YEARNING

ep 14's

With a troubled mind after listening to the explanation from the Doctor who handled father, I was confused where I should get that much money in such a short time, honestly, my savings are not that much, especially if you have to wash your blood regularly 3x a month, the father's insurance money has been used up during the father's treatment. I could never afford to lose my father he was the only person I loved and I had.

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I woke up and felt a very weak hand rub my hair. I held my head up to relax the bone joints that felt stiff because I slept on the edge of the hospital bed where my father was treated by sitting.

"alhamdulillah,, father is awake, is anyone sick..? much

dad smiled as his hands moved and pointed at something

"father wants to drink said I. Dad nodded weakly. I took a drink that was on the nightstand next to the father's nursery bed.

"son, I'm sorry about the quinine..

"shuttt, how come the father doesn't like it, the father doesn't take anything and the quinine doesn't feel at the repotin dad...

"we just go home, son, father ga papa, rest for a while also must be healed...

"ga papa how, the father from yesterday fainted kina ga want dad why-not we wait until the doctor says the condition of the father stable new we go home yes...

"but son, if the father in his care costs will be greater we do not have any more costs dad would not ngerepotin and ngebanin you...

I smiled in response to my father's words while tidying up my father's blanket "shuuttt dad said what the hell, inshaa Allah quinine is still able to finance the coronation of the father now that important father rest first that many do not think too hard papa kina stay at work...

"yes son, dad, you don't own papa here, you need something you can ask for a nurse's help in this hospital..

"well, kina, go home first yeah well, the same promise kina dad should get well quickly do not think of anything. promise.. dad smiled and frowned at me while I kissed my cheeks.

"be careful, son...

"yes father after returning home from work, I returned again to my father's daughter, assalamualaikum, while I kissed the back of my father's hand.

"waalaikumsalam replied father

I looked at the watch that was coiled around my wrist, still at 06.00 am still had time to go home to clean and change clothes because from yesterday I had not had time to shower and change clothes. the Ojol I ordered was also waiting in front of the hospital all the way to my house, I daydreamed a lot more because I thought about where I should get that much money for my father's operating expenses until the bulge I was riding in had arrived in front of my house.

"neng,, it has arrived. said mang ojol memangetkan me.

"uh yes bang, sorry..

"sama-sama...

after taking a shower and tidy I got ready and rushed off to work.I decided today to take the bus to the office, apesnya me after tired and tired of the problems I face at a time like this quota is also not friendly with very forced I have to ride public transportation this morning, this morning, lucky once I get to the bus stop, the bus I'm going to ride is coming.

25 Minutes drive to the bus office I was riding stopped at the next stop, I got off because from the stop I had to walk approximately 5-10 minutes to get to the office.

I approached her who was casually eating soto as her breakfast buddy this morning.

"kinaaa,, elo why really dry, elo walk, take the bus. lecar

"iyaa manda my quota is up...

"ehmm the habit must be because watching drakor again between manda while shaking his head.has breakfast yet, let's have breakfast first I treat my mumpung again good sahut manda back.

I'm not really responding to my thoughts still with the father and how is it if I can't get money for the cost of operating father.

"kina, kina, kin. call manda to break my daydream.

"hhhh, why answer me...

"elo why do kin ask manda back.why daydreaming there elo think the story to me times I can help.

suddenly, disrespectfully, my tears melted, I wiped my tears that had flowed in the corner of my eyes.

"lho you know I was wrong to say yes, geez I'm sorry don't cry donk why the hell...

"ga manda lo ga wrong I just confused father in the hospital and must be immediately in surgery if not immediately can mengebahaya my father has no money for the cost of his father's surgery when I feel like a useless child, I cried.

"elo can ask for my help do not cry kina elo need how much to make the cost of bokap elo I have savings elo use aja first...

"real manda elo want to help me, I replied with enthusiasm...

"duh kina we've been friends for a long time when elo haunt me other people, it costs how much for the operation of the bokap.

"gue needs 200 million manda, I replied enthusiastically.

"200 million answered.

"yes, my answer is lethargic.

"sorry my savings are not so much there are only 40 million, I replied with regret because I could not help quinine. but elo can use ntar we try to find the same shortcomings or if ga elo try to borrow in the office.

I saw you trying to find the answer on his face whether the office is willing to lend money with a nominal amount of it.

"ck, while patting my shoulder, try not to look at me here no answer while pointing fingers at his face. yes, let's go in the office hours again while you pull my hand.

seriated