
They are silent to each other. Seeing beauty in front of the eyes. Dimas felt calm, because the woman no longer struggled to escape. For a moment he felt their lives were in good condition, although in fact it was not so. After a while of calming his woman down, Gea was finally quite in control. Dimas took off a hug, pulling Gea's arm so they faced each other.
" Please forgive me. Can we start from the beginning?" That look was full of guilt. Just asking for a certainty answer. It could be said to slightly force Gea to agree with his words by pressing the gaze behind Gea's eyes. " We started everything from scratch."
" I'm sorry, I can't." Trying to throw a glance to escape the entanglement of Love in the eyes of Dimas. " Have enough hearts been hurt by me. So I decided to stay away from all of you. My presence is only a catastrophe for your lives. Let me return to my world, where there is only me and pleasure." Walking towards the bed. Gea seemed agitated at the decision he had just made. His lips and heart were not in line making him almost give up. The painful incision in his heart was increasingly torturous, making him cry in turmoil. Trying to strengthen the resolve for the life of others.
" I don't want to ruin the smile on your son's lips. Better stay away from me, forget everything that happened, think of it all as a dream. There's no need for you to chase me this far, because I don't want to continue being a cunning woman who gets anything for the sake of ambition. I'm tired, Dimas. Please don't make me the bad guy I used to be. I am tired of living in suffering, humiliation, and mockery. In life, there is only one thing I want to live together without hurting others. There have been many tears shed because of me, so from now on let me sacrifice tears for the sake of others." Gea Saying. Sometimes he wiped away tears, deliberately hiding those wounds. But Dimas saw tears fall before Gea hid them.
Immediately Dimas walked up to Gea's beautiful face. Four eyes become one. At that time Gea could not bear the pain in his heart. Revealed already the suffering within along with the torrent flowing on the cheeks.
" Don't cry. Aren't we able to take care of Gilang together without having to separate? we raise him together." Gentle rubbing on Gea's cheeks. At such a time Dimas could only regret his foolishness in the past, which left his future shattered.
" That's impossible. For a child the best is his Father and his birth mother, not someone like me." Gea Saying.
Stttt...
" We can definitely. Together we wake up happy." Trying to convince Gea to plan for their future.
" No! I can't." Gea pushed Dimas back down.
His heart was heating up to be subjected to such harsh treatment...
Slowly Dimas got up and approached...
" It's all wrong in your eyes. Begging me to do it, even I lowered my pride in front of everyone, just for your sake. I left my responsibilities as a child and as a father, all for your sake, Gea. Why do you appreciate this effort?" Then, while shuffling the hair.
" I'm not asking you to do any of that. It's not my fault I don't want to come back to you..." Gea said as if provoking more anger than him.
" Arghh..hard head." Dimas hit the shoulder of the bed that was located right behind Gea.
Dimas' words hurt his heart. The tongue is sharper than the dagger ( Every word is capable of torture without having to fight. Hurt without raising your hand).
" It's the second time you've hurt my feelings. But I accept. Maybe this way you can hate me and marry that woman."
Dimas was getting furious, his two clenched hands resisting the fiery turmoil in the heart.
" Oh, I know now, why did you ask me to marry another woman, it's because you already have that man, right?" With an offensive tone.
Plaque...
Gea could not bear to hear every sentence from Dimas' mouth.
" Close your mouth. David didn't come because I asked him to, but he came for my brother's sake." Without a second thought, Gea walked out of the room. He ran as far as he could. She wanted to disappear without a trace, so that Dimas would no longer hurt her heart.
" Lord...." Shouted Gea as loud as possible. The waves swerving towards him wet the man barefoot. The expanse of the blue sea became his loyal listener to the deepest point of his emotions.