YEARNING
THE SEASON 2 ep 130
First night of gray...
After the wedding everyone went back to their homes.
similarly, Revaldi and his wife, but they deliberately invite April to sleep in their place so that mami and papa can enjoy the night with the existing senses...
"Yes the end of the moment we can unite.I love you very much dear..." Riko whispered a sweet word in the wife's ear by hugging Tasya's slender body.
"Mas..." - Thou shrew Tasya by breaking away from Riko's embrace.
"Why? did I say it wrong?" said Riko.
"Not me, me, I just...." Tasya felt his entire body tremble.
"You belong to me tonight and during it will be like that." whispered Riko in Tasya's ear with a hand that began to run to and fro.
Tasya felt like an electric shock that made him seem dead standing, his heart pounding irregularly, but when Riko was about to continue his action suddenly Tasya remembered the times he was in the jamah by Rikardo first.
to make him pull Riko's hand and cry as he pleased...
"Why you, baby? did I hurt you?." Riko is worried about Tasya's change in attitude.
"Sorry, I'm not ready for all this" Tasya said.
(Like he remembered something that made him reminisce about the past with Rikardo. I had to be patient because it was not easy for him to accept myself that had often made him hurt, I had to be patient, maybe I should just sleep in April's room.) Murmured Riko by getting out of bed.
"Then let me sleep in April's room.I won't be able to control myself when I'm close to you Sya.." explained Riko as she left.
Tasya did not respond to Riko, she could only be downcast with tears flowing down her cheeks and mixed feelings.
hik..
"O Lord I have sinned by what I have done to my husband today.I am still not ready with all this Lord, please forgive this servant of yours..." tasya said by covering his face with two palms.
Without Tasya realizing Riko was still behind the door of the room who deliberately wanted to listen to all Tasya's words..
with everything she heard making Riko's heart ache as if she had stopped breathing, the supposedly beautiful first night was now a gray night...
Riko did not want to feel more pain than this, she decided to go to April's room and rest there.
"Tasya is already mine, but his heart still belongs to Rikardo. even though he is gone in this world, but Rikardo's love is still clearly visible in the heart of Tasya....what kind of thought is this why I feel jealous of all this....?" Riko shuffled her hair and tried to close her eyes.
On the other side...
Tasya who is still crying now threw her body by hugging a wedding photo of herself with Rikardo.
"I think you will be immortal here(heart) mas.." - softly.
All of Rikardo's requests have been made, but to accept the fact that Tasya now has to lose a man who loves him so much will be very difficult.
especially with all the sweet memories of being together...
know that the greatest happiness is when we are loved by someone who will fight for us.
love does not have to go with what we want...
sometimes we love but cannot have, because God has created you to fight...
you deserve to be fought not to fight like those men who have to fight for our love rights as a woman...
believe in the struggle is more valuable than what we are currently struggling💜💜
