The Pain sacrificed

lessons of the past

In a modest apartment in Singapore, a woman lives with her young son, 26-year-old sarah aldiba and 7-year-old cleo minsuaga. Sarah works for a well-known company. Sarah was assigned to the marketing department, she only worked for one year at the company.

In the morning when she was about to go to work Sarah prepared all her needs and the needs of her children's school.

"my mother is ready" said the boy standing in his school uniform looking at his mother who was making breakfast.

"the mother's son is very handsome," sarah smiled over to her son and sat her cleo in the dining chair to give him breakfast.

"buu," said cleo as he chewed his food

"apaa" said sarah softly

"if papah were alive, you would have taken me to school and only you would have worked" Cleo said

"do you want me to pick you up later ?" ask sarah softly

"no, later the mother's work will be a mess so that aunty just pick me up" subject to the child

"later if there is free time the mother will pick up cleo deh" sarah tried to seduce her child and answered the child with a small nod.

Sarah also drove her son to school, Sarah tried to arrange the time to take cleo to school, cleo was prone to jealousy with her peers who were picked up by their mother or father, he said, cleo often complains as well as earlier, not cleo does not understand, he just wants his mother married so that his mother is not too tired and can take care of him, but sarah never had the intention of getting married.

Sarah looked at Cleo's body slowly moving away into her school room.

"it's a pity that if your father were alive, I would have taken care of you better, and if he were alive we wouldn't have lived in isolation like this" sarah's mind as she shed her tears, remembering what happened to her eight years ago.

Eight years ago Sarah was an ordinary girl her father and mother was an ordinary civil servant, sarah is the youngest child and she has two sons and her family live a simple life but the father and mother are very strict to her son.

Sarah who was in college at the time of the second semester knew a Korean man who was doing business in the campus area sarah man named min suga father of the child.

Because in a drunken romance sarahpun do things that are always remembered by his parents.

"what if I'm pregnant" asked Sarah, who was still wrapped in a blanket, to her back.

"i'm going to marry you" Suga said, hugging Sarah from behind and kissing sarah's bow.

suga is very good with sarah, but sarah's parents don't welcome Suga. Several times suga played to sarah's house but always welcomed less warm family sarah.

When Suga came home, Sarah approached her parents who were sitting in the room.

"why are you like that with her" said sarah with glassy eyes.

"he was very polite to come here and talk to me, why are you guys behaving that way" she said

"how many times have you told me not to date before you graduated from sarah's college, that's the consequence" said his father

"again why the hell you are related to a stranger, we do not know the seed of his bebet weight, who knows he is there a pedophile" said his mother also.

Sarah was silent to hear her parents, although her tears dripped several times her parents were reluctant to care.

"break up with him and learn properly" said the father then exited the room while passing sarah who was standing in the doorway of their room.

Sarah simply fell silent and went back into her room crying. In the evening, Sarah went out secretly to meet Suga who said she was waiting for him at the cafe not far from Sarah's place. After arriving at the cafe, Sarah saw Suga sitting on a corner bench slowly approaching her lover, looking sad look on his lover's face.

"honey," said sarah Lirih who stood in front of Suga

suga looked up to see sarah "why are you crying" he said in panic and immediately stood hugging sarah.

"sorry about my parents' attitude" he said sobbing.

"no papa, don't cry" gently stroked sarah's mane.

Sarah let go of her embrace and wiped her tears.

"why meet here, night again" said sarah because it is not usual to go out at night.

"i got a sudden update from my family I was told to come home tonight,,,,,"

"hahhh" said sarah in surprise

"somehow baby, in a month I'll be back here I'll invite my parents to bed you let your parents believe in me"

"butt,,,,,,"

"you attend college and are free to reach your mind" cut suga

"not that," whined sarah

"teruuusss??"

"you're really back again right" whined sarah.

"yeah, you think I won't go back?? '' said Suga with a laughing face and in a doubtful nod sarah.

"sarah I must have returned because of the contract and because of you, so believe me yes" cupped sarah's cheek and kissed her briefly.

sarah nodded, but not intermittently the two kaka sarah came and drew sarah "dare to kiss in a public place like this'' said first kaka sarah.

Sarah who was caught was confused and frightened.''please don't hit suga" while hugging her brother because she thought her brother would hit suga.

"cihhh," said the kaka while staring intently at Suga who was also surprised because of the arrival of kaka sarah.

Sarah was brought home and complained to her father, Sarah was punished at the whip of her foot and was not allowed to leave her mobile home in confiscation and she was strictly forbidden to leave the house.

Almost a month Sarah in brackets in the room, during which she just cried, she wanted to apologize with her parents to be allowed to contact suga but her parents got angry.

"you're sorry to call that jerk, you don't regret embarrassing me and my mom..?" snapped at the father.

"please yahhh, just a moment" whined sarah while kneeling.

her father dragged Sarah back to the room and locked the door.

"mas seems to have just punished sarah kasian" said the wife who began to feel sorry for her youngest child

"no buk, we lock him up until 2 he's a deterrent" the husband cheered.

In the evening Sarah's mother delivered food to Sarah in her room, but she had not yet entered she heard sarah vomit2.

"dry,,!!" panicking the mother, he buru2 entered and saw Sarah drooping in the bathroom.

"dry,,!!" holding the child's face and holding it, Sarah was unable to say anything her face was pale and she also looked very thin.

Buru2 they drove Sarah to the hospital. The doctor examined Sarah in the company of her parents.

"it looks like her son is pregnant" the doctor said, checking Sarah's pulse.

''APA!!!'' both parents were surprised instead of playing, while looking at Sarah who was still unconscious in bed.

"uemm, I'm not sure, we should just call the obstetrician for more details" said the doctor again.

Sarah limply opened her eyes and turned her head to the side a pair of sharp eyes looking at him.

confused Sarah looked at her mother and her two brothers who were standing far away from her, looking angry in the look on their faces, sarah slowly read the letter and she was also surprised.

"i'm pregnant??" his eyes were in disbelief

"yes that's because of your stupidity, now call the guy to hold him responsible!" her father gave Sarah a cell phone with a menacing look.

Several times calling finally suga picked up Sarah's phone.

"hallo" he said from there

"sugaa, it's me" said sarah limp

"honey, you finally called me too"

"hmmm" said Sarah hesitantly, but father looked at her sharply

"how are you ? " tanya suga.

"i am, I am, I am pregnant" said sarah nervously as she looked at her father.

"really ?" ask suga surprised

his phone was then taken by his father.

"sarah is now pregnant, come quickly and take responsibility" said the father.

"i-iyaa I'll take responsibility" replied the nervous suga.

"i'll come next week" he said again.

"why should it be next week?, come tomorrow I wait" directly turn off the phone

"but father, he is returning to his country" said Sarah.

"astagaa stupid girl, if you know why you said you were pregnant" the mother cut off.

the father looked at the mother "how do we know she will be responsible while the person is far away" she explained.

After several conversations they finally believed in Suga and waited for his arrival.

sarah is very happy to be married to the man she loves, but somehow the destiny in her path scares her.

''What time are you leaving,,?'' sarah's message to suga.

''tomorrow morning dear" reply suga.

The next morning Sarah called Suga many times but was not active, until the afternoon the family was very angry because she thought he did not keep his promise, because it was sarah maki 2an by her own family.

drttttrttt drrrttttt

sarah quickly took her phone.

"where are you?" ask sarah to panic

"suga??" sahut a woman.

hearing the answer from the female voice Sarah fell silent for a moment.

"this is his phone, right?" tanyanya made sure

"i-iyaa, but I'm sorry this is my mother suga"

"ouh, auntie,,,,"

"suga had an accident while heading to the airport and died on the spot" the woman said.

deggggg

Sarah was surprised not to play he was drooping and sitting on the floor "please don't lie like this" he said again

"are you directing?, if you don't believe I'll send you evidence"

Sarah opens a video where it is clear that she has been in an accident and pronounced dead on the spot.

sarah cried until she fainted.

A few days later, Sarah's family reunited.

"rice has become porridge, just throw the child away" said the father managed to make Sarah surprised.

"what,,? aborted it?'' holding his stomach

"why, you would argue, this child has no father, you're not married, what we can keep from this child. All we can defend is the shame of this child" kaka sarah said

''but he's not wrong, I'm wrong, why should we kill him" Sarah said.

"then you're the one who died, because you caused it" his brother said again.

"i will not kill my son or myself" Sarah said.

"if that's your decision, then get out of my house, I'll pray that your son doesn't feel ashamed like me" said the father firmly.

"yahhh," whined sarah

"i'm giving you a chance to think until the morning break if you still want to keep the boy away from here" his father said and left.

Sarah was silent, her two brothers went away even her mother also left her to sit alone in the family room, sarah cried sobbing.

"should you go" the monologue of sarah holding her stomach, she recalled her happy moment2 together with suga. "no, my son is not a mistake, he must live" even if he got up and prepared his suitcase. That night Sarah left without her family's knowledge.

When Sarah just entered her new contract Sarah got a call.

"hallo" said he

"this is my mother suga"

"tante,," said sarah as if she felt there was hope.

"are you really pregnant with Suga's child?" ask her from there

"may I ask for your no rek" he asked again

Hearing that sarah gave her no rec because she thought her parents must be worried because she was pregnant with their grandchildren.

"i've already sent 10,000 dollars for your loss, put the boy down and start your life" The message managed to tear Sarah's heart apart, she thinks her son can get affection from his father's family, he said, they treated Sarah just like her family.

"all right, now I'm the only one alive for my son, me,, hikkss, hiksss" sarah cried again.