YEARNING

ep 34's

Rikot...

he faintly heard the cries of his son

he could not help but approach the child..

He walked towards the house of Tasya and Rikardo

there Riko found tasya who carried the baby with rikardo who accompanied them

It felt like a broken to pieces of Riko's heart

he wants to feel the closeness with Tasya and also the child...

but soon tasya gave the child to rikardo, whether tasya want to do anything

"Maybe it's my chance to get close to my son.Hopefully Rikardo will let me meet my son...." Riko stepped up expectantly and smiled to see the child crying so badly it felt like she was hugging the child ...

"May I carry her...???"

Rikardo was immediately shocked to hear a familiar voice in his ears...

he turned around and was surprised to see Riko standing straight behind him with a smile.

"Why are you here, don't you expect me to let you hurt Tasya and Revaldi??" Rikardo also tightened his embrace to the child

"I promise not to hurt Tasya and my own child, I beg you to let me carry him.Let me feel his beautiful being a father" Riko pleaded with a very sincere heart.

Rikardo was silent for a moment

he doesn't know what to do, if he doesn't let Riko meet the boy it's a mistake

if he allows her then he will feel guilty to Tasya, who told him to look after her and her child..

but after thinking Rikardo had no right to fortify the child to meet his own biological father..

"All right, I give you a chance."rikardo handed him the child.

"Honey papa, your name revaldi yes son.uh baby don't cry anymore son, papa here"

"Rikardo.I leave my son, and please don't make his tasya as painful as he is with me, happy them.." pinta Riko with glassy eyes.

"No need for you to ask..wasn't it all this time that I was guarding and protecting them...???" cetus rikardo

he heard the words that passed by his ears

making Riko sick and feeling that he is a coward who runs away from responsibility...

"All my mistakes, if only I dared to be assertive like you!!" Riko lowered her face by continuing to look at the face of the child who had been staring at the face of the father...

"Your mistake is a happiness for me. Even though I can not have the heart of tasya but by being by his side alone has made me happy" explained rikardo.

"I decided to go to country X to continue my studies there, I tipped them..."Riko shed tears and kissed the boy's forehead...

Rikardo just fell silent in silence he felt pain in his heart

he imagined himself in the riko position

which is where he has to go away from the woman he loves and away from his own biological child...

Riko gives the child to Rikardo.

"I say goodbye, and give my apology to tasya" riko again kissed the child's forehead for the last time.

Shortly after, Riko walked away from their home

riko cried to see the child

he got into the car and rushed out of the city...

with a heavy heart, Riko left

"Papa will always miss you son.keep your mama, papa loves you both"

riko's departure left a deep wound for her