YEARNING

YEARNING
About Gilang



The biggest blow in life is seeing someone you love cheating on you with someone else. Damar had witnessed the worst thing in his life until he could no longer bear it. Damar who initially wanted to surprise but he was surprised by the incident. Even in a dream, Damar never imagined it.


When life gives it a little dark color then most other colors become dark.


"What a great surprise." he looked at the window of the plane, which showed the beauty of the clouds. Her tears kept dripping non-stop. A person beside him could not bear to then pull out a tissue for him.


"Thank you" Damar said as he picked up some tissue to wipe away his tears. Although he knew that this tissue was just wiping without treating.


"Sir, I have also experienced something like this. My husband died and I had to live alone with my three young daughters. It feels sad that it cannot be hidden from others. But I try hard for the sake of the child. If you want to cry don't forget to remember the person closest to you, the child or the wife maybe. That way I'm sure the pain will subside" said an old woman beside him. The old woman also told her life story until Damar was diverted ataa wound the old woman.


"I am sad, madam" Damar said as the old woman shed tears, remembering how hard it was to live without a husband and to support her three children.


"Sorry, son. I'm so venting..." Wiping tears on her cheeks, the old woman took a tissue and wiped away the tears.


"Follow the storyline of this life until God says Back. It all belongs to Allah. We live in the world like an overpass. If we are flying high then the wind is getting stronger carrying it, but if we are flying low then we will not be afraid to break up"


"Yes, Mom. Thanks for the advice." Damar looked back at the window while imagining the life to come. I don't know what to do after I know this.


Arriving at the airport, Danar booked a taxi online and headed to his home.


Of course Damar chose to return home with his greatest gift. After being married for many years he felt his name betrayed.


To this day he is not so sure what he saw.


It's not just once Damar has been hurt by women. This is the second time he has been hurt. Even he himself did not expect what bad things he had done until he suffered this fate. Failing to make love and always being the one being hurt.


Arriving at the destination city, Damar immediately slid into his home. He took out all of Olive's clothes and asked Mbok Inah to throw them away. At first Mbok Inah did not know what made Damar angry. But from Damar's tears he saw pain. Although they do not know the core of their problems but, Mbok Inah only did the command of his master.


"Dispose as far away as possible all of that stuff. Don't let me see it, otherwise Mbok knows for himself the consequences..." The look in Damar's eyes radiated his greatest anger.


"Good, Den..." When Mbok Inah was about to take a ride away, Damar hugged him from behind.


"My heart hurts, Mbok. It hurts so much" Exhaled the pain in Mbok Inah's shoulder.


"Aden calm down, we sit down." While taking Damar to pull over on the bed.


While Mbok Inah let the matanta water overflow as soon as possible, then he will ask at the core of the problem.


After Damar vented his pain, he began to tell stories. Mbok Inah was very surprised to hear it because seeing the harmony of the marriage of the two is very unlikely if Olive beraindain heart.


"My fault for what Mbok is, why he's that lofty"


Mbok Inah hugs Damar "Aden. All that trials in the household, aden who is patient and face with a cold head. Don't be rash to take action. Aden kudu strong."


"But I'm fragile Mbok. My love was betrayed so cruelly. What's wrong with me Mbok. Why I'm always hurt"


Mbok Inah feels the current calculation of Damar. For the second time Damar was hurt for love.


The fragility of the wood stem is more fragile human heart. As solid as a tree trunk will definitely wind in the wind.