Ustadz Ridwan's Dream

14. Male Principle

"Wan, it's in the cottage right now there's a study if the night for the general public, you don't want to attend?"

Ask Mbak Wening while putting the button on Ajeng school uniform that came off.

They sat in the front bale of the house after Isya prayers.

"If you are lazy to walk, use the bike Mbak Wening, go with the children here, a lot of who like to attend school at the cottage."

Said Mr. Wening again.

The breeze of the night wind felt blowing from the direction of the rice field that stretched wide across the house Ridwan.

The sound of night insects was heard blowing in the wind, as if twitching with the sound of frogs.

"Yes, Ridwan will try to attend."

Ridwan.

Ma'am Wening nodded with a smile.

"You mean when did you start teaching Wan?"

Ask Ma'am Wening.

"God's Insha early next week."

Answer Ridwan.

Mbak Wening put the Ajeng uniform that has been completed with new buttons.

"Finally your ideals will soon be achieved Wan, become a teacher."

Mbak Wening said.

"Remember, Alhamdulillah."

Ridwan smiled as he nodded.

"Will..."

Call me Wening.

"What do you think, Teacher Iis?"

Ask Ma'am Wening, please,

"How is it Ma'am?"

Ridwan looked at Mbak Wening, who from his smile Ridwan understood the purpose of the question Mbak Wening suddenly discussed about Bu Guru Istikomah.

Ridwan then looked at the expanse of rice fields across there.

"Well, he's a good and wonderful person."

Answer Ridwan.

Ma'am Wening agrees,

"It seems, if he is made a wife, he will also be a solihah wife, right Wan?"

Asked as soon as Ridwan nodded calmly,

"The man who marries her will be very lucky."

Said Ridwan at last.

Ma'am Wening sighed.

"May the lucky man be you Wan."

Said Mbak Wening.

Ridwan heard it so he laughed.

"Mbak Wening, why even discuss Miss Teacher Iis."

Ridwan.

"Yes, you have become a teacher in a moment, even will be ustadz in our region, it seems that if it is so, soon you will be able to think of marriage as well as women, he said, and of course to be your best companion is a woman like Miss Master Iis, a good figure, simple and also the same as you become a teacher."

Ridwan who heard Mbak Wening's words again chuckled.

"Sir, it seems to think about my marriage is still not, it feels like I want to succeed first, I want to make Mom happy first, and Madam Wening and Ajeng also of course. My first priority is for you guys for now, not to think about marriage."

"But one day you still have to think about Wan."

"Of course Ma'am, one of my dreams is obviously to have a sad, mawadah, warrohmah household. Where there I shall have a righteous wife and also righteous children."

"However, to achieve all that, I as a man of course have to be ready everything, Mbak, must be mentally ready, financially ready, ready for responsibility, ready for science. Although indeed, God has promised sufficiency for us humans who want to marry, but not necessarily we humans do not try to prepare ourselves."

Ma'am Wening seemed to nod his head, though,

"At least I have to make sure myself first, if I have been able to provide a board food for the wife, because it is her main need and can not be delayed. Although, the standard should not be sandang is expensive branded clothing, food also does not have to be side dishes of meat every day, or the board is its own home."

Ma'am Wening nodded in agreement, as a woman, she indeed felt the weight of the household when really the husband went from zero.

When it comes to eating alone, parents who have to think about it, it is very uncomfortable.

In fact, the household is not just making a relationship halal and can have sex without fear of sin anymore.

Houses also need a strong foundation, and men are the main key, because he will be the priest in the family.

"If a man has not been able, but he already has a desire for a woman, then our religion provides a solution by fasting. I think that instead of getting married just for bed, it's better to be put off and fast."

Ridwan.

"After all, the one we married the daughter of a father who since she was a child struggled wholeheartedly to meet the needs of her child, so in my opinion, it is, when we cannot meet the needs of a wife as she was a girl, we are men who betray the trust of our wife's father."

"Yes, you're right Wan, that it's hard for a woman to get married but her husband hasn't really prepared everything."

Ma'am Wening.

Ridwan.

"The sin of not getting married is not well established, but yes it would be better not, if we men prepare everything as well as possible, that if indeed want to build a quality household."

"Yes anyway Maak as a sister can only help Wan pray."

Says Mbak Wening, .

"I have a lot of dreams, it feels like I want to really be able to make everything happen, even renovating this house, I really want to be able to Mommy."

Said Ridwan who saw the terrace floor of his house which actually had to be cemented again.

Not to mention thinking about a lot of wood roofs that have been a lot of porous and must be replaced immediately.

Ah anyway very many dreams Ridwan to fight for.

"Mom... Mum..."

Suddenly Ajeng's voice came from inside, and before long Ajeng, the little girl looked up from the door.

"Mother, you're sleepy."

The word Ajeng spoiled.

Ajeng, the child is sometimes still like a baby, which when sleeping must be accompanied by his mother..

Wening finally stood up from his seat,

"Yes, this is Mommy's also going to rest, you're not resting Wan?"

Ask Mbak Wening to Ridwan.

"Sweep Ma'am, it'll be soon."

Javan Ridwan's.

"Uncle bubu to Uncle, it's night, it'll catch a cold."

Ajeng.

Ridwan chuckled to hear his nephew speak while his eyes were already heavily sleepy.

Ma'am Wening stepped towards the door and embraced Ajeng in, holding her back,

Ridwan sighed, the night sky looks quite quiet with a small scythe decoration and also a few stars.

It looks like it's going to rain again tonight, maybe midnight, or maybe early in the morning.

Ridwan suddenly remembered the figure of Anisa, the beautiful girl, who had stolen his heart for many years.

Yes, of course, especially if the woman who wants Ridwan to marry is the son of a rich father, at least Ridwan certainly must provide minimal comfort, can get close to what the woman used to enjoy in her home when young.

Ridwan continued to look up at the sky that night in his solitude now, and...

"Anisa, when will we be reunited?"

Appears the question in the mind of Ridwan, followed by a typical Ridwan smile.

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