YEARNING

About Gilang

The clock shows at 10:00 local time, Gilang is ready with neat clothes to attend a meeting at a restaurant. Last night he didn't tudur, so he decided to go down and have a coffee for a while. Meeting at the title at 11:30 so he still has a chance to just drink coffee and breakfast. As he passed in front of Olive's room, he opened Olive's door.

"Geez, why is he sleeping on his stomach like that" Gilang approached him, seeing Olive's body still wrapped around a white blanket. "I'm sorry for forcing you..." Touch Olive's head while brushing the hair that covers part of the cheek "If you also know my pain all this time, I always miss you all the time. My life was ruined when I no longer saw you. I'm sorry, I did something bad to you, something you didn't want. I'm sorry, baby (Check Olive's head) I also don't know you fought alone for our son to lose a child before he was born into this world."After a moment of silence lamenting what happened, Gilang was also about to turn Olive's body around. However, when she was about to turn around, Olive woke up "Aaaaa......What do you want? Go you" Olive was terrified to see Gilang being nearby. Soon he moved away from Gilang.

"Freely cover up I've seen all the hidden parts..."

Olive pressed her hands together on a pillow she held "You are the most selfish man I have ever met. Go you...." Throw it off right into Gilang's face.

Gilang accepted everything Olive did because she realized that her actions hurt Olive deeply. When his face was hit by a pillow, his eyes closed. "Do as much as you like until I can make amends for all my mistakes"

Gilang's words made Olive cry "You must know, no matter how much you make amends, you can never, even with your life. If you die to give me back my son, then I will exchange you for my son. I want you to die instead of him" sobbing Olive sounded loud in the ears.

Gilang should be angry with Olive's words but, he felt sad instead. His legs were weak, his heart was hurting. He sat on the edge of the bed, bowing his head. Her tears slowly flowed "If I can exchange them then I will..."

"Just do it, your life is useless. You just make me hurt more. That memory always torments me. Your presence is a wound to me, and your departure is happy for me" Because her emotions are too high Olive can't control her speech. Until Gilang felt very hurt.

"Don't say it like that...." Gilang reached Olive's body and hugged her.

Hik hik...

"Take me off.(.While struggling with several times hitting Gilang's chest) I really hate you, very, very, hate" Her tears are too much spent right now. Gilang joined in crying to feel the pain of Olive's heart.

Several times Olive continued to thrash and beat Gilang's body, until finally Olive slowly calmed down. But, he was still crying in Gilang's arms. Gilabg could only be silent with his jangtung pounding because of his guilt. Olive's still sobbing. "Oh, you calm down. Take a break, let me hold a meeting today."Gilang put Olive's body in bed. After that Gilang opened the suitcase looking for Olive's clothes and gave her "Wear clothes first keep resting. Later let me tell aunt to bring breakfast here" Gilang went out.