The Pain sacrificed

the cold man apologized

Sarah has gone through a difficult period, now the child has been declared cured, Sarah is preparing to go to her office. He looked at his face in the mirror looking at every side of him and struggling with his thoughts, he felt very sorry for himself.

"i've missed that difficult time, there's nothing more difficult than losing cleo, I'm going to get through whatever it is"

Sarah breathed in rough air and left for work.

When she had just arrived at the office lobby everyone was staring at sarah coldly, Sarah was a little confused by their gazes but she tried not to make herself burdened by thinking unimportant things.

"the way I want to talk to you!" said Mr. Chen from behind made Sarah surprised and looked back.

Mr. Chen passed through sarah and took her to a slightly quiet hallway. Feeling that something was strange, Sarah nervously asked.

"what's wrong sir?" while playing his fingers

"i want you to be honest with me" said Mr. Chen with a serious face

"what do you do every time Jungkook asks you to go to his room" continued mr chen

Sarah was silent a thousand languages, she looked at mr. chen wistfully, how should he tell about his agreement and jungkook yanh feels right2 insulting himself.

"are you the lady he calls for, what every time he calls you you to sleep with him?" pak chen's question is intimidating

"i don't have any other choice sir" explained sarah a little depressed

"why sarah, what is your reason for choosing to do that" asked mr. chen limp.

"only then could she lend me the money for the cleo operation back then sir" sarah explained in a distressed voice.

"so he gave you those conditions"

"what should I do, reject it,? whereas I need the money as soon as possible so that cleo can be operated" cried sarahpun broke

"you know, the news is spread all over the office now, I'm afraid you'll be harassed by office people like 2 has been, employees who have nothing are always insulted, I'm afraid, but mr. Jungkook the powerful man will not dare insult him, I know I am not allowed to be angry because I can not help also at that time, but I feel disappointed sarah, he said, as a person who has considered you little sister I am disappointed, especially in myself who let it happen" leaving sarah alone in the hallway.

Sarah remained silent, she sighed while calming herself down.

" be calm sarah, you've had a harder time than this "monologist sarah tried to calm herself down.

At the same time the jungkook who had just arrived stopped in front of the door of his room staring at his secretary.

" please call sarah ask her in my room "jungkook orders but her secretary does not follow her orders as usual.

"what's up,,?" he looked coldly at his secretary

" the father has often called Sarah to the father's room, the news is now spread, the employees gossip at all times, please for now do not call sarah to meet the father first " said the secretary while looking fixed on jungkook's eyes

" the news is spreading? what news do you mean,?" ask jungkook

" pity Sarah sir, she must be going through a difficult time now, and the news about this I don't want to get to the ears of mr. kim" the intention of the jungkook secretary is her father.

Jungkook is silent, he does not dare to argue with the secretary because the secretary is his own father's envoy. Because he had an attitude against jungkook in a strict supervision by his father.

Some time has passed since the rumors circulated that Sarah is vulnerable to being sent messages that harass her. The woman did not even dare to leave her study because she was embarrassed. Jungkook who intends to apologize was hampered because of his secretary's warning.

Curiosity and regret enveloped the jungkook, he found out information about sarah with her power. Of course it does not take long personal information sarah can know.

"i have to see him now" he said, then walked out of his study.

Jungkook looked for sarah into the cafeteria and her eyes surrounded the cafeteria looking for the face that made her think for days.

"where is he,,?" his murmuring was small

Everyone who was there noticed it, as it was not usually the jungkook to that cafeteria. While still searching with his eyes he saw manager sarah talking to some people, he also approached mr. chen.

"where is sarah,?'' ask jungkook who is behind Pak chen's back

"what,,?" mr. chen looked towards him

"i asked where is sarah?" repeated again.

"maybe he's still in his room" without answering the jungkook a little run into the marketing workspace. The room was empty there was no one there, he only saw one table that he believed the table sarah because there was a photo of cleo yanb on display there. Unintentionally his eyes stared at the screen of Sarah's phone lit up because of the notification of a message. His eyes were glued to see some messages coming into Sarah's phone that contained abuse on her.

Instantly, Jungkook was surprised when he heard the sound of the door opening and turned towards him, his eyes fixed on the woman who opened the door while bowed.

"can we talk?" said jungkook who began to wake up after a long time staring at sarah.

Without answering sarah to her stool and making the jungkook slightly shifted from where she was standing earlier, sarah saw her cellphone that was still on directly turned her phone.

"please not now, I'll see you later tonight, now many employees are looking" while pretending to tidy up his desk.

Dumbfounded to hear Sarah's words "no longer about that I want to talk about" Jungkook said as he stared at Sarah's back.

"then,,?" sarah turned to look at the man in black.

"i," he said nervously because he was stared at by Sarah.

"i will give your salary intact this month, and you no longer need to do that for me" he explained

"why not the father really likes" said sarah in a voice full of emphasis.

"i knew I was wrong, and I didn't have any pity on you, I really thought you were the same as other women," trying to explain her regret well

"it's the same thing, what makes it different?" cut sarah

Jungkook was silent

"the guilt of my father will not change what has happened, because I already feel I have no self-esteem, so I am grateful for my salary that will be paid in full"

"why does my heart feel pain after hearing your words" Jungkook said after hearing what Sarah said, as if his pride was also in contempt.

"if that kind of thing makes you hurt, then what I feel every time I insulted you" said Sarah

"quite sarah, I've had enough regret with my actions, so please don't make me have trouble confronting you" Jungkook explained

"difficult. ?" said sarah with smirking lips.

"right, I had a really hard time dealing with you after we met at the hospital that time, but I wanted to see you and talk to each other honestly, I want to apologize to you sarah" he said

"no need to apologize sir, from there I also learned that there is nothing free in this world"

After what was said sarah they fell silent to each other, They seemed to have no more words to say.

"i have to go back, if you need anything please don't hesitate to ask me" said jungkook and then passed away to go out of the room.

Not long after a man returned to Sarah's room.

"it looks like our boss is done visiting" the man said with a grin.

"you can't just go into someone else's workroom" replied Sarah without looking back at him as if she was used to it when the man arrived.

"why,?". "what is possible because I'm a regular employee, and only that boss can be?" continued

Sarah took her breath slowly and exhaled violently "stop bothering me, aren't you tired, huh,? is this how your disappointment can go away? is it just this way that you forgive me ?" said sarah with a resigned tone

"i'm disappointed in you? for what, then,? there are a lot of women who are still beautiful compared to you out there" he said, chuckling.

"really,,? but your attitude shows something different" replied Sarah.

"a woman like you knows what someone's attitude is. Your face alone shows a plain and nice woman, but it turns out a cheap woman who has children outside of marriage"

The man's words were able to make Sarah unable to dwell, the reason the man hated Sarah so much because he felt deceived by sarah. When Sarah just started her job in the office the man immediately put his heart on her. The man showed a lot of his effort to sarah and was always welcomed by sarah. But when the man began to express his feelings Sarah refused and told if he did not want to get married.

Disappointed and angry man peaked because he felt rejected in an unfriendly way, he was increasingly disappointed after learning Sarah had children outside marriage at a young age. That made him sure if he had misplaced his heart, but instead of staying away he tried to disturb Sarah in various ways.

"why is my speech silent, right?" he said with a mocking tone.

"you're right, Chris, I did have a child outside of marriage, I never lied or hid it, and all you have to know is that I rejected you is not because I didn't want to get married, but because I know people like you will never accept my son or my past" Sarah replied with reddened eyes.

"i have children not from the results of going here and there, I'm in love, and I don't regret giving birth to my child, this action is not true, but it has happened, I'm trying to improve myself" continued sarah.

The man simply fell silent and shook his cynical smile at Sarah's words.

"you know that attitude and nature are different, I didn't know that when I first saw your face, I thought you were an honest man, but you weren't. It turns out that you're just being nice to like someone and it's really bad to hate" she continued, making the man's smile slowly fade.