YEARNING

ep 15's

I sat down nervously and nervously trying to string words together in front of the matriarch's financial manager at the Omar Company office where I was staying. to be honest I was a little afraid if my loan application was not approved given so large nominal that I needed. Ms. Tami looked at me in full investigation making me feel more nervous when the nature of this 46-year-old woman is very soft but also firm. "so there is a need for what kina" said bu tami start a conversation... "ehh,, a..anu ma'am this way.I replied while twisting my fingers under the table, I got more nervous when the tami mom looked at me fixedly. "yes, how is there a problem" back mom asked. "mom. answered doubtfully..I actually came here there is an urgent need, I stammered while trying to neutralize my heartbeat, ah... it feels like applying for a loan is more pounding than facing a semester exam because it was the first time I applied for an office loan after 2 years of work, if it's not urgent I won't do it but this is all for the sake of betting my father's life is lying weak in the hospital. "I want to apply for a loan, ma'am, my father is in the hospital, I need money for my father's operating expenses ma'am.." said I terbata. "please fill out the loan application form later will mother acc"... "ta, but ma'am I need a loan with a large nominal ma'am, would I agree. "mum tami looked fixedly at my face that was almost crying and nervous. "indeed how much do you need quinine" asked bu tami. "du, two hundred million bu" answered me nervously. "two hundred million is a big nominal quinine, two hundred million, the company will not be able to approve it".. "please help my mother replied in a hoarse voice that held back tears if necessary I will work for a lifetime in this company to pay off my loan, my father should be in surgery soon ma'am, help me ma'am". "but kina we don't know what the future looks like, kina, who knows there are things that are not wanted so you can not pay off for example if you are fired because of your performance is not good, I will work well until I can pay off my debt a, or if necessary I will pawn my home certificate as collateral, I'll try to talk about this with sir Rayhan, hopefully sir Rayhan can help you to tell me as soon as possible, don't worry too much that your father will get well soon, then excuse me to get back to work"...

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"kina, how, how can...? ask amanda as soon as I sit in my cubicle. I giggle weakly "so. "ask amanda back while holding my hand as if giving strength. "The company can't give such a loan but mommy will try to talk to sir Rayhan who knows sir Rayhan can help" I replied while shaking.

"the patient is quinine, there must be a way out ".

"but what if sir Rayhan does not give the massage manda, what is the fate of the father".

I fell silent after digesting what he said, everything he said was true until old too I will not run out to pay the debt to the loan shark. my brain really can't be asked to think, dead-end because it thinks of dad. "it's really good, but I'm really confused where to get the money from for dad's surgery.. "

"gue knows this is hard for you, but you have to believe I'll always be there to help you as a friend, we'll look for the same fee, I'll try to borrow my brother, I'll try to borrow it, you are patient yes. " while patting my back, I look at the manda with moved, I hug my best friend who is 2 years always together.

"thank you manda" I said

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