
On the other hand, David felt frustrated after several days of searching for Gea's whereabouts, and he could not find any trace of her at all. Already in various places in none he found the figure of a woman who greatly admired it. Until finally David decided to look to the house of Dimas, again He had to swallow the bitterness over the loss of Dimas from home. Dimas' mother was confused to find his whereabouts.
It must be that this time the man took Gea away.
Shit, but almost a little more I can enter his life.
After returning home from Dimas, David felt very angry and took everything out on whatever he saw... After a while, he flushed his body with cold water to calm his heart and mind.
" Righlight..." Hit the bathroom wall very hard.
" Today, you are the only one I love. But why is there not the slightest bit of gushing for me." Being upset, being disappointed into one made him lose his mind to the point that he banged his head on the bathroom wall. There was a bit of blood flowing from the temples of the eyes but he didn't care about it.
The pain in oneself numbs all the feelings in the body.
Trying as hard as possible to hold the wound in the heart, in fact more hurt.
One way to reduce anger is to torture himself, so David will be satisfied.
Almost a long time in the cold water, now he came out bare-chested and only wrapped in a towel on the waist, grabbed a cellphone on the table and walked to the balcony of the room...
During his time with Gea, he was able to find happiness even though he realized Gea never loved him. His love seemed to blind his eyes and make him deaf, to the point that he could not see what was good and bad, where right and wrong speech.
" Where are you now?" Occasionally see the beautiful face of Gea on the phone screen.
" If you could see me here. Right now I'm begging God to turn your heart around for me, just me. But it seems like God was more on the side of the man, and made me fall down to this sick." Many painful things that David has been through over the years, facing difficulties in forgetting his love for Gea. Try different ways to shift the flavor to others, but the results are still the same. He was unable to rise from his past.
" I was happy to send Bang Raka to look after you, take back you, and take that love away from her. But not one bit you see me there. As hard as your heart, until any way I do and always ignored. Which other step should I take to get love from you, and until when this love gets a new Master...." David ruffled his hair and looked back at their photos together. Recalling the times when they had been together weaving love and laughing at each other indefinitely.
Life is unfair to him. Something precious cannot be held or touched. No matter how hard it is, it will be difficult to change the decision of Listya Gea Hendarman. Because if he has chosen something in life, he will fight with all his might, and leave what he considers unworthy.
" Should I really give up..." A man like David willingly offered tears to a beloved woman, lowering his self-esteem until he forgot that a man was standing straight without bowing his head to a woman. In fact, he can't be like that. Every time he remembered his love for Gea, his self-esteem was lower. To face death before him.
He went to the Hospital several times to get sympathy from Gea, but all did not succeed. Until David tried to kill himself to ask him back, but still Gea was indifferent and chose to take another man.
It has been five years without Gea, making his life dark not radiant.