The Sweetest Feeling's

Letter From Mother

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"Nania, I just want to say that I feel sorry for what happened to you. I didn't expect at all if what you've been doing so far had a very bad impact." Nania reads the first paragraph of the letter that Daryl delivered, which Mirna kept.

"Mom realized, everything you're going through is purely Mom's fault. Although at first I denied it, but now I'm completely conscious." Nania paused for a moment to catch her breath and neutralize the tightness in the chest that began to spread.

"Although maybe this regret that I feel is too late, but I want to tell you. And I'm sorry for everything."

"I'm sorry for failing to stick with your father. Sorry you lost your family. Sorry for ignoring you, hurting you and forcing you to do what you were supposed to do all along. And I'm sorry for giving up responsibilities you shouldn't have accepted."

Nania fell silent after the letter she read. He stared at the paper inscribed with his mother's hand with an erratic feeling. 

Either sad, relieved or how. For sure he cannot define it clearly. Because all the flavors had piled into one filled his chest cavity. Makes her feel sick and claustrophobic at the same time.

While Daryl was also just speechless nearby without being able to do anything. He remembered the reaction that would arise if he did something.

Nania folded the paper and put it back in the envelope. Then he put it in the nightstand drawer next to the bed. After that pull the blanket while laying down his body as usual.

"I'm sleepy" he said, hiding his head, and he tried not to react again.

Daryl frowned. This was even more astonishing than what should have happened. Nania should have reacted, whether it was angry or sad. But his silence just makes Daryl feel this is not okay.

The man leaned towards Nania and saw her more clearly. But he closed his eyes so tightly.

"Miss?" Daryl whispers. "Are you okay?" Then he asked.

Nania replied with a nod of her head without turning her head or at least opening her eyes. And that scared Daryl even more.

"God believes so much in me that I give you the ordeal of kayak gini? Can I get through everything?" Then he muttered.

Daryl did not give any answer, but then he went to lie down and hugged Nania's small body from behind.

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Daryl's attention switches when his tail catches a move from the outside that turns out to be Regan.

His subordinate arrived on Saturday morning as usual, when Nania had also finished her weekend cooking activities. While he was still watching her from the direction of the sofa in the middle of the room.

"Good morning, sir?" greet Regan to him.

"Morning." Daryl answered without coming to him 

"I've also been working on Siaapp!" Apparently Anandita had just arrived, and she immediately ran to her uncle's house.

"Beware, will it fall again?" Regan muttered and he went in and cleaned up the things that had to be brought.

"Ish, Om, pay attention to me, thank you." And the girl answered him with a little joking typical of teenagers, while Regan just rolled her eyes.

"The cook's aunt is very early in the morning, is this hour already in order?" Then he turns to Nania while Regan breezes out moving food and all sorts of things into a parked car in front of the house.

"Yes." Yeah."

"That means after this go straight away?"

Nania nodded her head.

"But Aunt can't leave yet?" The girl glanced at her uncle who was silently listening to their conversation, to which Nania replied with a sledgehammer.

"Well, the kids are on nanyain."

"Greet me, and I'm sorry I haven't been there yet" said Nania, who assured me that nothing is forgotten at all.

"Yes already." The girl prepares to leave when Regan returns to retrieve the item a second time.

"Go first, huh?" pamitnya, and Nania nodded again.

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"The atmosphere in Om Der's house is now so bad huh?" Anandita started the conversation on their way to the house of reading.

"Not feeling it? I feel like once a week. I go there almost every day. The house is a little cold." The girl shuddered a little.

"It's none of my business." Then Regan answered while scooping her shoulders.

"Well, isn't it Om's business? Everyone who cooperates Opa it on knows how." Anandita leaned forward where the driver and his uncle's subordinates were.

"Just know it, and don't make it an affair if there's no order." The man replied again.

"I don't know the same adults. The way he thinks is complicated." He leaned back on his chair.

Regan chuckles. "As if you're not going to grow up, Ann?" he said, who glanced at the girl through the rearview mirror.

"I don't want to be a complicated adult. Weighing in peace why the hell? Time all things to be in trouble? Has everyone ever done anything wrong?" Anandita answered.

"It's not that simple, Ann."

"Yes, I think it's simple. When someone does something wrong, sorry. What's the trouble anyway?"

Regan shook her head while laughing.

"Why is Om laughing? Is something funny?" 

"Sometimes you will feel it for yourself. If I explain it now it's kind of hard to understand."

"Times?"

"Seriously."

"Yes, that's because Om is ribet."

Regan rolled her eyes again.

"What the hell was Om from earlier that was just that?"

"No." Then Regan turned the car towards the reading house that day was crowded because the children who wanted to learn.

"Yeahyyy! The more come! Asiiikk!" The girl with her usual reaction, made Regan shake her head.

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"Nenice?" Daryl called when he couldn't find his wife at home.

The man looked around the area but Nania was nowhere. Green house is quiet especially sports room. And the park where he usually spends his time seems deserted.

Then Daryl remembered the forest in the back area, and that's where he ran. Although then he stopped when it turned out that Nania was also on her way home.

Nania was shocked while she felt relieved. In his mind had crossed bad things and he could not feel ordinary. Especially after a lot of things have happened lately.

"I'm .. I just saw Sunny, Daddy." Nania precedes the talk before the man asks.

The fear is still disturbing even though she is now getting used to her husband's existence again.

"Yes, I know." Daryl stopped the move just as Nania also stopped.

"So, come on, let's go home? You haven't taken your medicine." Then he extended his hand.

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Connect ...

Sorry gaess today was so late. Understandably, Mother again has work, so a little disturbing writing activities. But will keep mom trying to up kok.

Thanks for always waiting for this novel, you are the best.

Alopyu sekebon😘😘