The Pain sacrificed

smile together

All day working in the office with a feeling of unworthiness makes sarah dizzy and feel nauseous, Pak chen repeatedly asked her to rest, but sarah did not want, she continued to work as usual, he continued, he did not want to go home early to make people pay more attention to him. Rumors of jungkook canceling his marriage are still confusing make him a monthly gossip month office employees.

''it's home, let's go home together!'' lisa said while preparing her bag to immediately leave.

''you go home first'' reject sarah.

Lisa sighed in the face of Sarah's attitude 'until when are you going to be like this sar, you have to dare to face everyone'' lisa tried to encourage sarah so as not to be fooled by other people's words.

''everyone!!, Sarah smiled wryly at Lisa's words, she turned to look at her and looked at her I was alone, and you expect me to face everyone with me who is alone?'' sarah said a little harshly.

Lisa was surprised to hear Sarah's tone, but she tried to understand that I exist, don't be afraid,,,''

''what do you mean you exist?'' sarah cuts off Lisa's words, inexplicably she becomes very sensitive.

''why are you so sensitive Sarah, I'm just trying to help. After all, people are just gossiping at the back, no one will dare to make fun of you up front''

''that's you, you're just making fun of me behind my back, and in front of me you're trying to get close so you can get some gossip and tell everyone in the office'' Sarah spoke again in a soft tone but very pressing, it also made all of Sarah's colleagues pay attention to them, while Lisa was frozen to hear Sarah's words. He could not say a word after Sarah said it.

Seeing the silent lisa who did not wart, Sarah returned to face her computer, she recalled that while in the toilet she heard Lisa telling people that she was pregnant, and his marriage was canceled unilaterally by jungkook for no apparent reason. Sarah was very disappointed.

After that, things became very awkward, mr. chen asked lisa to go out immediately because of the increasingly awkward atmosphere. Mr. Chen stood behind sarah ''sure you are patient enough to face this'' said mr. chen trying to encourage sarah, he left sarah alone in the room.

After watching her computer for a long time without doing anything, Sarah finally stood up and intended to go home, she walked alone through the hallway of the office, because everyone had gone home first. Arriving in front he saw a yoongi car parked in front of the office, sarah understood if yoongi was waiting for her. Seeing sarah who was already in front of the office made youongi rush out and wait for her in front of the car.

''Why are you here?'' sarah asked as she walked slowly closer to Yoongi.

''I want to talk to you about something''

''we've talked a lot since we met, you should have your own answer''

Yoon-gi fell silent, but she did not stop, she opened the door for sarah and smiled ''come in. I will take you.

Sarah who felt weak did not want to refuse and agreed to be delivered by Yoongi.

''please don't pick me up again from tomorrow'' said sarah after a long silence on the way.

''from the office to the stop is quite far away, you're pregnant''

''if you keep showing up around the office to meet me gossip will not dim.. Please don't pick me up again, you make it difficult for me yoongi''

Hearing that yoongi's feelings were very painful, he understood the situation was very difficult for sarah, but he also could not stop his desire to continue to meet sarah.

''please deal with this difficult first, it is only a matter of time, I will make it good, please be patient''' youongi reached for sarah's hand.

''good condition is what do you think?''

Yoongi thought of Sarah's words for a moment, When I can be with you and cleo, when we drive her to school together, and you no longer work, I'll be home from work late at night and see you sound asleep. Even though I'm tired of working all day I'm gonna hug you and kiss you on the forehead. It was the best state I wanted''

Hearing that sarah became moved, her eyes glazed over the heartfelt desire of yoongi. But at the same time he became confused with himself, Sarah stared at the car window, he accidentally saw the scene where both parents were holding the hand of his young son. 'I've dreamed about it with you, but why when you can grant it I doubt' inner sarah.

Yoongi looked at the dreamy sarah, he reached out to Sarah's hand and grabbed her. Sarah was a little surprised when Yoongi clasped her hand, then she looked at Yoongi with my glare.

''let's live with me, we continue our dreams first'' said Yoongi while focusing on the streets.

Sarah silently answered nothing, she let her hand remain in the yoongi grip but she felt no warmth in it.

''give me a chance, will you?'' yoongi said again.

''I can't answer you right now, I'm so dizzy with everything''

Hearing Sarah who did not receive it directly but also did not refuse to make yoongi feel the effort paid off, he smiled sweetly looking at sarah I know you are still very surprised by all this, I know you are still very surprised by all this, you can give yourself some free time first, and think. I'll wait for that said Yoongi.

Not feeling their journey has reached the residence of sarah, yoongi and sarah standing in front of her apartment building before entering.

''I will slowly explain to Cleo about you, I hope you are a little patient.'' said sarah

''I understand, it is not easy to explain about me to cleo who has always thought his father is dead, but I will wait'' replied Yoongi.

''Then I entered first huh''

Hearing that Yoongi would not pick her up made sarah smile, she thought that yoongi finally understood that everything had to be calmed down first.

Yoon-gi was so happy to see Sarah smiling at him, they ended up smiling together.

But there was someone who was watching them from a distance, sarah and yoongi were separated, sarah who went into her apartment left yoongi who was also going to leave that place. When entering his house, Sarah noticed that there was a pair of expensive shoes on the floor of his house, she curiously looked inside, where in the tv room there was a woman who was playing with cleo. Sarah walked over to see who the woman was laughing cheerfully with cleo.

''mama!!'' cleo shouted as he saw his mother standing not far from him.

''ma, grandma brought pizza for us to eat together'' Cleo said as she pointed at a pizza box.

''grandmother?'' sarah was confused.

''iya''' plain cleo nods

Sarah looked back at the woman, who was none other than kim dami. Kim Dami stood up and approached ''indeed he should call me grandma right?'' said dami.

Sarah silently said nothing, she just stared fixedly at his eyes, she recalled where he sent her money asking her for an abortion, however now it becomes very unashamed to come and ask cleo to call her grandma.

''granny is only here for a moment, let's meet again tomorrow yes'' dami switched to talk to cleo.

''alright' said cleo.

When dami was about to go sarah stopped him ''why not eat first, you have bought the pizza is not'' said sarah.

She stopped her desire to leave. Sarah prepared all the food and drinks at the dinner table, after all ready Sarah asked cleo and dami to come to the dining table.

Quite calm when they were eating food, until finally sarah opened her voice ''you seem to like cleo'' said sarah pretending to be kim dami just smiling.

''I heard your son-in-law has no children yet. Wh why? is he child free, or,,''

''or what?'' answer dami judes.

''be patient, there are indeed many tests in marriage, sometimes when we do not want our children to get it, but there are also times when we really want children even not to be given. Why is that so, then,?'' said sarah

''does Grandma have no grandchildren?'' cut cleo plainly

''yes dear, this grandmother does not have any grandchildren'' replied sarah quickly

''you're grandma's granddaughter'' Dami stroked cleo's cheeks.

''tap only the assumption, not the bladder, the cleo tanga grandchildren'' said cleo.

Sarah smiled at her son saying it ''you know dear, you were pregnant, and her mother-in-law asked him to abort the child''

''why ma?''

''her mother-in-law said that the child did not deserve to be her successor, because her mother-in-law wanted a daughter-in-law who was of high rank''

''aren't all human beings equal?'' asked cleo plainly.

''certain. But not everyone is aware of it dear'' answered sarah while glancing at kim dami

''What about my friend?''

''she did not have a baby abortion, but her husband divorced her at her mother's request''

''very evil, the mother was very evil to her daughter-in-law and granddaughter''

''nah, but god did not sleep dear, eventually the mother was eager for a grandchild, but until now her wish has not been granted''

''even so, he still has a grandson, ma'am, my mother's friend won't be an abortion''

''in his biology he is dear, but the mother's children are very disappointed, so he does not want to consider his grandmother''

''of course, if it was cleo, cleo would have been very disappointed'' cleo replied.

Cleo's answer makes dami silent, he becomes was was and is afraid cleo will hate him.