The Pain sacrificed

decide to be equally responsible

''did you come home early?'' ask aunt tum who just came in after picking up cleo from her tutoring.

''hmm'' answered sarah while sitting at the dining table.

''what's the sick mother?'' cleo approached Sarah who was sitting holding a drinking glass.

''no dear, just go home early''

''really'' sitting on sarah's lap.

''how about today, what are you painting today?'' sarah asked while kissing her son's cheek.

''today Cleo drew a tree'' gave her painting to sarah.

''waahh, your painting is getting better baby, you are great!'' sarah was proud.

''thank you mom, oh yes mom if my painting later many who like it I will set up a museum where my painting will be displayed later''

''of course, honey, there will be many people who like your painting later''

'''already changed clothes first'' said aunt tum wiping chat cleo and sarah.

''cleo went from sarah's lap to her room to change clothes.

''Have you thought about it?'' said aunt tum

''if I tell him, what will happen?'' ask sarah.

''how do we know if it's not tried''

Sarah was silent as she stared at the drink

''he said he actually doesn't like children'' said sarah in a small voice.

''he said that, then what attitude did he show cleo?''

Sarah shook her head not knowing. ''he just said that cleo's scent was the same as her''

''aroma means?''

''I don't understand bi'' either''

Still in the small debate sarah and aunt tum stopped arguing after hearing the knock of the door.

tok tok tok tok tok

Aunty quickly opened the door and showed the jungkook behind the door.

Because the room is not large Sarah can see the jungkook from where she sits. Sarah stood up and approached him.

''what's up?'' ask sarah

''i want to give this'' handed over the paperbag that he had been holding

''this is yesterday'' while opening the parcel.

''I thought you were just renting it''

They look at each other.

''then I say yes'' said jungkook a little nervous.

''come in, we have something to talk about!'' suddenly aunt tum wiped their conversation.

With a jungkook smile entered Sarah's residence and sat in the living room.

''jungkook uncle is here!'' cleo who just came out of his room. Little ran the boy hugged the jungkook and sat on his lap.

''what do you want to say?'' ask jungkook while holding cleo

''tell him sarah!'' bi tum

Jungkook looked at Sarah in confusion.

''what's up?'' ask again because sarah is silent.

Aunty tum who understands also immediately took cleo from the lap of the jungkook. ''let's wash your feet and hands first'' said aunt tum while holding cleo back into her room.

''sarah, what's wrong?'' jungkook deepened his gaze at sarah.

''I'm, I don't know what to do but you also have to know''

''or what, ?'' jungkook grew curious because sarah who was still a little nervous said it.

''I'm pregnant with your child?'' after saying it Sarah took a quick breath because her nervousness became more and more waiting for a direct answer from the mouth of the man in front of her.

''are you pregnant?, my son?'' jungkook wrinkled his forehead still trying to digest what he just heard.

Sarah nodded softly I don't know where to start, because this is my fault so I don't want you,,,,''

''Then let's get married!'' jungkook suddenly cut off the word sarah.

''what. ?''

''let's get married?'' jungkook repeated his sentence

''i won't force you to take responsibility, you can refuse it'' panicked sarah for arriving at the wedding

''then why did you tell me about your pregnancy if not to hold her accountable?''

''I was surprised when you said you wanted to get married, it's my fault but you don't have many questions to confuse me, you should have asked me something''

Jungkook reached for sarah's hand and held her ''all this is also my fault sarah, if from that mistake you conceive my son then I will be held accountable''

''are you sure of your decision?'' sarah looked at him

''yes, let's take care of everything from tomorrow''

They throw smiles at each other to start a new life, even though their bad starting path is mature enough to take responsibility for their mistakes.