Ustadz Ridwan's Dream

24. Heartspour

"Who is the teacher?"

Ask Pak Haji Syamsul to Maak Faizah while Mbak Faizah ask permission to his father to use the empty room next to the garage of the house to later become a place to teach Holy child and also some friends who want to participate in teaching as well when Suci tells them in group chat.

Yes, children today are certainly no stranger to sharing information with their friends through chat applications on their mobile phones.

"Ridwan, his sister Mbak Wening, Bah."

Reply Ma'am Faizah.

Anisa who happened to be passing through the room where her Abah and her brother were chatting seemed to gasp at the name of Ridwan called.

Anisa also turned her head and it made Haji Syamsul look at her son.

Realizing that Abah was looking at him, Anisa immediately pretended to accelerate her steps towards the room, she just took warm tea water mixed with lemon slices made by Mbok Rat.

Pak Haji Syamsul sighed, then looked back at Ma'am Faizah.

"Are there no other teachers?"

Ask Pak Haji Syamsul later.

"Lho Abah would know the Holy One who from since Mr. Ustadz Saleh stopped looking for a new teacher was difficult, again not willing, but when Mbak Wening's sister came here, she said, he wants Bah."

Ma'am Faizah.

"What's the reason?"

Ask Haji Syamsul.

"Holy Lord said it must not be fierce, like Ustadz Saleh who if teaching painstakingly and not like anger."

Mbak Faizah.

Pak Haji Syamsul sighed again.

Mbok Rat appears to appear from behind carrying a cup of tea for Pak Haji Syamsul and also one plate fried bananas and know his favorite.

"How much is the payment?"

Ask Haji Syamsul.

"Tek make like a payment Mbak Wening, Bah. The difference if Mbak Wening right because leaving every day will be paid every Saturday, if Ustadz Ridwan will be paid once a month because one week only twice meetings, Monday and Thursday."

The Bright Maid Faizah.

"Wening is how much to pay? Still a million two hundred?"

Ask Mr. Haji Syamsul who did not take care of the salary of the workers in his house because usually it is his wife's business during life and once his Wife died, everything in the house was taken over by Ma'am Faizah, while in the store it was handed over to Anisa.

Mr. Haji Syamsul himself received clean, he went to the store now not every day, if he went to the store like today, Pak Haji Syamsul will usually only busy himself counting money.

"Yo wis, it's up to you."

Said Pak Haji Syamsul later.

Ma'am Faizah smiled.

"Oh yes Zah, tomorrow Abah wants to go to the Cape in Brebes three days."

Mr. Haji Syamsul.

"Lho's nopo Bah?"

Ask Ma'am Faizah.

"That's Uncle Warsito, open another mas store branch, just want Abah to come, he said."

"Oh, Uncle Warsito was a success, and Bah was a pilot's son-in-law."

Ma'am Faizah.

Haji Syamsul nodded his head.

"Yes her daughters podo manut, different from her son Abah, find a husband as she pleases."

Mr. Haji Syamsul said making Ma'am Faizah immediately pretended to frown.

Pak Haji Syamsul.

"Lho yes no indignation to, reality. You were told to marry the son of Abah's friend who works at Pertamina did not want, now Anisa also seems to be following your footsteps."

Said Pak Haji Syamsul who then took a cup of tea that was just served Mbok Rat.

"If I had known at that time that Abah's friend's son actually had a boyfriend Bah, I was afraid to marry a man who actually had a boyfriend,"

Ma'am Faizah reasoned.

"Here, opo girlfriends, relationships aren't halal so what to think."

Pak Haji Syamsul sipped his tea wedang.

"Yo is not a matter of halal and haram relationship Bah, it is a matter of heart, if for example the man is very dear to his girlfriend yo free married with Faizah also later to his Faizah so not sincere."

Ma'am Faizah.

"Trus is your brother piye? Tell him if for example later married not with Vishnu can-can life mblangsak."

Haji Syamsul said again.

Ma'am Faizah who this time sighed, he remembered this morning the storm of Vishnu's problem with Anisa.

"Don't know Bah, he did not know who else liked who until he was once spoken to about his match with Vishnu."

"Hmm basic stubborn child, but let it be, later Abah will still force her to marry Vishnu, because only Vishnu can accompany Anisa take care of the store."

Said Mr. Haji Syamsul.

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[Why do parents always tend to be selfish huh Is?]

Write Anisa in a short message that she sent via the chat application on her best friend Iis.

[Egois why Nis?]

Reply Iis.

[He likes to be pushy, both opinions and decisions]

[We must not actually think badly of our parents, because as we know, if we can never see the contents of the real human heart]

[But we can see from what they say and impose on us Is]

Anisa seemed to insist.

[Yes we can see the attitude and also the words of other humans, but if the intention is we do not know Nisa. We can only see the sea from the surface, where we can only see the waves, but we do not know in there it turns out that there are so many that can be used for human needs. The heart is so, even more complicated]

[Then what do you think when our parents demean the man we like because of social status alone?]

[Unacquainted with Nisa's love, it may not be a demeaning intention, but because of fear that her child will live a difficult life, then the parents want their child to get a candidate who is materially clear. Yes, whatever it is Nis, just take it to your parents]

[But happiness doesn't always have to be from matter does it?]

[Yes, but the most important parents do not want their children to be difficult Nisa, especially if the position is like you, which is clear from childhood never lived hard, especially if the child is difficult, fear that if you can get a husband who can not provide a living like your parents, you will be nuzus, it will also be dangerous Nisa, except... you really can be intent because God chose a husband who is not worth your parents.]

Write it at length.

Anisa sighed reading Iis's writing.

[If you are ready to wash your clothes by hand please, if you are sincere in cooking and eating potluck please, please, if you are really able to devote yourself in the house with the income of a makeshift husband is also okay, please. In essence, it is better if women do not matre, but the word matre here is that exceeds the ability of parents, it is in my opinion Nisa. Suppose you used to enjoy life from parents with the position of having a gold shop, then you want to find one that has a gold factory, that's an exaggeration. But if it is still balanced, I think it is to minimize later you will complain a lot when you are married. Although the note, if you can really intend because God chose a man who is economically lacking but he sholeh, then please]

[So, for example, I already have a choice and I can intend it all because of God while the choice of parents is different, I am not necessarily labeled an ungodly child right Is?]

[Tell Nisa well, if it is well presented, accompanied by prayer, and do not be prejudiced to parents, inshaAllah is Allah Who is All-Reversing]

Write Iis.

Anisa stared at the rain outside from behind the glass window of the room in front of her study desk which she now uses to check the bookkeeping while enjoying tea wedang while chatting with her best friend Iis.

Hhh... Anisa sighed, thinking her Abah would be as angry as if Anisa remained against her matchmaking and instead chose Ridwan alone.

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