The Pain sacrificed

I don't love you anymore

When drunk heavily, the jungkook laid himself on the bed. Alex looked at the jungkook who was lying down. ''what was he talking about?'' alex is what Sunwoo is talking about.

''i don't remember'' Jungkook said unconcernedly.

''alright, I'll go home first'' said alex as he left the jungkook apartment.

The sun was shining all over the jungkook room. However, the man did not wake up because of the influence of his drink.

Notifications of messages on his phone constantly beeping made the man upset.

''aaiiiissssh, I'm on vacation right now' he said annoyed. He also reached into his cellphone in his pants pocket. With narrowed eyes he saw the many messages coming in.

''what is this?'' he muttered as he watched the cell phone. Who wrote this article?'' jungkook eyes widened, he was more surprised because in the article there is a photo of sarah and yoongi who came out of the car.

''has Sarah seen this article?'' jungkook began to think, he swiftly prepared and immediately headed for Sarah's house.

When he was in front of the building unit sarah he even stopped because he saw the yoongi car parked there.

''kak yoongi must have calmed her down'' Jungkook also turned around and undo his intention to meet sarah. But before really leaving he was surprised by the presence of cleo on the left side of his car.

Cleo tapped on the windshield of the jungkook while peeking. Jungkook came out to say hello to Cleo.

''hay cleo!'' hello jungkook was a little awkward on that eight-year-old boy. Because after deciding to cancel his marriage since then he never met cleo.

''what uncle just saw mama?'' cleo asked as he held onto a black plastic.

''not yet dear, uncle arrived there is a business''

''ooohh''

Jungkook stared at the plain face of cleo, he also squatted a little to align his height with cleo. ''why do you look sad?'' tanyakanya.

''uncle, I know it's an adult problem, but it always bothers me''.

''what ?'' ask jungkooak

''did my mother make a mistake so you canceled her wedding?''

Hearing that jungkook was silent, he looked into cleo's eyes with a feeling of ''your mother did nothing wrong dear'' while stroking cleo's shoulder.

''so, why cancel?. I like you so much uncle, I can't wait for us to be a family, which is why his disappointment is still here'' Cleo pointed at his chest which he was in pain.

''I'm sorry, but you have to remember this, there are some things we don't need to know quickly. Someday you'll know, and when you know you won't get hurt''

''I mean uncle, if I knew now I could get hurt?''

''yes, it feels probably more than you feel now''

Jungkook hugged Cleo tightly, before leaving the area.

Upon returning to his house, Jungkook immediately took an alcoholic drink and immediately gulped it.Why is it like this,? but, I've retreated too far'' he said with regret.

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At sarah's residence, Yoongi immediately met sarah after knowing the news that was circulating. He watched Sarah who seemed unconcerned with her surroundings.

''you look pale, we go to the hospital yaa'' persuade yoongi worried while watching sarah who is cleaning the table.

Sarah threw the lap in her hand in any direction, and then looked towards Yoongi with the words, Why did you divorce her,? she is innocent'' asked sarah frustrated because Yoongi said he had filed a lawsuit against hani.

''I love you, Sarah, how many times I have to say because I love you so much. You hear?'' press yoongi.

''I'm having trouble because of you, what if Cleo finds out about this?''

''however he will know''

''don't be this fast, can't you hold it for a while, she just recovered from her illness, she just started school, how can she not be shaken if she knows about this news'' said sarah a little loudly, but at the end of the word he then becomes silent as cleo enters the house.

''uncle yoongi is here?'' said cleo while bringing in plastic groceries and put it on the table beside sarah standing. ''this ma''' said cleo.

''there's an uncle jungkook downstairs. Is uncle yoongi among uncle jungkook?'' cleo said while trying to sit on a chair.

''jungkook?'' sarah and Yoongi were shocked.

''yes, I asked him to stop by, but he said there was something urgent.

Sarah and Yoongi stared at each other for a moment, ''cleo, actually uncle came here himself to meet you personally'' Youongi tried to say something to cleo.

''for what?'' cleo plainly asked

''cleo,,, actually,,,''

''stop!!'' sarah quickly wipes away yoongi's sentence. He pulls the yoongi away from the cleo.

''Why are you so angry?'' yoongi tried to hold Sarah's hand which kept pulling her.

''I said this is not the time''

''no matter what sarah, cleo is a smart child, she will be able to understand it''

''no, it's not like this'' Sarah quickly refuted. ''yoongi listen to me, after I thought I was pulling too much out of your feelings''

''what do you mean?'' yoongi looked at sarah curiously.

''I always keep quiet when you say you love me and want to fix it. I hurt too much that I can't hurt anyone else''.

''what do you want to say?'' yoongi asked as he looked into Sarah's eyes.

Although a little nervous with yoongi's gaze, sarah sighed slowly before answering him I no longer love you, I don't know when the feeling disappeared. I can't refuse you because of my own doubts, I always ask why it's so hard to accept you, even I don't think your wife is a hindrance, I'm not even angry about what happened. What makes me doubt? I always ask questions about it every time, Sarah explained it slowly with tears.

Hearing that yoongi instantly peeked, he just looked at Sarah who was looking down hiding her cries.

''i don't love you anymore, forgive me'' continued sarah crying as she pleased.

Yoon-gi approaches him and hugs Sarah, to whom she cries more hurt him than knowing she no longer has feelings for him.

''sorry, forgive me'' Yoongi stroked sarah's mane slowly while holding back his tears from flowing.

''please, don't make yourself regret by divorcing your wife'' Sarah takes off yoongi's embrace, and looks at the man expectantly in order to undo his intention of divorce.

''I'll keep divorcing her, even if you don't come back to me I'll keep divorcing her''

''but he loves you so much''

''I love you a lot too, but that's not why you chose me, is it?'' yoongi's words were able to make Sarah speechlessly approve of yoongi's remarks.

''he made a big mistake, I'm very disappointed''

Sarah just silently listened to Yoongi talk.

Yoongi suddenly turned around to approach sarah, ''sarah, it's not impossible that you will return to have feelings for me right?''.

''me,,,,,''

''don't close your heart to me''

''I don't close my heart to anyone, but I don't open my heart either''

''this is all because I was late to find you, had I been faster, this would not have happened to us'' said yoongi regretting having just found sarah.

Sarah just stared at the sad yoongi look, she swallowed her saliva and slowly approached the yoongi. Sarah hugged yoongi.

''let's live each other's lives, you remain cleo's father, nothing can change the reality'' said sarah as she hugged Yoongi with her tiny body.

''but, I also need time to tell cleo about this