The Pain sacrificed

miscarry

Seeing the sad look of sarah made Jungkook immediately realize his words. The man tried to touch Sarah's hand with regret.

''i didn't mean to,,,'' her sentence came to a halt as sarah quickly parried her hand. It was the feeling of unbecoming sarah that made him reflect to fend off the jungkook hand.

With unbearable tears Sarah walked towards the elevator while covering half of her face that was wet with tears. The pressure of the painful feeling made him sob, he repeatedly pressed the elevator button but the elevator did not open. Waiting for the elevator made Sarah feel very tired even for a second. He also switched to the emergency stairs on the right side of the elevator, could not stand the feeling of silence waiting for the elevator, while the jungkook was behind him.

Jungkook was only silent to see Sarah's back away, he was also very sorry about her words, but his ego still controlled him so much that he looked like a very cruel person.

''where's sarah?'' tanya yoongi surprises jungkook. Yoongi seems very worried about sarah, he looks here and there looking for sarah.

''he went through the emergency staircase'' replied jungkook with a glaring expression as he pointed at the door to the emergency staircase.

Unbasically, the yoongipun quickly left Jungkook and followed Sarah. Just wanted to go down the stairs yoongi stopped his footsteps when he saw Sarah was crouching crying while tightly covering her face with both hands. The man slowly approached sarah, he did not know what sarah and jungkook were talking about, but only he knew that sarah was hurt, so he was very careful to approach her.

''sarah!'' call yoongi while stroking his head slowly.

Same goes for jungkook, sarahpun parried yoongi hands from his hair.Don't comfort me.!'' said Sarah sobbing while wiping her tears. Sarah then stood up and faced Yoongi, her eyes describing the wound, making yoongi also want to cry to see the state of the woman in front of him was sad.'don't comfort me!, even if I am badly injured don't do that,,''

''I feel so bad every time you come to calm me down, Sarah continued.

''why do you think only you feel bad, sad, and disappointed?'' yoongi asked, because he was also very sad about his condition.I separated from the woman I loved for almost a decade, I was very difficult to accept other women because of the woman....'' yoongi stopped his sentence ''when I find the woman and have a chance, should I let her loose again?'' yoongi continued, asking what he should do to Sarah.

''I suffered the same with you, Sarah, ! But I suffer even more when you are sad and do not want to be comforted by me. What should I do if you keep doing this?'' yoongi could not bear it either, unconsciously his tears passed through his cheeks profusely.

The two people who looked at each other were silent to receive their pain, even though they both understood the wounds in themselves, they remained adamant on their ego. Until finally sarah intends to leave the yoongi in front of her.

But Yoongi also remained on his feelings who wanted to keep sarah ''let's go with me!'' yoongi quickly grabbed Sarah by the hand and tried to pull her.

''let go of my hand!'' sarah shouted a little loudly while fending off yoongi's hand. Because they were at the end of the stairs sarah lost her balance, Yoongi reflexively wanted to pull back sarah's hand, but the slope of the stairs made her not have time to hold sarah's hand. The shame even fell from the stairs caused his body to roll and hit the wall at the turn of the stairs violently.

Yoongi's eyes widened to see that sarah had already drooped down, the man very frantically came down from the stairs approaching her ''sarahhh'' she cried loudly. With trembling legs he went down a very sloping staircase approaching sarah trying to help her..

''sarah, '' quickly yoongi held up a still conscious but visibly in great pain. Sarah's face quickly paled. The woman also seemed to gasp after falling.

''yoongi,, '' said sarah in a brick.

''please,,, ''

''help my son'' breathless Sarah asks yoongi for help while touching her stomach.

''sarahh!'' how surprised jungkook to see yoongi was holding a limp sarah, on the stairs.

''jungkook please!! Sarah just fell'' said Yoongi with sobs. This time the jungkook did not pay attention to his ego anymore, he rushed down and carried sarah's body down the stairs, he ran quickly while carrying sarah to the car park. Jungkook and Yoongipun drive sarah to a nearby hospital.

The two men looked worried to see Sarah being treated by the doctor.Why her?'' ask a doctor to check on Sarah

''he fell down from the dock stairs, his body hit the wall quite hard'' explained yoongi in a panic.

Hearing that jungkook also pulled his brother's hand away and led him to the corner of the corridor, ''how did sarah fall?'' jungkook immediately asked about sarah to Yoongi.

''he parried my hand, I tried to reach him but did not have time'' said Yoongi while holding back his tears, it seems very if he regretted what had happened, her lips trembled while watching the room where sarah was being handled.

A long time ago a doctor came out and turned to them ''excuse me!!'' the doctor's voice shocked yoongi and jungkook. They rushed to the doctor.

''Who among you is mother sarah's guardian?'' ask the doctor while watching jungkook and yoongi take turns.

Hearing the doctor's words, tension began to envelop them, yoongi boldly stepped forward. But when one step he stepped jungkook quickly past him.

''I am her future husband!'' said jungkook loudly while patting his chest. It also made Yoongi amazed by his attitude.

The doctor looked at the jungkook ''come along,'' the doctor sighed before continuing his sentence ''pregnancy ma'am sarah we can't save, the fetus she's carrying is dead''

The new sentence thrown from the doctor's mouth made yoongi and jungkook sculpt, jungkook stared blankly at the doctor, his face said he did not believe the doctor's words ''what did you just say doctor?'' tanya jungkook tried to clarify what he had just heard.

''the placenta detaches from the patient's uterine wall. It was suspected from the hard impact that he experienced. This resulted in the non-draining of oxygen to the fetus and made him die. But we will still do an examination for the certainty of fetal death''' the doctor explained to the jungkook about the fetus sarah.

Hearing the doctor's explanation makes jungkook unable to wart, he was silent a thousand languages. His clenched hands firmly resisted the sadness of that fetus.''so, what should I do?'' ask Jungkook limp, his feelings are very broken, but he does not know how to express it.

'''we have to operate on the mother and I need confirmation from the guardian'' explained the doctor.

''what can I maintain if the situation should be so, just do your duty doctor''' Jungkook also resigned to the fate that he had to lose his son.

After saying that, Jungkook left the hospital. Along the way the man repeatedly cried over what had happened. He pulled the car over and stopped. The man hit the wheel of his car strongly while shouting. The sound of his screams was so heavy in the silence of the night and it sounded so painful.

Feeling enough to vent his sadness, Jungkook put his head on the steering wheel weakly.

''why should I experience this?'' he murmured ''do I have to suffer this much?''