The Sweetest Feeling's

Emotion

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Nania woke up early in the morning. Deliberately, she decides to recover in hopes that her husband will come home on the seventh day after the events that took the life of their future child.

Although it looks like the man still does not show his nose, or at least send a message via a mobile phone that makes it easier for them to communicate.

Only Regan comes every day to give word and takes also handing over the duties from the school to her.

"Where is the house reading?" Nania entered the cooking area for the first time in a week.

"Good." Regan was standing by the door. As usual he did not dare to go deeper because there was no one else but them in that place.

"Maybe for a few weeks I can't provide food for the kids. Would you please arrange it? I also told Lisa to let her handle it."

"Don't worry, they already understand how to." 

"Will I transfer the money to you?"

Regan nodded her head.

"Yes, if you want to go please. Thank you." Thank you."

Regan nodded again, and she almost left when Nania called out to her again.

"Regan?"

"Yes?" He broke his intention.

"I'm sorry it's hard on you." 

"It's okay, it's a job risk. But next time please don't just follow your emotions so as not to have this effect." The man said.

Now Nania nodded her head.

"There again?" Regan's waiting.

"Have you been hit?" Doubtful, but Nania wanted to ask about this from the first day she realized, that there were some people who might have been threatened in the Nikolai group due to her carelessness.

"No." answered Regan.

"Your friends?"

"Not really, don't worry."

Nania was silent again.

"But this is what we're more afraid of." The man continued his sentence.

"Why?"

"Because Mr. Daryl silenced a lot of people. Usually your husband will react strongly if something happens, but this silence worries us."

Nania looked tightly clenched her mouth.

"And for me it is better to be scolded or beaten than to be silenced like this." Regan chuckles.

"But maybe that's the way to solve the problem now. Instead of talking and acting a lot, it's better to be quiet to put a damper on the mess, isn't it?"

Nania remained silent.

"Well, if there's nothing else I say?" said Regan who was back preparing to leave.

"okay." Nania nodded and she chose to continue her intention of making food.

"Tante Nna!" But Anandita's voice interrupted a quiet morning, especially after the noise on her porch.

Nania immediately ran to see and she found her husband's niece and subordinates who were both falling on the floor.

"What's wrong?" He just stood in the doorway without daring to step his foot out.

Daryl's words the other day were still ringing in his ears, and it sounded quite frightening.

"Om Regan, don't you see the road?" Anandita got up while rubbing her sore buttocks from the impact with the patio floor when Regan couldn't reach her after they collided.

"You surprised me!" The man did the same. He even grimaced as he fell hard on the porch stairs to avoid a collision with Anandita.

"Eat him don't daydream! I don't see that big of me!" The girl answered again.

But Regan decided to let him babble instead of having to argue.

"His staff should be careful too, Ann." Nania interrupted the debate.

"Ah, Om Regannya who mostly daydream. Try it if not, won't it?" Anandita enters the house, while Regan rushes away.

"Would you like to go to the reading house?" Nania asked.

"Yes. Aunt Nna's leaving?" The girl asked back.

"It seems not before. You still haven't come home."

"Hmm ... still angry?" Anandita looked at her uncle's wife who now looked more tyrannical than ever. Of course, he knew what was happening within their family.

"Maybe."

"Okay, a kid keeps coming? Isn't it that being angry for more than three days is a sin? This has been a week. His sins are many times over."

Nania chuckled a little.

"Seriously, said my religious teacher."

"This is a different matter, you won't understand. Maybe it wasn't her anger, but something else that caused the anger itself."

"Accidentally, that time doesn't matter?"

"It's not that simple, Ann. For some people, accident means a fatal mistake. Especially for your om."

"Well, I don't know about adults. Always complicated and make dizzy" said Anandita.

"Who would I go with that?" Then the girl stepped out again.

"Who were you just here?"

"Sama Papa, but immediately go check the hotel first because later in the afternoon to the opening of the clinic is Aunt Kirana."

"Oh yeah?"

"Hu'um."

"Opa's driver?"

"No ah, I don't like to be talked to on the street."

"Where's arkhan?"

"I don't know, he said there was a tournament."

"What tournament?"

"Motor cross in Bogor."

"Then go with Regan."

"Emang Om Regan going to the reading house?"

"Yes, it's Saturday with his job there."

"Where is the Team going now?"

"Maybe go. Just now …."

"Om Regaaann! Wait akuuu!!" And soon the girl galloped out of the house screaming.

For a moment Nania was stunned in the doorway. His gaze was fixed on his house-in-law which sounded crowded. People have come as usual, and aren't they planning to attend Kirana's beauty clinic opening today?

And the wife of her sister-in-law had even invited her specifically on a video call last night while she was waiting for her husband's return. 

Although she replied that she might not be able to come because of her condition and Daryl who did not come home, Kirana still expected her arrival.

Nania slowly extended her legs to the terrace, but it was as if Daryl's voice was blaring in her ear making a threat. So he abandoned his intention to get out of the house.

His chest was pounding so hard and he felt so frightened that he rushed back to his room on the second floor.

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"Nenice?" Sofia's call blew away her daydream, and Nania immediately turned her head towards the open door of the room. While she was on the balcony of the room like the previous days while waiting for the return of her husband.

"Could we go to Kirana's clinic opening? Rania was there too." invite the in-laws followed by Dygta, her sister-in-law.

"If I don't go it's okay, right? Last night I had a video call with Kirana Kak." The woman answered.

"It's okay if we stay for a while?" Then he went into his son's room.

"It's okay, Ma. Just go away." Nania answered.

"If you need anything call Mima, Nur or Santi? Don't be alone." The woman ordered.

"Yes Ma."

"Then Mama's gone?" Sofia also said goodbye.

"Yes. Say hello to Kirana, right? I'm sorry I couldn't come."

"Yes, fine." The mother and son left immediately.

A few moments later, Nania's daydream was broken when she heard the sound of a car engine from her yard. 

Her face was sumringah as soon as she saw the Rubicon she recognized as belonging to her husband who stopped right in front of the terrace. 

The woman immediately ran downstairs to greet her husband with great pleasure. Even though he was scared too.

Nania stopped right in the doorway when Daryl arrived. And they were both stunned facing each other.

Nania took in as many breaths as she could to greet her husband, and she prepared to say something.

"I.Dadd …."

"You didn't go to the clinic opening?" Daryl went inside the house. No greeting, no stale base. He sat on the sofa in front of the television.

"Ng .. no."

"Why? They didn't take you? Or Kirana didn't invite you?" His voice sounded cold and flat, yet it felt a little scary.

"So Mama ngajak .. Kak Kirana also ngundang last night." Nania stood within one meter of the sofa.

"Why not go?"

The woman was stunned for a moment. He again recalled Daryl's words before leaving, threatening that if he stepped out he would not be able to return.

Although it applies to the problem with Mirna, but Nania feels her husband's words cover everything.

"Why not go?" Daryl repeated the question which made Nania feel surprised.

"It's okay, I just don't want to." Nania answered spontaneously.

Daryl stared at the television with an erratic feeling. On the other hand, she felt like hugging Nania to vent the longing that this week tormented her. But on the other hand he was still not satisfied to punish the woman for her carelessness.

"I'm hungry." He said after a while.

"La-hungry?"

"Hm …."

"Tu-wait a minute." Nania rushed to the dining table. 

He then opened the hood where some kind of food that he cooked a moment ago was placed. 

Lucky that day she cooked so that the arrival of her husband who came home with a hungry stomach was not in vain.

"The food is ready." Nania returned, and it made Daryl look up while frowning.

Why so fast? His inner.

They then moved to the dining table where everything was ready. And the rice on his plate is still even pumping hot steam.

A plate of chicken with small pieces of black spice and sesame-studded, a bowl of green vegetables and other side dishes became his meal that day. He certainly missed her too.

Nikolai Tower serves more luxurious food than this but it does not taste as wise as the cuisine of his wife. And the fact that he had gotten used to it made his heart feel so sad.

"Sit down, accompany me to eat" she said after Nania finished filling her plate.

The woman immediately complied and did the same for herself.

Nania felt her eyes twitch as she stared at the food. His head was dizzy and his stomach felt like it was being stirred. Sadness and deep sorrow still dominate causing impaired digestion. But she forced him to eat a little for the sake of her husband.

The atmosphere felt lonely and foreign. They both lowered their heads and focused on the food without anyone intending to start a conversation. In the beginning, this togetherness always goes on warmly and pleasantly.

Nania occasionally glanced at her husband who was busy with his food, while she just stirred up the contents of the plate without intending to spend it.

"I .. have decided." Then he made a statement that made Daryl stop eating for a moment.

The man looked up and with a cautious look he waited for Nania to continue saying.

"I want to go online" continued Nania who made Daryl grunt softly with relief.

She thought she would say something else that might make her foggy.

"Why?" Daryl continued his eating.

"It's okay. Just want to stay home." Nania answered

Daryl finished the rest of his meal and then he gulped his water down to the toilet.

"Where do you think?" Nania tried to get an opinion.

"Whatever. Just do what you want." replied Daryl then he moved on.

Nania felt her throat choking, and she knew what the man meant.

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Nania ventured into their room after a while. And she found Daryl dressed in front of her dresser.

"I'm going to the clinic opening. Maybe home at night." The man grabbed the shirt he chose.

"You ... will go home?" And Nania approached so that their distance was only half a meter.

"Maybe." replied Daryl while wearing a shirt after spraying his fragrances and deodorants. 

At first glance she glanced at the baby care products on the dressing table that Nania often used for her, and it restored the bad memories of the forced pregnancy to let go.

He snorted loudly.

The man began trying to link the buttons to his hole even though in the end he again forgot how to do it. Again his brain did not respond when Daryl tried for the second time.

"Why this? Yesterday I could." He muttered.

Nania is getting closer and she understands what Daryl is going through.

"Ah, shit!" The man managed to link to one of them even in quite a long time. 

Then he tried on the next button, and the same thing Daryl experienced. This became difficult as he began to feel annoyed and quickly his emotions doubled.

"Damn this!" He muttered again.

"I help …." Nania then went ahead and without much word she festive shirt stuck to her husband's body.

"No, I can." But Daryl refused.

Nania continued to do what she used to do even though the man repeatedly expressed rejection.

"Stop, Nania. I can do it myself!" Daryl refused it.

"It's okay, let me …."

"Stop! I can do it myself I said! What's wrong with you? Why do you always think someone needs your help? You want to be a hero?" The man shouted while throwing both hands of Nania who was trying to button her shirt. 

"I ... just want to help …."

"What's wrong with you?" Emotionally, Daryl vented his anger at the things on the dresser.

Items fell on the floor and were mostly broken because the perfume bottles were made of glass.  

The woman dragged where she stood especially when Daryl threw a kick at what was in front of her. 

"Damn you Nania!!" His shout was now firmer and his fist even landed on the mirror so that it broke instantly. Along with Nania's scream that echoed in the air.

"You're gonna test me like this, huh? Satisfied?!" He shouted right in front of his face before finally leaving.

And Nania could hear her husband kicking some stuff outside their room before he collapsed on the floor with a trembling body.

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