YEARNING

THE SEASON 2 Ep 227

" Me and Gilang go in first, you wait here." Tell Dimas to the woman next to Gea.

Before leaving, Dimas briefly glanced at the woman next to Lily.

The clothes were exactly the same as the one Gea was wearing.

Ah, maybe it's just a coincidence.

Immediately Dimas entered, by holding the child.

" Why don't you come in with them?" gea deliberately lured him.

" Why indeed? what's the deal with you?" Ketus Lily with a rough tone.

Gea was treated like that. With great effort, Gea tried to hold back the emotions within her. The thing that is often done when angry, is to clench your hands as tightly as possible, and take a deep breath.

All of that, it could lighten the burden in him a little for a while.

Emotions often shake his main goal to improve himself, but Gea does not want his struggle to be in vain.

The long journey is taken, in order to prove, that not always sinners always do evil.

All obstacles alternately test his patience, not even infrequently He has difficulty in controlling his anger, but back again on his good intentions.

The main obstacle in the process of self-improvement is patience. Where the heart must control the situation in the brain, as well as balancing themselves from the outburst of anger.

" I'm sorry, I don't mean sassy. It's just that your husband is handsome, so is the boy." Taking off her black glasses, Gea looked at Lily's face.

" By the way, who's that kid? looks like your husband looks a lot like her."

" Of course they look alike! they are father and son." Chetus

How heartbroken Gea was when she heard it all, as if the world was broken.

In the end, Gea was unable to endure the pain of her heart, then chose to leave that place.

Lily was surprised by the woman she had just talked to, because she had just left.

" Fuck you weirdo."

Without a second thought, Gea ran out of the hospital.

All the mixed feelings within him, all the anger seemed to overflow uncontrollably.

Yes, again his patience was back in the test, after a long test that was passed and now Gea must again swallow the bitterness that was very devastating to him.

" How wicked are you to me, Dimas." Soon Gea got in the car, and then left. Gea's mind seemed to be fulfilled with all of Lily's words.

As the car began to come out of the hospital grounds, Gea slowly drove the car and then headed to a place, where she had to get inner strength.

" What other games should I play? why are all these tests so painful." He slammed the steering wheel.

After traveling for almost an hour, arrive at a very crowded place.

That place was the first time he had made a promise to Dimas and himself, to become a good person like Criztine.

" On this beach, I once promised to change everything. In this place I will also overflow the pain in this self."

Gea's headed to the place where he and Dimas used to tell her about everything.

How painful Gea was to remember the name (Son) of the woman, if it had been like that, it would have been the child of the woman.

As far as the eye could see, only the speech and shadow of Dimas' face flashed across his eyes. The sound of the waves accompanying the loud bang in his heart, the wind blowing fiercely carrying the fine grains of sand that touched his face, felt like a pain in a verse. Lara in her heart, as if making the world dark.

" Lord....." Gea shouted as loud as possible, to release all the anger in him. " Keep me out of this."

Gea's attitude invites sympathy from many people around him.

All eyes stared at him, with a strange look, maybe they thought Gea was a strange person.

When all came out of him, Gea leaned against the big tree beside him.

" Are you okay?" Someone was standing next to him "I think you need a friend." A woman was sitting next to him. " Can I contact you?" The woman stretched out her hand, and was greeted warmly by Gea. " Call it Fee, if you may know, what's your name?"

Gea tried to spread a smile on him.

" Call me Gea."

" Gea, a beautiful name, as beautiful as the person. Oh right, you seem to be having a problem?" The woman tried to dig into the problems that Gea was currently facing.

Gea was silent, not wanting her problems to be known to others. The woman continued to try to open the conversation for mere pleasantries, before continuing at a later stage.

" I once experienced an extraordinary event, where I had to lose a child and a husband at once. And I also did the same thing as you are right now, shouting out loud everything, but I realized that, all is the Suratan of Fate." It was obviously the woman sitting with him.

" I also have a problem with my future husband, he has a child from another woman" Gea said with tears back.

That woman is a psychologist. So he wanted to help Gea out of the shackling darkness. Gea's eyes look at him, making the psychologist read the deep sadness within him. " All you need right now is peace, peace, and a friend to talk to. If you're ready, I'll be your complaining place, how?"

Gea agrees, and they tell each other about their lives. At last, Gea's heart was calm and peaceful.

Although not all of the pain was gone, yet he could feel an inner calm.

" Thank you for being a listener." Gea's hand made the psychologist smile.

" All together. Then, excuse me. Here's my business card, if you need a place to lean, call me."

Shortly thereafter the Psychologist left. Gea decides not to return to Dimas' house, but to return to his family's apartment. A little bit of a pull over, will make it a little quiet.