The Pain sacrificed

new spirit

''you should talk to Jungkook about this, can't make this unilateral decision'' said aunt tum upset after knowing that sarah's marriage was canceled. While Sarah was just silent while carrying a dirty plate to the sink to wash.

''you're not trying to get her to talk?'' asked auntie tum while leaning on the fridge with her hands folded while looking at Sarah who was washing dishes.

''talk about what?'' sarah replied quietly while still washing her dishes, she did not want to look panicked about it.

''your child, at least for this child you bear'' aunt tum approached sarah and pointed to sarah's stomach.

Sarah stopped her activity for a moment, she set her breath trying to think if this was the best decision. But if he remembered the content he again felt dazed.

''jungkook also knew about this boy, but in fact, he decided not to take responsibility for him. What do I expect from a guy like that... Aunt wants me to talk about it and hope this marriage continues, so my son lives with the father who threw it away. I was thinking, it would be better if he lived without a father''

Hearing sarah's words made aunt tum pause for a moment ''many people who make mistakes in her life sarah, who knows jungkook is just being ignited emotions knowing about your past and yoongi'' auntie Tum tried to seduce sarah.

''I don't want to be a stupid woman who always understands other people's mistakes, I'm sure she also must not feel guilty'' sarah wiped her hands after washing and went into her room leaving aunt tum in the kitchen alone.

Despite being ordinary and speaking firmly in front of aunt tum, actually Sarah also did not accept being treated so by jungkook, disappointment almost made her cry, but she tried to hold it, but she tried to hold it, sarah sat on the side of her bed and her hands squeezed firmly into the bedsheet she was sitting on, before she finally left for the office.

The marriage of sarah and jungkook quickly spread throughout the office, sarah who was just an ordinary employee always received the ridicule of office people, in contrast to jungkook, who was a, no one dared to say anything to him, for he was a leader there.

Lisa and the people on the marketing team stare at the newly arrived sarah, a glimpse of Sarah staring at them, but she habitually heads to her desk and sits down.

''sarah, ''' call lisa who is right next to him

Sarah turned her head towards him and smiled faintly ''iyaa?''

''the news is true?''

Sarah just nodded slowly not answering anything, but from the look on her face everyone in her team knew that she confirmed the news.

Lisa quickly hugged sarah from the side while stroking her elus arm, hoping that the hug could calm sarah ''all will be fine'' said lisa.

Do not know how Sarah also stroked the hand of Lisa who hugged him ''certainly, everything will be fine''' he replied trying to convince his friend.

Because of the gossip that continues to spread, Sarah became out of concentration while working, she repeatedly made false reports.

''rest, you can continue later'' said mr. chen who had noticed sarah.

Feeling that what Mr. Chen said was right, he nodded, and walked to the pantry to make a warm drink, hoping to relax his mind.

Lisa came back to meet Sarah who was drinking, while carrying food ''you should not have to go to the cafeteria'' he said while putting a tray containing food. ''everyone is talking about you.

''of course, they couldn't possibly talk about jungkook''

''but sar, the news is even confusing, some say jungkook canceled his marriage because you had an affair with his brother, and was pregnant with his sister'''s child''

''that's not true''

''I do know it's not true, but why can the news be like that, I'm sure there must be something that makes people think so''

''already, in a few days this will also disappear from the discussion''' sarah took a tray containing food that Lisa brought and ate it in the corner of the room.

''come in, I want to talk'' said kim young do as he opened his car door to let Sarah in.

Sarah gave her faint smile and got into the young do car. A few minutes away they reached a small restaurant and entered it.

''you order food for you!'' young Do said to Sarah while sitting in her chair.

''thank you'' answered sarah while choosing the food on the menu. Because they do not want to take a headache in choosing food, Sarah also chose the cheapest food in the restaurant.

''i want to order pasta agglio o lio only'' said sarah to a waiter.

''make the same for me'' said young do also to a servant.

After taking note of his order, the waiter left, and that's when young do began to pay attention to sarah. ''sorry for the treatment of my two children sarah'' he said full of pleas. ''I already know all, I know all, about you guys''

''why is the master apologizing?'' said Sarah, because young do does not need to do that he thought.

''the color of my two children seems like no one feels guilty, I feel ashamed of that''

''lucky they have a father like you'' Sarah smiled at the sincerity of young do to apologize for his two children. I had a lot of hard times because of the father,,,'' sarah stopped her words and she slightly laughed ''Sorry I said this, but my little heart really can't forgive them yet''

''Of course, you need time,''

''I'm sorry, but I don't want to think so, all these years I have faced humiliation, distress, and suffering because of my father's son, so it doesn't feel worth giving him an apology'' no matter who she spoke to, Sarah loudly stated that she did not want to forgive yoongi and jungkook.

Young do just silently heard every word Sarah said. Not without reason, he saw sarah who spoke with a trembling voice made him think that Sarah wanted to bring out everything that stuck in her heart, that's why she kept silent to let him speak.

''am I being selfish?'' sarah asked about her attitude to young do who loudly said no to forgive her son.

''no, they deserve it'' young at trying to reach Sarah's arm and stroke her a little. ''but can I ask you something?'' young do.

''what?'' ask her softly.

''I really miss the presence of a child in my life, I was very surprised to learn the fact that Cleo was a yoongi child, which we all passed through his childhood, he said, especially now that you are also pregnant with his son Jungkook,,''

''hearing you say that makes me ashamed. I'm pregnant with your two children''s Sarah bowed shyly.

''I don't mean to say that, we all know what happened, I know you didn't do anything wrong. But what I want is for you to allow me to meet my granddaughter''

''but I don't want to marry your son'' said sarah worried because she was afraid to be asked to marry yoongi or jungkook.

''no, my son does not deserve you, go find your composure sarah, live your son properly, and marry a good man someday. But please let me see your son later''

''you,,, '' Sarah's words stopped because she started crying.

''I will help your economy, I will also provide a place to live with your name, so don't worry, and I won't tell them about this either, I help you punish them''

''thank you sir, thank you very much'' submissive sarah saluted him.

''don't worry son, things will improve later, and I pray that you get your happiness'' said young do trying to calm sarah down so as not to cry.