YEARNING

YEARNING
About Gilang



For the umpteenth time Love makes a wound in the heart of an innocent person. The turmoil is able to penetrate the firmness of faith until the heart is fragile shaken. The silent night covered in wounds, the cold of the night wind pierced the deepest of hearts. Infidelity has robbed a trust, destroyed loyalty to often lead to separation. When the eye becomes a witness to a sin, the lips are locked. Silence is not an option, crying is not an answer, rebelling is not going to return.


In the night Embedded wounds in the chest, tearing one heirloom in the household (Consideration). Pain begins to disturb the peace of heart until there is a struggle between love and wounds. Difficulty in making love with bitter wounds. If swallowed bitter in the throw was painful. Love like a disease can also be a medicine. Can not be in taqar sense that pent up and can not be disposed of so quickly. Love has a destiny. Love can sometimes be as difficult as sewing with a dull needle.


"If only...."Imagine the memories of the past when he was with his beloved wife. They complement each other, joke around, and love each other. All memories remain shadows, visible in the eyes difficult to touch.


Under the embrace of the night, Damar walked down a small street in a park. It looks not direction. Trying to reflect on the pain in the chest that can not change a taste. Sometimes seeing the dark sky does not make friends with the stars. Orange spoon around the park adds a dramatic impression in his life. As far as the eye could see there was only a shadow of the wound, a handful of hands scooped up the face, covering all the unbearable wounds.


"If the night had been without the moon and the stars, it would have remained the same. But, if I'm without it then be fragile already" Set your face with both hands. Footsteps begin to weaken, several times pacing back and forth direction makes him tired. In a long chair Damar threw himself down while folding both his hands to his chest. See the sky without moon and stars. Tonight the wind rippled, fondling the soul-friendly who ran away. In the silence of the night, there was hope. Hope where a relationship will return is fine.


"Mbok, mas Damar has not come home" asked Olive as she went down the stairs, her steps were accelerated when she saw the night getting late. It's not usual for Damar to come out late like this.


Mbok Inah is still awake waiting for the employer to come home, that's his routine. Although Damar had asked him not to wait, Mbok Inah will only rest after he returns home. Mbok Inah is currently watching television in the living room while drinking coffee. Mbok Inah has been like out so he is treated layknya family.


"Mbok is also worried, non. From earlier mbok phone but could not" Saraya got up from her seat. Although he has been considered family still Mbok Inah limited himself.


"Try not calling who knows"


"No way, Mbok. I have sent messages many times but have not been answered or read. How this dong, mbok" Olive looks worried, she clenched her fingernails.


"Do we ask the hospital where Aden works yes Non"


Olive shakes head "Mas Damar doesn't go to work, Mbok. He's still on leave. Oh yes, you know if mas Damar is angry again he likes where it is? or to a place that is usually visited mas Damar" grabbed the shoulder Mbok Inah.


Mbok Inah was silent for a moment, considering the closest place when Damar was injured.


"Oh..it looks like aden at his friend's house, Non. If it's not the wrong name Kenan. Doctor Kenan Rajendra."


"David Rajendra? mas Damar's college friend first? Did he also move to work here, Mbok?" As Olive Kenan lived in another city, she also only met him a few times.


"Wait , wait, it looks like I have her number, mbok" Immediately look for Kenan's contact.


"Hopefully you can..." Please be anxious waiting for a phone call to be dialed.


"Hello, Doctor Kenan, yes?(Quiet as a child) oh yes. This is my Olivia Mas Damar's wife. I want to ask if mas Damar is still with you, because mas Damar has not been puja. Where it's raining outside again" Night rain adds to Olive's unease.


"So Mas Damar is not with you. All right then, thank you" Close the call immediately. Berjlan pacing mandir "Mas Damar again not the same Doctor Kenan, Mbok. How dong is. It's raining again." Stripping the phone on the palm of the hand.


Mbok Inah followed the panic, the two women were trying to avoid each other.


Outside the lightning sounded thunderous. The rain was getting heavier and strong wind hit the window curtain that had forgotten to close.


"Jeez, Mbok forgot to close the window first" Mbok Inah ran towards the window.


"Which one you are, 'mas."


Damar was still lying in the garden chair while looking at the rain water, his face was doused in the cold water that night. The thunderous lightning did not scare him.


"Had he gone mad..." From a distance there was a figure of a woman wearing an umbrella just getting off the car. He ran to where Damar was. Shaded umbrella cover face that is wet with rain water.


"You...." When Damar opened his eyes, he saw the face of a beautiful woman.


"Are you crazy?" Maki the woman while continuing to look at him.


Damar immediately got up and looked at him "Why are you here?"


"Don't know you. I'm not hurt" he said, turning his back to the woman.


"That's it.(..Touching Damar's shoulder) I know you better than anyone. We were together for years. I will not forget all your attitude"


Damar closed its eyes as the rain grew heavier and the falling water became more and more uncontrollable.


"Don't talk about the past. I don't like it" Damar Semabri said.


"Broom, wait"


"Why?" Damar turned.


The woman threw the umbrella, running towards him. Under the rain, the woman hugged him tightly.


"I still love you"


What an unexpected thing to get a statement when his heart is sick.


"Fanya, loose. Don't be like this" tried to take Fanya's hand off her body.


Fanya looked up at Damar's face "Really, I'm sorry I left you." Without thinking Fanya immediately kissed him.


"What the hell are you...." Damar violently pushed him to the ground.


"I have a wife and so do you. So, never reveal our past. Let's just say it was all a dream."Damar left the woman. Soon he's headed for the parking lot.


"You have lied to yourself. You still love me, don't you"


"Whatever you say."


Brakes...


Slammed the car door very hard.


"Godzhhh......"


"I did it..." Ternayata Fanya deliberately hired someone from inside the car to record the incident that had just happened. With the touch of the fingers of the experts then the recording is more interesting.


"Where did it work?" Ask Fanya to a man in her car.


"Sip, please"


"okay, thank. Lo take your pay"


"Thank you, if you need help calling me" the man kissed the money Fanya gave him and got out of his car.


"Okay, now I want to add spice in their household"


At first Fanya did not know if Damar was really married, until one day he accidentally saw Damar was in a dispute with a woman who was none other than Olive. At that time Fanya lurked from a distance and became a witness to the commotion Damar and Olive.


"Done anyway. We're just waiting for the big bang..." Fanya spread the video to social media networks.


There are several scenes in the skip until Fanya kisses Damar. After that he removed it so that people see the video is real will of both of them.