You, Me And Our Memories

My hero

"Sssss" Ferdi grimaced in pain holding his head in pain.

"Ma, what's been going on all this time?" Ferdi asked his mother. Sonia slowly moved away from Ferdi. Sitting on the black sofa in the room. His view is empty. Her mind went nowhere to find her husband changing such an attitude. Although Ferdi can remember that he has married Sonia, but his heart is still difficult to accept Sonia.

Because Diya's shadow still hangs in his mind.

Mira fell silent not knowing how to explain the chronology of events that befell her child.

"What should I do? The thing I fear the most has now happened" Inner Mira.

"Where's it?"

Deggs.....

Sonia's heart trembled to find that Ferdi was asking someone else. Not himself or even Junior's flesh blood himself.

"Diya? Diya who?" Ask Sonia.

"My girl's name is Diya" Welcomes Ferdi. I don't know, Ferdi's feelings are hard to guess right now. Her heart was really moaning calling her girl. She really misses her heart lover.

"Fer, what are you doing? Why can you think of another girl. Remember you already have a wife. It's not good to think about what other girls ask that in front of your wife" Mira advised.

"Yes ma, I know. I remember, even though I remember everything that happened with Sonia, but my heart is hard to accept"

Deggs....

the male heart of the pregnant woman felt pain like in a piercing pain. How painful her heart was to find the husband she loved so much now difficult to accept her.

"Fer, don't be so boy. You see Sonia she's pregnant She's pregnant with your child" said Mira.

"Yes I know ma, I know all of her. But please, please give me some time to accept all this" Pinta Ferdi.

"Fer, pity your wife don't be. Don't make her sad and have a lot of thoughts. Remember there's another life in her stomach"

"Ma, I know ma. Please don't force me to accept all this ma. I can't accept it yet" replied Ferdi staring straight ahead not wanting to stare at his mother's face.

Surely his heart was so sick that he married a girl named Sonia instead of Diya. Her heart is heartbroken, her feelings are hurt. Even though Sonia is innocent in this. But still he was not ready to accept this reality.

"It's all because of mom. It was a great opportunity for her to leave me and Diya" The thought came to Ferdi's mind. Because all this time her mother was the most opposed to her and Diya's relationship. If the papa's just following along. Can be said papa just obey the wishes of his wife.

It was nothing just not wanting to fight with his wife who had a stubborn nature.

"Ma, please take Sonia home. Let him rest at home.. Pity him if he sleeps here"

"But how are you? There's no way I'm you're here without anyone accompanying me" said Sonia. Sonia's heart was touched because Ferdi still cared about her a little. It was evident he did not want his wife to rest in this hospital.

"I'm fine. Mama also came home. Leave me alone. I need some alone time. Please" said Ferdi.

"Is it really okay?" Tanya Mira was less sure.

Ferdi just nodded giving confidence to his mother and wife.

"Well, if so. We're going home. If you need anything, call a nurse"

Ferdi just nodded tampa staring at the slightest bit of his mama's face. Her heart was completely disappointed this time to her mama.

"Mama pamit ya dear" Mira approached her face to the cheek Ferdi intended to kiss the child just his puppet. However, Ferdi avoided. Mira understands the anger of her son.

"Well, good if so" Mira said a little unpleasant to see Ferdi's change in attitude.

"Honey, I go home first" said Sonia approached to want to greet her husband to say goodbye.

Ferdi was a little hesitant to welcome his wife. A few seconds later, he welcomed the salaman.

"Be careful. Take good care of our son" Ferdi said flatly. His sight was still straight ahead.

"Well" said Sonia and left the room with Mira.

***

"Ma, there's something I want to ask my mom" Sonia said after they left the room where Ferdi was being cared for.

"What?" Mira little gugub found her favorite daughter-in-law wanted to ask.

"This must have something to do with Ferdi. And surely Sonia will ask about Diya. What should I tell him?" Mira said in her heart.

"Diya? Who is Diya ma? What was that girl with Ivan?" Guess Sonia.

"Why do you think the girl with Ivan was Diya? The same girl Ferdi meant?" Mira started to run away.

"Because the girl who was with Ivan was also his name Diya. And when you met the girl it looked and it was obvious that you didn't like her. Looks like mom has known him for a long time" explained Sonia.

"Now Sonia please, please mama be honest with Sonia" Pinta Sonia.

Mira took a deep breath and in a strong exhalation. He was really confused as to what to explain it to Sonia. Where does all this have to start.

"She was called Diya. And Diya was the one that Ferdi meant"

"What was their relationship until he asked like that? Have they ever had a special relationship?"

"I'm sorry Sonia's mom for hiding everything"

"Ma, mama don't have to apologize. It's all been happening. Now I just want to ask for an explanation of all this ma so I know all of her"

"Earlier when Ferdi was in the third grade of High School, Ferdi had a romantic relationship with the girl. My mom disagreed with their relationship. Mama doesn't like that girl"

"Why?" Ask Sonia.

"Mama already has a soul mate for Ferdi. Diya poor girl. Diya had a particular intention of approaching Ferdi. Mama's sure of it" Sure Mira.

"Mama doesn't want Ferdi to have a relationship with a girl who is not clear of her origin, her seed weights" Mira explained again.

Honestly, Sonia could not just accept the explanation from Mira, because well just because of poor status makes people not entitled to get love. He now thinks if Sonia also lives in simplicity surely Mira does not approve of their relationship. Mira must be against their relationship. Her thought.

"At the time of Ferdi's 19th birthday, it was on the show that Ferdi introduced the girl with mom and dad. Even though at the event, my mother had prepared for Ferdi to be engaged to the girl of choice of mama and papa" explained Mira.

"Ferdi has put mom and dad to shame. In front of the invited guests he opposed the matchmaking and preferred the girl. Because that girl Ferdi was so insolent with mom and dad. He does not want to listen to the words of mama and papa anymore" he added.

"Why is mommy that? He just judged people. Only once met? Though he did not know how the girl really was" Inner Sonia.

"That night, we had a big fight and Ferdi left the house. After her that night too mama got the news that Ferdi was in an accident. And have amnesia. And in the village where we lived there were no adequate hospital supplies, so we decided to bring Ferdi to this town. And as long as Ferdi was in a coma, we decided to move in this city. And this is also our chance to separate Ferdi from the girl's bad influence. Until they finally meet again. And you see, because of that girl, Ferdi went into the hospital again, right?" Mira said in a slightly angry tone.

Sonia really did not think about what her mother thought. It's not Ferdi's fault. It's all Mira's own fault. If he did not indulge his selfishness, none of this would have happened. Her thought.

Sonia took her breath and in her exhalation was strong. There are actually many questions he wants to ask. But he said all that, because his body began to feel tired and his stomach felt cramped.

"Yes ma, let's go home" Pinta Sonia. Mira nodded and led her daughter-in-law walking.

***

"Diya? How are you doing now?" It turns out you're in town. I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise. It's not all my fault, fate has separated us Diy" Ferdi said softly lamenting his fate.

"Diy, wait for me. I'll come find you and explain everything. I really want to be with you. Although I know I'm married, but this heart is still for you. The beautiful memories we went through are still sweetly arranged in my memory. I beg Diy, come back to me" said Ferdi whimpering. Her heart feels broken at this moment. My heart really loves Diya. However, he still thought about Sonia who was now his wife. Moreover, Sonia was pregnant with the second child from the seeds she planted.

"What should I do Diy? You must be disappointed in me. You must be angry with me. Sorry I'm Diy. I hope that you will forgive me and be able to accept me" she added, laying her body on the bed. His mind was tired and his heart was tired of this fact.

Ferdi closed both his eyes. It was a beautiful moment with Diya. Not feeling some clear water running down his cheeks. Ferdi was crying in his sleep.

***

"Tonight you slept at my mom's house, baby. Junior is there. If you are alone at home, mama is afraid that nothing will happen to you" suggested Mira. when they were in the car headed home to her.

Sonia nodded in agreement.

"Ma, if Ferdi wants to be back with Diya how?" Finally Sonia ventured to ask the most frightening thing that kept coming to her mind at this time.

"Don't baby, mom won't let that happen. Mama will keep Ferdi with you. Mama is sure Ferdi won't be able to leave you in this state either. At least he must love you" Sure Mira.

"But ma, if Ferdi just obeys his ego how? I don't want to lose my husband ma"

"Calm down, baby. Right now you have to be patient. Give Ferdi time to organize and calm his heart. And you must be able to attract Ferdi to continue to love you like before" said Mira.

Sonia nodded.

"Of course I'd do anything so I wouldn't lose my husband. I love Ferdi so much. I don't want to lose her. I don't want my children to have no father. Although I know none of this is Ferdi or Diya's fault. But still Ferdi is already my husband. I don't want to lose it" Inner Sonia.

"I will do anything to defend my household" he added

***

"Hallo" Sapa Diya held up her phone as it rang.

"Sorry to interrupt, are you asleep?" Answer Ivan.

"Yes asleep" replied Diya.

"So who's talking now?"

"Again give me her" Canda Diya.

Ivan smiled at Diya's joke. His heart began to feel calm when he heard Diya could already joke. Ivan was afraid that the incident would make Diya continue to fall. So he wanted to make sure that his girl was okay.

"Why so?" Ask Ivan.

"Lay in the room. Want to sleep tired all day long a lot of activities" said Diya.

"Oh..... already want to sleep huh? Yes, take a break, Diy. See you tomorrow at the office. As usual I'll pick you up" Ivan said.

"Sorry to disturb. Just want to make sure you're okay" he added.

"What am I?" Diya asked pretending not to know.

"Yes afraid you are still thinking about what happened. I don't want you to be sad" said Ivan Lirih.

"I'm fine Van. And all because of you. Thanks for all of it. If there's no you, I don't know what happened to me. You are my hero" Diya said sincerely.

"It's Diy's custom, don't praise me too much. Later my nose can grow bigger" Canda Ivan.

There was the sound of laughter from across the street. The sound of laughter really made Ivan happy. Ivan smiled happily at her.

"I just found out lo Van, Your nose can expand if praised" Diya said with a laugh.

"But it's true Van. You are my hero. Thanks all right"

"Yes alike. You just kept saying thank you to me. Yes, we have rest" said Ivan.

"okay"

"Good night, Diy, put me in your sweet dreams" Ivan said.

"Yes, I need you to be present in my dream. And I also try to keep you always present in my heart" Reply Diya.

hearing Diya's words made Ivan's heart tremble.

"Good night back Ivan" Diya turned off her phone.