YEARNING

About Gilang

When she heard the door closed, Olive was terrified. He stepped back, "What do you want?" Olive aimed a flashlight at Gilang's face. That perverted smile frightened Olive. "You came to me, I didn't come to you. So, don't blame me"

Dugs...

Olive's footsteps stopped when her body was hit by the wall of the room. His phone fell "Gilang, please don't be like that" Olive looked down to reach for the phone. But Gilang stopped Olive's hand until the phone was unattainable.

"I don't think I'm going to hurt you intentionally"

"The man is insolent, shameless." Olive continued to concoct as she pleased.

Gilang ignored every word of the woman's mouth. With a rough, Gilang grabbed both of Olive's wrists and then both of Olive's hands were pulled up. "Look, off...." Olive thrashed "be aware of you, don't overdo it"

At first Gilang only wanted to prank Olive, because she was upset to hear the conversation between Olive and her husband. However, after seeing Olive's body wriggle at that time, Gilang's previously restrained Desire now peaked again "Salah you yourself make me jealous" Kissed Olive's tiny lips ferociously. Olive thrashed with her mouth stuffed with Gilang's lips.

"Eum......." His body continued to resist the gentle touch of Gilang's touch.

"Don't make me jealous anymore. You're mine forever" Soon Olive's taken to the bed "Emmmm....."

After his second body crashed on the mattress, Gilang did things that had never been done with anyone, including his own wife. That night was the beginning of the forbidden relationship between the two.

"Why are you doing all this to me?" Olive curled up behind a thick white blanket. He was crying. Gilang leaned on the shoulder of the bed with his leisure. Sucking cigarettes while playing cell phone. There was guilt in Gilang's heart, but it was a great loss with his satisfaction. After a long time he could feel it with the women.

"Why did you refuse to be with me, and I was the first to touch you?" Silang.

"Not to remember the bitter stories of the past. Now my life is very happy. We can't possibly unite, please understand."

Silence put out the cigarette in his right hand "Since when did you become the judge of our lives. If you want to try with me, it will eventually be different" Gilang close his face, just wipe Olive's tears.

"Don't touch me" Olive dodged when Gilang pointed his hand at Olive's right cheek. Immediately Olive brushed Gilang's hand away"You've ruined my life so much, that my suffering can't be redeemed in one night, even your whole life." Both hands tightly bound both feet with their heads leaning back against Gilang.

Gilang frowned trying to digest Olive's words "What do you mean?"

"Yes, now I'll be honest with you." Olive turned around to look at Gilang.

"What's going on? why are you crying"

"The incident that night got me pregnant. Do you know how difficult it is to accept the reality as a pregnant woman without a husband. Very, very, very difficult. I became a neighbor's gossip, until I had to move from one place to another. Not only that, I was also depressed facing economic conditions to check the contents to the doctor, I could not afford"

"Pregnant? Then where is our son now" Gilang grabbed Olive's shoulder asking for a description of the statement. Gilang's gaze was full of hope.

"Why are you crying?"

As Olive's tears continued to flow nonstop, her sobs silenced her mouth to the point of being unable to say a word. Silently Gilang hugged him "Have not cried again (Then rubbing the head of Olivr) tell him where our son is now? is he a boy or is he a girl?"

How heartbroken a woman is to remember the full past. Since her departure from the city of birth, Olive struggled day and night to find a bite of rice. Until one day he experienced dizziness and nausea prolonged, then he checked with the obstetrician. Where he meets one of the Doctors who is none other than Damar's friend. This doctor is what unites the two. Olive's pregnancy lasted until the fourth month, after which Olive had bleeding due to a fall while selling food on the side of the road. Luckily Damar saw her and took her to the hospital. The incident made the fetus in the bladder can not last longer, until finally forced to do curettage doctors. When Olive loses hope for life, that's where they start to get close to each other. Slowly they often communicate and then establish a relationship so that it is anchored in the guarantee.

Olive broke away from the man's arms "Our son you say? don't you want him, then why are you looking for him? you drove me away from this city, you made him go"

"Go?" Look at Olive's face, "What do you mean..."

Olive wiped away the tears, took a breath in "Yes, she's gone. I miscarried when I was only four months in the womb. I lost my son and my honor as a woman. A mother who has the right to care for and raise her child must lose it before she is born. Even at the funeral I was alone without anyone, even the father of the fetus. You know how I broke up at that time? if it wasn't for Doctor Damar maybe I'd have been with my son"

Hearing him Gilang heart felt slashed. His chest hurts, until his breath seemed to masticate "Sorry (So hug Olive's body) I don't know if you experience all that. At first I was looking for you to take responsibility, but you are no longer there. For years I searched for you, but still did not see you. I'm so sorry" In kissed Olive's head.

"You're sorry you can't get everything back..." Olive pushed Gilang's body and then he got up and wrapped the blanket on his body. Soon he picked up his clothes on the floor and left Gilang's room.

Glazed, her burly body looks sexy without a thread."My God, what I've been doing all this time" grabbed her own hair.

On the other hand Olive threw a body in her room "You came with a wound and then went back to repeating the time" Olive cried as she was. Those beautiful eyes look puffy because almost last night they let her cry. Touch after touch gives such a deep wound.

Drt....

In between his sobs came the ringtone from Olive's phone. She saw the phone screen on her husband's name. Damar made a video call. Olive is confused, confused, and embarrassed. He decided not to accept the call "I'm sorry. I can't keep myself away from you...." Her tears were overflowing, until she fell asleep.