The Pain sacrificed

we will love each other

''he's gone again sir'' said a man at the jungkook.

''why won't he see me?''

''maybe he thinks that if you're still disappointed with him, he's still the murderer of the case 30 years ago.

Jungkook left the empty house where the house had been occupied by the park some time ago before he decided to leave again.

''I have to contact uncle wan joo''

Jungkook took his phone and called Wan joo.

/uncle how is it developing?/ ask jungkook shortly after his phone is picked up.

/there's a strange jung, I've sent some evidence to you/

/but I'm not in Singapore right now, I'm in Germany wanting to talk to my mom, but she's gone back/

/he won't see you until his name is cleared, you better come back and see what I send!/

Without thinking long jungkook directly back to Singapore to see some evidence sent uncle wan joo to him.

Without a new jungkook break to go straight to his office without changing clothes because of what Wan joo sent in the company.

Sarah who was photocopying some of the files was surprised to see the jungkook pass through the corridor quickly.

'he's back, why so fast' inner sarah.

Jungkook had arrived in his room he immediately took a file that his secretary kept in a special drawer. A little hasty he opened the envelope.

'what is this,?' his eyes widened looking at a photo and a voice recording.

(you can die if you want to, just die, no one will care about you) The sound of the tape is pretty short.

It turned out to be the sound of park hara on a man before the man died.

'it's a recording of my mother's voice, but it's not solid evidence that she killed him' the man's inner self.

Thirty years ago during the day Park hara had a big fight with a man named lee sung woo, the quarrel continued until the night lee sung woo fell from the building and died on the spot, he said, only Park hara was the last person to meet him, plus the voice recording made Park hara the main suspect.

'victim's family convinced that what drives lee sung woo is park hara because there is dna victim on the body of park hara' jungkook read an article about the tragedy.

'how to convince yourself if he's not the culprit' muttered jungkook again who began to doubt his mother.

tok tok tok tok

Jungkook was surprised to hear the sound of a knock while still in his own confusion.

''enter!'' jungkook immediately stored all the items sent by Wan Joo into his drawer.

''sir, someone wants to meet'' said his secretary

''who?''

''from wo''

''Have him wait, oh yes call sarah to come downstairs''

''fine''

Sarah, who had received a direct call, came downstairs, where there was a jungkook and an agent who was talking in the guest chair.

''sit!'' jungkook asks sarah to sit next to him

''what's up ?'' sarah asked a little whisper.

''there is a little advice, because yesterday you were served by one of the employees so I want to ensure the choice of wedding theme you want''

''it's up to what you think is appropriate'' Jungkook jutek replied to the person.

Sarah looked at the annoyed jungkook.

''i do not understand about the fit or not, but we want a simple course, we only invite the nuclear family'' replied sarah trying to divert awkwardness at that time.

Agent wo who realized jungkook was in no mood to discuss it smiled slightly.

''alright, it seems you need to talk first, call me if you want the slightest change yes'' said the woman then she left.

Because some problems make the jungkook put on an upset face, he then left sarah who was still silent in confusion about her attitude.

''Wait a minute!'' sarah stopped the man's steps.

''what's up?'' looking at sarah

''nothing what''

''then why are you yelling at that person?''

''I said it's okay!'' jungkook said a little loudly

''you changed your mind?, did you start to doubt your decision''

''I'm dizzy please don't make me dizzy''

''you said you didn't why napa, why get dizzy when I talk about it?'' sarah was emotionally disturbed.

''you'd better go home and rest'' replied the man and left just like that.

Feeling very tired, Jungkook finally returned to his apartment to rest.

...****************...

The day turns night, getting closer to marriage instead of calm sarah returns to panic, as if having a bad premonition. Sarah recalls the time she lost her cleo father before the wedding.

''did you see what I sacrificed all this time?'' sarah looked up at the sky from behind the window as if to invite cleo's father to talk.

''I could have chosen cleo abortions back then but I didn't because I was afraid you were sad, but I couldn't do it either because I love our son so much''

Sarah was crying while having her own monologue.

''i also love this boy'' caressing his queen's belly.

ting nong's

the sound of the bell shocked Sarah from her daydream, she immediately headed for the door to check on the person visiting her in the middle of the night.

''jungkook?'' sarah said when she saw the door cctv. He opened the door and let the man in.

''what's the middle of the night like this here?''

Jungkook walked towards the sofa that was in the living room and sat there.

''Did you hear me?'' said Sarah again because she felt ignored.

''I'm here to apologize''

Sarah looked in wonder.

''sorry, I'm so tired from some business, but you should know that I never doubted my decision''

''really,?''

''I know you still have a lot of doubts about me, just ask me a question or let out the feelings that bother you to me, that way we can get to know each other''

''well, then give me an answer to my question.'' Sarah swallowed her caliph after the wedding can you love me?''

Jungkook fell silent at Sarah's question.

''what would you do to me if you couldn't love me?'' sarah asked the question back.

Seeing the jungkook who was still silent Sarah continued her question.

''you're responsible for the child I bear, but if he's born and you still don't love me, are you sure you can keep our household later?''

''how can you ask about things that have not happened, even one second ahead we can not imagine'' Jungkook began to answer.

Sarah is silent with jungkook's answer

''what if I asked you about something similar, would you love me later?''

''i'm not sure'' replied sarah while turning her face away.

''you're very easy to say not sure, but I'm very afraid to say that to your question, I'm afraid you're hanging, I'm afraid, although I basically intend to commit to the relationship we will live in, the presence or absence of this feeling, Jungkook said firmly

''pardon me, for being too exaggerated'' replied sarah with sparkling eyes.

Jungkook approached sarah and stroked her arm slowly.

''this is innately containing sarah, I understand your mood can change because of your pregnancy, rest, and take care of your health''

Jungkook picked up a paperbag that he put beside him sitting down.

''this, I bought fruit and vitamins for you, fast sleep it's already night''

Jungkookpun left sarah's apartment after going through a small debate.