The Sweetest Feeling's

The Sorrow of Nania

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"Non don't you think I keep dong?" Mima sat on the floor, while Nania fell on her bed.

It had been three days since her return from the hospital and the woman did not want to come down from her room.

He just got up to take a shower and went back to bed, ignoring everything else.

"My husband hasn't come home yet?" Nania with her voice.

"Not yet."

"Yes, I want to sleep again, Ma'am" he said which made Mima pat her face.

"Don't Non! Eat first. From yesterday not eating? Not hungry what?"

"No, Ma'am. I'm males. I told you not to bring any more food. I'll make it myself if the laper." Nania answered.

"But from yesterday, did not make it?"

"Because I'm not hungry."

"Forced, Non."

"No way, I'll vomit. Tired, Ma'am."

"That stomach acid must be crumpled because Non does not eat?"

"I'm not hungry."

Mima looked to be breathing heavily.

"Udah, there if you want to work. I'm okay." Nania bent her body like a baby, and she even hugged her legs tightly as if she was taking refuge from whatever she was currently feeling.

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"Daryl still didn't come home?" They gathered in the dining room. 

Darren and Kirana decide to stay behind in order to monitor the progress of the brother's problems that they can't just ignore.

"He's still in Nikolai Tower." Darren was always the first to get word of his brother. Who else if not Regan? Which he sent to guard Daryl and prevent him from doing anything bad.

"Only with Regan?" Sofia immediately asked.

"Who else is it?" 

"Thank God." Everyone was relieved. 

"Mima called Nania?" Then he again asked when his housekeeper came back from behind.

"Non Nania can't go down yet, ma'am. He said first." The woman answered.

"Oh, jeez! Yes, we ate first. Will you bring more food for Nania huh? The one that wasn't eaten last night, was it? Maybe he'll eat today." Sofia started her breakfast.

"Non Nania's word doesn't need to be between meals. Later if hungry to make it yourself, ma'am." replied Mima again who had made his employer and son-in-law silent for a while.

"Oh, yeah. It's okay, maybe he wants to. Just give her what she needs, Mima."

"Good, Mom."

"Come on, we shouldn't be bothered with such a thing right? It is impossible for everyone to fall" said Sofia who continued their breakfast activities that day, although her mind could not ignore Nania.

"Let's see him again, dear." Satria started to make a sound. After recently had only become a listener in every conversation his family.

"Yes, but Nania always refused, right? He always said it was okay." Sofia answered.

"We know it's not okay."

"Yes, but what else? He wants that?" The woman removed her tablespoon on the plate which she had just partially absorbed. His appetite suddenly disappeared.

"I'll try, pih."

"Don't, Kirana. You're pregnant, so don't go into this." Sofia refused.

"It's okay Ma, who knows will make Nania recover a little. What we need to do is get mental first. She feels guilty and Daryl doesn't come home, does he?" Kirana answered.

"Huh ... So we're all wrong, right?" Sofia was twitching her temples when pain hit her head.

"Yes fine, it's up to you." Sofia finally gave up.

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They finally decide to enter the house where Nania lives. Nothing has changed, as usual. Because everything always seems to be neat. The items are in place and the furniture is always well arranged.

Moreover, the plants that fill every corner of the room that adds a calm impression to the place

"Nania keeps in the room huh?" Sofia also appeared afterwards. 

"Mama why come?" Darren reacts.

"Mama can't stay still, what if something happens to Nania?" Sofia walked ahead of them.

Then the three of them immediately headed to the top floor where the room was.

"Nothing is there? Is Nania leaving?" Sofia pushed the door of the room slightly open and found the room uninhabited.

"Cannot be. The guards in front must have stopped him, didn't Daryl have already banned him from leaving? Even his schoolmates who want to visit him are not allowed to come, right?" While Darren checked the other room.

"Yes, but …."

"Sttt!" Kirana hinted at her husband and in-laws to be quiet and then she sharpened her hearing.

He ventured to enter when his ears heard the sound of water running from the bathroom whose door was open.

"Nania is in the shower?" Sofia glanced at the digital clock above the nightstand which showed at eleven o'clock in the afternoon.

Kirana approached the room to clean up and stared into it. No one but a lighted shower leads into the bathtub.

The woman who was already large was closer and went in to check so she could see something in the bathtub.

And his eyes rounded for a moment when he found Nania lying there. Cowering to the side with water running down his body.

Immediately she turned off the shower and checked the channel stopper near Nania's leg which turned out to be open.

"Nenice?" Then Kirana touched her shoulder. But what happened was that he was stunned when he heard Nania talking alone and was unaware of their existence.

"Dad knows, I did something wrong." The woman touched the bathtub wall in front of her face.

"I let everyone down, especially my husband. He was angry, Dad." kstanya with a raucous voice.

And Kirana prevented Sofia from resuscitating her, then chose to let her continue to babble under such circumstances.

"I want to save the mother of Om Hendrik but instead lose my son. I was wrong, Dad?" he said, and he had not realized the whereabouts of his in-laws and in-laws in the room.

"I'm wrong, right?" The woman was silent for a moment.

"Daryl was right, and I kept getting it wrong. That's why he's angry. Everyone must also be angry because they can not keep my womb. Now I'm alone, Dad." He's starting to get so bad.

"Dad, I'm alone. Can you pick me up now, right? I'm not strong."

"Nania!!! What are you saying, son!" Sofia reacts by entering the bathtub. He immediately pulled Nania and hugged her.

"Don't talk like that!!" The woman was crying while checking her condition.

"Mania!!" She then shook her body and Nania kept crying.

"Oh, my God!!" Sofia clasped him back and rubbed her back.

"You're never alone, you know? We were always in this house and never left you. Already!!"

Look, after what I did they're still going to see me. Inner Nania, and it made her feel even more guilty.

He did not dare to look at the faces of his in-laws or the two people behind.

"How guilty you are, we'll stay. We will stay with you as long as you change. So, rise Nania! It can't be like this!"

Nania was bowed deeper and her crying voice grew heartbreaking.

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