Ustadz Ridwan's Dream

121. Open up your Heart

Anisa sighed in the room, tired already she was crying today.

Yes, although actually Anisa knows that what happened to her and Ridwan will definitely end, but in fact, finding that everything really ended still hurts her heart.

Wet her sleeping pillow covered by tears that seemed reluctant to stop gushing from her two clear eyes.

"We must be sincere, we are not destined to be a match."

That sentence really broke down the entire wall of Anisa's heart.

Collapsed, tumultuous.

Out there, the day had changed the night, Anisa had spent such a long time crying.

The girl then remembered that she had left the prayer time from the time of Asar.

Anisa now wakes up from her position, her dark room now demands her to turn on the lights to make the room look bright.

Anisa got out of bed, took her steps to the side of the room door to turn on the lights.

The needle of the wall clock had pointed to the nine-night figure when finally the light was brightly lit and Anisa's eyes unintentionally looked towards the clock.

Anisa then came out of the room, but how surprised she was, when she saw him in the chair near the door of Anisa's room seemed Vishnu asleep in a sitting position.

The man appeared to be sleeping from exhaustion, sitting leaning back while sleeping soundly.

Next to the chair where there was a small round wooden table, there appeared a tray containing one rice plate and one bowl of vegetable rib soup as well as a small pisin fried chicken and potato patio.

Anisa looked at Haru Vishnu who was sitting there while sleeping with beside her there is food that must have been prepared for Anisa.

Without feeling Anisa was teary again, her heart was really moved by what Vishnu did for her.

Yes Vishnu...

Who else could do all this for Anisa as well as Vishnu? Who else would want to do all this for Anisa besides Vishnu?

The ridwan?

Anisa shook her head softly with tears.

No, Ridwan doesn't even have the power to do anything for Anisa.

She had not been hurt so deeply by Abah and her sister, so what could Anisa expect from Ridwan?

Indeed, if Ridwan can still forgive Anisa's family was much better, not taking revenge was already extraordinary.

Anisa now realizes everything is not as expected because maybe it is she and Ridwan who are not destined to be together.

He and Ridwan are not destined to be a match in the world especially in the afterlife.

Anisa wiped away her tears that had soaked her cheeks again.

Astarghfirullah...

Anisa also did not forget to say Istighfar in the heart because it was too late in sadness to even forget the obligations she should have been important.

Till...

Anisa will just continue her steps towards the bathroom when suddenly Vishnu woke up to open his eyes,

The two also looked at each other for a moment, until then Vishnu finally stood up,

"Ah sorry Nisa, I was actually going to take you to eat..."

"It's okay Nu, I know."

Sela Anisa without having to wait for Vishnu to finish his sentence.

Vishnu seemed to smile with relief, because he saw Anisa now standing before him in a position that was not as weak as he imagined.

Yep...

To be honest, Vishnu was afraid and worried that Anisa who was certainly very shaken would fall ill or even become depressed again.

But, seeing the figure of Anisa tonight who can stand and even speak with the same tone of voice, for Vishnu it is a very relieving thing.

Anisa said between shame and regret as well,

Vishnu nodded in understanding,

"Yes Nis, ngg... But this food is cold, you might want to eat something else? I can buy you another one if you want."

Vishnu.

Anisa shook her head slowly,

"But you have to eat Nis."

Vishnu had nothing immediately panicked, it even made Anisa so smile, he said,

"I haven't told you I don't want to eat Nu."

Anisa.

"You're shaking, isn't that also a sign you're saying no to eating?"

Anisa smiled again at the words of Vishnu,

"I mean I don't need any other food Nu, I'll just eat the existing, later I'll easily get it myself after I pray."

"Well, yes you pray, let me who is angry, pray Nis."

Vishnu then moved to pick up a tray to deliver Anisa's dinner.

Vishnu took him away from the presence of Anisa who became silent and only able to look at Vishnu with mixed feelings.

"He's a much better man than I am in every way."

Ridwan's voice seemed to return ringing in Anisa's ear.

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Nisa, believe me, me and Mr. Ridwan have nothing to do. We are fellow teachers at the same school. Joining me to where you are today is purely just a coincidence. Sorry if what happened then made you misunderstand.

Iis writes and then sends a message to Anisa.

Messages that he constantly deletes and retypes because he always feels something is not right and is afraid will add to the problem again.

Iis sighed, seeming to sit at the side of his bed with a feeling of uneasiness erratically since this afternoon he came home from the house of Vishnu where he accidentally met with Anisa.

Unintentionally so involved with Anisa's problem with Ridwan, it feels really like a nightmare because the position of Iis who so impressed go awry.

Iis even still remembered the gaze and tone of voice of Anisa who seemed so hated by the presence of Iis there with Ridwan, who was, who seemed to think Iis like a very evil friend and could hit Anisa from behind.

Astarghfirullah...

Iis beristighfar.

No matter how Iis actually hopes for Ridwan's love, but to this day, Iis still tries to hold back because Iis does not want to be evil to Anisa.

In fact, if Ridwan who first approached Iis, then Anisa still expects Ridwan, Iis also will not be able to accept, however Iis wants to do it.

Although it is not a sin for Iis if he accepts Ridwan's love because he has not been engaged in marriage with Anisa, it is still wrong for Iis.

Anisa is a friend who Iis has also considered as her sister, just as Anisa said that she considers Iis not only a friend but also a brother.

Yep...

Sib.

Iis really knows the meaning of the brother is very close, where it is impossible for him to do things that will hurt the relationship as well.

No. gabe...

Of course it's impossible.

Iis knows herself enough, and she is a woman who respects other women very much, respecting the rights of other women. Especially if the other woman is Anisa.

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