The Pain sacrificed

jungkook decision

In the dark jungkook saw his brother crying bitterly. The man was silent in the darkness, he heard all the words of sarah and yoongi from the beginning. 'what happened?' inner jungkook clenched his hands while cupping his chin tightly.

Can not do anything he just remained silent to pay attention to yoongi, until finally yoongi left the place. Jungkook stepped on the spot where yoongi and sarah had a chance to talk, the shadow when yoongi kissed sarah made him feel claustrophobic. 'so yoongi is cleo's father?' inwardly, he looked up at the balcony of sarah's apartment from below 'why don't you tell me the truth?'' jungkook.

The man then left without anyone knowing his presence there. He drove his car quickly full of anger, until his focus was gone he almost hit the butt of another car that was pulled over.

''siaaalll!!'' he said while hitting the wheel of his car ''sialll, why do I feel like I can't take it this way?'' jungkook gets upset with her, which is why she gets so upset between these relationships. Until finally he decided to turn back his car and chase after yoongi. But instead he saw the yoongi car parked on the side of the road, he stopped his car and went out looking for yoongi. Jungkook initially thought that Yoongi was in a tavern, but while searching he did not find his brother. Jungkook also tried to pay attention in the yoongi car, how surprised he saw yoongi was asleep with a drink bottle in his hand.

''I'm not opening the door!'' call jungkook while trying to open the locked door of yoongi car.

''sister yoongi.!!'' yelled jungkook while hitting his car glass.

The half-conscious Yoon-gi slightly opened her eyes, she saw behind the door of the jungkook car knocking on the door of her car repeatedly. A little stagger yoongi opened his car and jungkook was directly into his car.

A little frantic jungkook rushed to take a yoongi drink and threw it away 'you shouldn't have a drink if you're going to drive'' Jungkook said. He also tried to move the yoongi body to the passenger seat next to him, then Jungkook put a seat belt on his brother ''I will take you home!'' Jungkook undoes his intention to discuss sarah because of her brother's unconscious condition.

Jungkook also drives a yoongi car to drive yoongi to his mother's house.

''jung!'' call yoongi while staring limp jungkook.''I love sarah very much, here it feels very painful''' yoongi patted his chest while crying, but lapse for a while he closed his eyes again.

Jungkook silently answered nothing, he knew if he answered yoongi would not remember it.

When he arrived at his mother's house, jungkook held yoongi to enter, as he was about to climb the stairs hani was surprised to see the unconscious yoongi ''astaga!, what happened?'' hani ran over and immediately joined yoongi's body.

''he's heavily drunk'' replied a short jungkook.

Hani and jungkook also lay the yoongi body on the mattress, hani swiftly release the yoongi shoes.

''what's wrong with him, Jung? why is he like this the end of this?'' while staring at yoongi hani asked jungkook.

''i also don't know'' jungkook lied to hani, even though he knows what makes yoongi become like that. Jungkook sighed slowly, ''I have to go home'' Jungkook said then turned around.

''jungkook!!'' hani shouted while following the jungkook who had gone down the stairs.

''what's up?''

''what is yoongi cheating on?'' hani asked in an interrogation tone.

''i don't know'' Jungkook replied a little annoyed.

''jungkook don't lie, I know you must know something until yoongi so this'' hani hold the jungkook arm.

''you must know why he is like this, and you also know why you can be in this unhealthy relationship''

''Why are you telephoning like this, tell me!'' hani said a little louder

''let me be clear!'' jungkook climbed one more rung to get closer to Hani You know forced marriages rarely end well, you know?'' jungkook raised a little of his eyebrows.

Hani was silent for a moment hearing that, ''we promised in the marriage pledge, it was a good start, I was just trying to bring the yoongi on our wedding road''

''you first started with a lie, how can you be so sure. Even when you see yoongi like this, your eyes already show that you're scared''

''I lied?, what do you mean?''

''yoongi accident nine years ago,? tell me how the chronology is!''

''i told you you're a liar'' Jungkook sneered at hani's answer, he seemed very sure if hani was the main culprit who hit yoongi nine years ago. Without waiting for any answer, Jungkook immediately left hani and left the house.

In the morning, Jungkook woke up because of the vibration of his phone that was beside him. He saw some missed calls from sarah and a message."I'm leaving now in a taxi"

Jungkook immediately prepared and met Sarah who was in a hall where they would get married later there.

''sorry too late'' said jungkook as he approached sarah and a person in charge of decorating the hall.

''how do you think, sir,?'' agent wo said.

''What do I think about?''

''would you like to make changes to the decor, please,? before the preparation day''

Jungkook looked at Sarah who was silent.

''can you leave us for a moment?'' said jungkook to agent wo, and made Sarah directly turn to him.

''what's up?'' sarah asked after noticing agent wo was moving away.

''do you want to make any changes to the decor?'' ask jungkook with a cold look.

''I don't think there is, you want to add something?''

''you don't look excited Sarah. Should we cancel this wedding?''

Jungkook's words made Sarah speechless, their eyes stared at each other long enough, sarah was confused by the jungkook question that arrived, and jungkook with a ragu feeling.

''what did you just say?'' sarah asked him to make sure what he heard was wrong.

''Shall we cancel?''

''k-you doubt?''

''no'' replied jungkook firmly

''then why?''

''I know you'll talk like this, so let me ask you clearly said jungkook and took his breath slowly while watching the surroundings so that no one would hear them ''I know our marriage is not our desire, we are just people who are confused with the way of life and choose to follow the destiny of God. You're pregnant with my son, so I want to take responsibility, and you agree. That?'' said jungkook while slightly raising his eyebrows.But what if one of us arrived to find his destination all along?'' continued.

''you found your life purpose?'' sarah asked with a confused look and a glared look.

''no, but you found your way back''

''a-what do you mean''

''until when are you going to hide about you and yoongi to me?''

Sarah remained silent, surprised to learn that Jungkook already knew about her and Yoongi.

''you intend to keep marrying me so that you can repay your heartache to Yoongi for leaving you, you intend to torture yoongi because you know he still loves you, and make him lose his child too?'' jungkook said slowly, but his gaze was furious and fiery.

''I can't hurt my brother like that, so let's cancel this marriage. And about this child, I was still his father, but I was also sure that Yoongi could take good care of him'' Without waiting for an answer from sarah, jungkook went to leave sarah who had been silent to hear it.