeting. Doesn't he think how Sonia would feel knowing all this?" Ivan held back his anger.

"So what's your answer?" Ivan asked curiously.

"Yes, I refused Van. I may not have accepted someone's husband. What am I a actor? I'm not a lowly, cheap girl who can only snatch people's happiness. If I do that, I get my karma. Doesn't give any certainty that I'll be happy with her for taking her away from his wife. Nope, no. I don't want to be a thorn in their family" Diya said seriously.

"Good, I think you still love him and want to be with him. I was worried about that"

"Wash-was? Yes, if I'm honest, the taste for her is a bit much. But I don't want to go back even if there's a sense of it" Diya said.

"What's more, I'm sure there was a man who was so loyal to accompany me and help me when I was hard and happy. Already know there is a man who is always there for me, why I pursue the husband of someone who clearly already belongs to people" Diya said a little teasingly and gave a code that her self had really opened her heart wide to the man before her.

Ivan smiled.

"I want to meet your parents, okay?" Ivan suddenly said.

Deggs....

Diya's heart was beating fast.

"Why? What's for?" Diya asked curiously.

"To ask for his blessing" said Ivan slightly whispered with a seductive glance that made Diya wrong.

"But before that, I want you to meet my mom and dad. I want to introduce you to them" Ferdi said.

Deggs....

His heart was beating fast again.