Ustadz Ridwan's Dream

81. Getting Closer

"Have you decided where Nis is going?"

Vishnu asked when he finally returned to visit the house where Anisa lived.

Anisa looked at Vishnu, lately a lot of things she thought about her childhood friend.

Yeah, a friend from childhood who turns out Anisa doesn't know much about her.

Of course, Anisa had indeed been too close all along, how could she really understand someone?

"I've been busy watching the employees take care of the region's bracelet orders for some stores for a few days."

Vishnu said as if to explain even though he knew Anisa might not care, the girl did not even ask anything when Vishnu did not come, but Vishnu still said it rather than they were both silent.

"Do you really love the field you are in now?"

Anisa asked suddenly, making Vishnu seem to stumble upon a smile hearing Anisa's question.

"I don't really like Nis."

Vishnu answered finally,

"Then..."

Anisa looked at Vishnu who was sitting in front of her and was only restricted to a table.

"But I do it for my parents."

"Are your Aunts and Uncles not free to choose your own way of life? Choose a field that you like to work on for example."

Ask Anisa again.

Vishnu was silent for a moment, then...

"I actually wanted to be a Teacher, some time ago there was an offer to become a Religious Teacher at SD Waru Dua, a brother who was also a Teacher there asked me to try to register, he said, just not yet sustenance so not accepted."

Vishnu.

"The religious teacher at SD Waru two?"

Lirih Anisa who suddenly became sad, she said,

Vishnu who did not understand seemed to nod.

"Maybe one day I will try again to register to teach in several other places, but certainly waiting in the workshop there is already someone who can accompany you to supervise the employees."

Vishnu.

"Sometimes never do you feel burdened by Nu with a lot of responsibility for things you don't like?"

Ask Anisa.

Vishnu shook his head,

Vishnu.

"Not forced?"

Anisa asked softly with a downcast face,

Vishnu smiled,

"Everything is forced at first, just like a child if asked to pray while playing also they will do it by force, but still even though it must be done, long ago so used to it, long ago, and long ago finally began to understand the purpose of God asking us to pray for what."

Vishnu.

Anisa fell silent, trying to digest Vishnu's words.

"Not all the things we like can we get, not all the things we want we can do, not everything in this life we can force goes according to our will, he said, that's already Nis's fate line."

Vishnu said,

Anisa nodded slowly.

"I know, but if everything we do in life has to be what everyone else wants, it feels like a long time to be a heavy burden Nu."

Said Anisa.

Vishnu nodded, though,

"I know Nis, it feels heavy when we are not sincere, but there will be times when you can be sincere if you look at the other side."

Vishnu.

Anisa sighed,

"You want to know more? I'll tell you everything, change your clothes, we go to the beach."

Vishnu said, who then stood up.

"Now?"

Ask Anisa.

Vishnu nodded, though,

"Yes, of course, now Nisa, you'll feel better if you don't just lock yourself in the house."

Vishnu said with a smile.

Anisa sighed, though lazy but somehow she stood up too and then went to the room to change clothes.

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