
Farewell will mean more about the meaning of the meeting. Failure is God's way of waiting for better than Him.
The failure of my marriage with Mas Genta certainly leaves disappointment that ends up being a fear in this self.
I hesitate to start a new story. Although I know that the man who is currently dealing with my Uncle and Grandfather must be different from the figure of the man who had been my Husband a long time ago.
Who would have thought, two months after Mas Genta's return to Indonesia and also the divorce papers that have been in my hands.
Comes a very unexpected figure, conveying his intention to marry me.
This honest heart was so important with his courage to face and convey his true intentions to my Uncle and Grandpa.
Is he the one who will give happiness also love sorrow in marriage, and become the captain of my real household ship?
Not showing the man a very charismatic figure can also be said to be a dream husband.
But deep down in this heart there is still a sense of worry and fear of the failure of marriage that may happen again.
God still gives me time...
Today I am still awake because God is still giving me time in the world, giving me time to wash away my sins by doing good.
But will if I receive this proposal of the man before me, I can be a good wife? The wife who will get ridho of her husband?
Considering the failure in the marriage I've experienced before.
Although I know that failure is not entirely my fault, but a little bit of myself is also the cause of the failure of my marriage with Mas Genta.
"I hope you can consider this. Maybe I can't promise you happiness, but I will try to create that happiness with you."
His eyes gently looked at me with his touching words creating a warm thump within.
Honestly there is no love for this man in front of me, but of course there is admiration for his figure.
But it is not enough to make themselves open their hearts to him. Moreover, there is a speck of fear of failure in the heart. Could this be trauma?
I don't know, for sure I don't want to make his sincerity as an outlet for the failures I've experienced.
Oh Allah...
Today and in the future, I want whatever is on his mind, whoever is in his heart, and whatever step he takes, his blessing. I want him to be happy as he should.
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No, seriously ...
This can only be up if more than 500 characters. The problem is that this story also ended in a pink field. Just because a lot of temenยฒ who asked up here, so I up deh in NT.
And now so confused yourself because the policy here can not be up if less than 500 characters. Though the prefix ep season II is not too long, so sorry if I'm not important this. Let can qualify hehe ๐