YEARNING

YEARNING
About Gilang



A wounded heart does not easily receive an apology from the wound itself. The wound was like au kesar, although the pain disappeared but still left a mark. Pain in love makes you as a traumatized person and choose yourself until a time that cannot be determined.


The past between Damar and Fanya returns to the surface, as well as the story of Olive and Gilang. Both couples had a bad time. The time where they had to fight to heal wounds then went along with destiny.


Damar Samakin is burdened when he finds the past surrounding himself again. So long Damar struggled to rearrange the debris of the hatinta over the wounds that Fanya gave.


"Why? tumben you take us to eat in the canteen. Don't you usually bring supplies from home" asked a man who was sitting next to Damar. He is a co-worker of Damar, a reliable and well-known surgeon.


Damar continuously stirred the drink in front of him.


"If only the juice had swirled it would have fainted" Chirped to a woman in Doctor's clothes.


The three of them had been best friends since entering medical education and happened to work in the same place. From SMA they have been friends, so every time there is a complaint from one of them, surely they will always be there.


"You why? is there a problem with the wife?" Ask Kenan(Friend of Damar. A Doctor of Surgeons).


"He's back..."


The two friends stared at each other. They tried to digest Damar's words. Behind the bleak wakah Damar looks annoyed and emotionally hurt.


"meaning?" Tanya Adinda (Sahabat Damar, a Pediatrician)


"The..." Say Damar flat.


"Well...Her faanya?" his two friends spoke in unison, looking at each other. They were surprised to hear the name escape from Damar's mouth. As they recall Fanya is Damar's first love who just disappeared without any news.


"Eh, Seriously. He's back here" Kenan tried to convince himself. When Damar nodded Kenan believed what he heard "Oh my god. Women don't know why they should show up again." Kenan patted his own forehead. Didn't expect Fanya back in Damar's life.


"Gosh, what else does that woman want. There's no smoke to hurt you. He should not have returned to this city. You don't know shame. I swore down to the well, know how he felt" Upset Adinda remembered what Fanya had done to Damar.


The day and date of the wedding were set just two months after the engagement. However, a month before the wedding, Fanya disappears without any news. In that painful moment the damar was very depressed. Life destroyed. Both of his friends were upset to see the behavior of Fanya. At that time Damar had not worked at the hospital, he was still taking care of his father's company which was on the verge of collapse. Fortunately there was a miracle until the company came back solid and he decided to continue his career as a Doctor. Although out against Damar's decision but he still desperate to enter the medical world.


"If I look at that woman, I've made a peddle" said Adinda take hit the palm of her own hand. Occasionally the fist was turned several times.


"Yes. If I were you no longer ceburin got let know the taste of him" Logat java kenan seen when he was emotional. Kenan knew exactly how sick Damar was. Not only was she sick, her family had to bear the shame of the failure of the engagement.


"If I was in your position I'd bump my face" Kenan grumpily hit the table in front of him.


Adinda hit Kenan's arm back "Crazy, don't go berserk with this dong table. Ask to replace the new ruga tau tasa"


"Sorry, because you always remember the behavior of the girl so fatigued. The driver did not inject rich chicken shit"


"Basic is not polite. We're eating, talking chicken shit..." Adinda hit Kenan on the shoulder.


"You, the hell" Kenan pinched Adinda's arm


"Enak. How so I was in salahin" Adinda defended herself, the two continued to fight back and forth.


Damar just silently heard his two best friends throw mockery to each other. Right now what he's thinking about is how he's going to tell Olive that he has a past with her. No matter how good a wife will be jealous if her husband returns to meet the ex-lover. That's in Damar's mind. Unbeknownst to Damar, Olive also sinned her dark time with Gilang. Setau Damar, Olive in her lover's hamili and then dumped as Olive told me.


Damar is a loyal man. She takes care of her partner's feelings when he loves her. Keeping love is the priority of Damar. Until the arrival of this Fanya makes him restless.


Damar never played women. When he was in love with Fanya, it was the first time Damar knew love. Damar himself did not like love in youth, therefore his youth was seized by learning, learning, and learning. Until one day he met Fanya. The beginning of the meeting was very unintentional. They meet for the first time in a city library, where Fanya and her friends are there. Incidentally the book that Damar was going to take was the book that Fanya was looking for, and the book stayed one in the library. So, Damar gave the book to Fanya. After the incident, Fanya asked for Damar's number to give the book after she finished reading. Who would have thought that the love of both of them was slowly growing.


"Why are you so quiet?" Ask Adinda. They wanted to hear more about Damar's feelings. However, when looking at the time of rest is up. They should return to activity.


Kenan tapped on the watch, coded Adinda "Oh, the break time is gone" she complained as she grabbed a glass of melon juice.


"Yes, here. You make us a stress" continued Adinda.


"Let's go back again. It's time we work" Damar got up and went to the cashier, paid for all the messages at the table, including the orders of his two best friends.


"Thank, yeah. Later that night we go outside together to let you be relieved." said Kenan while walking up the hallway canteen.


When the three Doctors came out of the canteen, their eyes were shocked by the figure of the beautiful woman who was walking towards them. "Eh, look at you. Isn't that Fanya?" Bisik Adi da on Kenan.


"It seems, yes."Kenan immediately protected his trust by moving to Damar's side. Damar did not see the figure of Fanya because he was busy replying to whatsapp messages his wife.


Kenan and Adinda gave each other codes. When Fanya and Damar almost cross paths.


"Ouch..." Kenan pura fell. Damar looked down, helping Kenan. Finally, their success. Damar terhi from Fanya.


"Just stumble." Kenan helped Damar stand up and then they walked to their respective rooms.


"Darling, when are you coming home?" Say Damar through voice voice.


"It looks like it's still five to six days, mas. I didn't come to the meeting. Head dizzy because of yesterday" replied Olive.


Damar felt bad for Fanya's arrival. Because the fear made Damar more attentive and I gin soon met his wife.


"Oh, yes, that's it. I want to continue working first. Love you honey"


After that finger Damar fingers play on the laptop. See all of his work schedules. He wanted to take a leave of absence to be able to follow his wife to the city. After checking, he saw in a few days no patient meeting. He also requested two days leave to the boss. Leave application has not been approved, Damar must wait at the latest later in the afternoon.


"I'd rather take a day off than have to deal with that woman. Just makes me discouraged"