Ustadz Ridwan's Dream

122. Not Dreams

Anisa had just finished praying, when she heard her phone beep beep sound, indicating there was a new message coming in.

Anisa got up from her position, folded the prayer mats, then she seemed to reach her phone on the bed.

It appears on the screen writing some new messages have been entered from Iis, Iis,

Anisa sighed, put her hp for a moment to release the face and fold it first, only after that Anisa sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed her cellphone again.

Recalling Anisa when she first saw Iis in the living room sitting with Ridwan, where Anisa seemed to have over-acted on Iis.

Yes, jealousy and also surprise make Anisa behave so colloquial and as if immature at all, Anisa really feels so ashamed of Iis.

Anisa then opened the message Iis, read it well Iis tang message sent to her,

Nisa, believe me, me and Mr. Ridwan have nothing to do. We are fellow teachers at the same school. Joining me to where you are today is purely just a coincidence. Sorry if what happened then made you misunderstand.

Now Anisa's eyes look glassy again, she knows once if Iis is a very good girl, he had also known Iis for a long time and as long as they knew it, Anisa never once felt hurt Iis.

Maybe even, Anisa seems to be the one who sometimes does not do good to Iis, can not keep talking to Iis, including when they met this afternoon.

Anisa finally with a slightly trembling hand due to such great guilt ended up typing a reply for Iis.

Yes Iis, I really should be the one who apologized, for being so childish and definitely so embarrassing. Once again I'm sorry Iis, I should know myself that I have no right to be jealous of Iis. If after all Iis turns out to be with Mas Ridwan, actually Anisa also has no right to be a barrier.

Anisa's first reply sent to Iis, wishing Anisa's heart so that Iis could read it.

Then, Anisa typed in a second reply message,

As Mas Ridwan said, maybe this is the way that is in our destiny line. We were not created to be fools. Honestly this is hard for me Is, but anyway it is not another option for me other than having to study sincerely.

Anisa sighed, one clear point darted down and began to wet Anisa's cheeks again which were white.

InshaAllah, I will begin to learn to open myself to Mas Vishnu, Iis. He's a good man, I know that. Maybe I just need some time to be able to really accept it in my life in a really special position. Pray that I can learn to be more mature from now on, I am very comfortable here, if it is true that marriage will make me able to live here more comfortably, I will truly open myself to Mas Vishnu.

And the third message Anisa finished in the type and then sent it to Iis.

Anisa will just put her cellphone on the bed again, while suddenly a sound on her phone that indicates there is a new message coming back.

A reply from Iis.

Anisa, I'm so glad I read your message. Thank goodness Anisa, I'm so relieved. When will we meet and we can talk to each other again.

Anisa who read Iis reply suddenly so longed for the moment of togetherness with Iis, when they used to eat meatballs together, or Anisa participated in eating at Iis' house, sleeping at Iis's house, when sad to the house Iis, when happy also to the house Iis.

Yep...

Therefore Iis for Anisa is not just a friend and friend, but also like a brother.

With Iis, it feels like Anisa can be more comfortable, calmer, more treated like a brother.

Anisa is now even more sorry for her attitude towards Iis this afternoon.

Really, no longer want Anisa to make the same mistake, which will only make her hurt people who are really good and care about her, even though she has no blood relation at all with Anisa.

Yes Iis, later hopefully we can have time to meet and gather again. Once again forgive my childish attitude.

And just as Anisa was sending the message, a knock on the room door sounded.

Anisa who was sure it was Vishnu finally put her cellphone on the bed, and Anisa herself rushed to the door of the room.

Opened the door of his room and right there stood Vishnu who carried a tray with a dinner menu that seemed to have been warmed.

Anisa so smiled seeing all that Vishnu had done.

"Thank you,"

Said Anisa receiving her dinner tray.

Vishnu nodded.

"Repend yes, so as not to catch a cold."

Vishnu.

Anisa nodded, though,

"Yes, I'll spend it, don't worry, I'll try not to let you down again Nu."

Anisa.

Vishnu was momentarily stunned, hearing Anisa's sentence just now made his heart suddenly tremble.

Anisa who did not want Vishnu to ask about anything else then hurriedly said good night, and entered the room.

Vishnu stared at the door of Anisa's closed room, the cleavage of a smile seemed to develop on his lips.

Am I dreaming?

Inner Vishnu later.

(Not Nu, wong the title of the dream ustadz Ridwan means not the dream of Vishnu.)

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